What happened to my previous drafttttt

Today I start to learn to let go.

It has been a great few months and an even greater week. But it's time to let it go now. Before it hurts any more in future...

Somehow from the start i knew that u would leave and i could no longer be reliant on u. I just wish i had gotten used to the idea earlier.
It's been an exciting week. And i only want to remember the best things from this friendship we had.

20 jan fri. While everyone else went drinking we sneaked off to eat steamed seafood. It took me 2 hours to housekeep but u waited. And waited. And pacified me for being angsty at the long zipping time. We walked around chinatown and u waited while i took a million shots at one bridge...

21 sat. Terrarium shopping day! We went around looking for materials and took a short walk outside waterway point. I bought ice cream and we strolled about laughing at how my ice cream rarely drips and yours never does. It rained while we were buying plants and we giggled as we ran back to the car.

23 Mon. I don't remember what we ate for dinner but I definitely remember sneaking to kallang wave for lunch and shopping. Afterwards it poured rain and we only remembered to protect the poor box with the terrariums inside. Terrariums please grow well.

24 tue. Sneaked out to raffles lunch. Walk walk and eat eat before going back...

26 thur. River hongbao opening ceremony after marche movenpick. The fireworks was nice and i enjoyed the feeling of having someone around to help with my tripod while i was busy taking photos.. looking at fat fish and weird light exhibits was the highlight of the night.

27 Fri. Went so pho after the half day and then to fly kites! This was my first kite flying and i loved the feeling of the errant kite soaring as we flipped them around.

31 Jan Mon. Macs big breakfast and seaview in the early morning! Fishes and moss were something new and i learnt while i looked. After that went scape and supply and demand in town shoppinggggg. Clementi and qian hu fish shops everywhere was full of fish and plants.. finally had the gyu kaku bbq which we had talked about for weeks.. after that did some carving and i received a bouquet. U told me that if anyone ever did less don't get cheated...

It's time to stop sinking. As much as it hurts now it'll be worse in future.