finished 2 stars today
even though one of them was one bead off which means i have to take out and redo

maybe another one if i do it fast

hmm didnt really do much today

damn sleepy
but hair not dry cannot sleep yet

had op 1.3
argh still too soft for her
and i cant rmb everything

okay shall slack off abit while waiting for hair to dry

yes its aft exams i can go do what i feel like doing
and of course theres still op but at least more free than before

hmm

op dry run 1.3 tmr

didnt even need to go sch tmr
now need argh

not prepared
shall go earlier to finish memorising
yup

had end of year ceremony today
opened the coopfor morning duty
alot of ppl rent tie
although im pretty unsure of how they going to return

bp announced he's leaving officially
please let reno be this year

went hougang mall with g and yt and jul and jl and their friend
ate an expensive jap lunch
haha then went home to do stuff
but ended up sleeping
again
argh i need more motivation

got headache shall sleep aft i read through again

woah i didnt realise i havent been here for nights

okay i passed everything!
good news im going to be promoted!!!

hmm at least i think so
cos criteria only need 1 pass and 3 subpasses
and gp must be at least subpass

yay

hmm maths A, chem econs and gp D, and i have no idea whether phy is C or D

i hope they moderate upwards abit

i need that 0.02

anyway op dry run 1.2 was today
too soft, too fast, content confusing
what else is wrong with my presentation???

need to work harder

yup but promotion is good news
really

dont feel like doing the personal newsletter tmr

tmr's the last morning duty i have this year
haha

havent been here for so long
rushed i&r on mon night, nexus proposal on tues and op slides on wed
and so im here now
hmm got op meeting tmr
no sch haha cos exam
but still need go sch for op and to meet bp
hope this year succeeds

should i tell?
truth is they deserved it
but it seems a little awkward, like how will i get through next year?

anw still lack 35 words for i&r
dont care alr la print first and hand in
i will change it when i know what im actually supp to write

fetched dad from airport
ate teppanyaki for dinner at t2
but it wasnt as nice as t3

shall go sleep after packing
scared
they giving back papers soon

i dno
i wish i was happier abt the meeting
but im not

its like a part of me isnt individual anymore

anw i seem to be magnifying my own problems
at this moment
i want to make my own problems disappear
other problems seem more important

tired
couldnt sleep last night cos had stomachache
so wells i shall try to sleep better tonight

i wish i'd learn to organise my time well
shall go do presentation slides now
at least its time better spent

i played my whole day away

have to start on work soon
differential equations tutorial
i&r
op slides

hugging the bear
it makes me feel comfortable

had econs today
then went to eat with g's friends
ate pasta at sakae
then went lido and watched the ugly truth
took mrt from orchard to tp and got a ride home from mum

have to do pw again...

okay i played my afternoon away
tmr must mug econs
yup
shall do my schedule then sleep

last paper
please let it be better than mye

maths tmr
i dont feel prepared
even when i spent the last 4 days on it
ohno

econs will be worse...

i got my birthday pres in advance today(:
its a gigantic care bear
haha have been collecting soft toys that mean something to me for years

shall go continue with math
will do econs after math
math sooner

sian didnt manage to do econs today
no mood

did abit of summation, abit of MI, abit of functions
lol im such a time waster

sleepy

need to finish demand supply and the market by tmr
or at least read through by tmr

and finish series + functions + graphing by tmr
okay maybe thats too ambitious
as much as possible would be best...

phy was SAD
skipped many many questions
what if i fail?

okay i survived chem
no i didnt do well
left like at least 30 marks didnt know how to do at all

phy tmr
then aft that the stress will temporarily be reduced

i wish someone was actually helping me with these subjects

i cant do equilibria and org chem

ohno chem tmr
what will i do if it really happens?

gp today

damn tired now

yea okay so im stupid for keeping to the limit
i jeopardised my own grade
thanks alot i thought u'd be more understanding even if u did write like >1000 words
looks like i thought wrong

it doesnt matter now, if i fail i'll just have to think of what to do with my life...

felt abit nostalgic today
had dinner at pepper lunch with family
suddenly remembered that day we went to look at open houses
and the christmas party
hmm

finished kinematics
shall finish forces by tonight and attempt to start dynamics
yup

so i didnt finish gp
was so tired i fell asleep once i reached my bed
without even covering with blanket
which explains why i have a cold now
argh not just before exams please

doing chem bonding before i sleep
lol i hope i wont fall asleep so early today

sian damn tired
shall go sleep soon

aft i finish looking through gp stuff