作曲：鄧智偉
填詞：鄭萬綸

曾怨過晚了生翅膀 時間錯放太多
蝴蝶萬象上空飛過 暗自夢裏躲
如細看蛻變的旅程 承接你我往惜
沉默獨自內心傾聽 那靜待氣息

曾聽說也會生翅膀 時間秒秒再拖
無奈日落日出經過 我願望太多
誰聽過蛻變的奏鳴 如韻尾未說清
回望寂寂夜空憶記 變幻未退色

＊循環中 千變化不怎可操縱 星光心裏種
一天蛻變高飛天空 最美現蝶翅中
循環中 一句說話一章一節 用光陰相送
歷盡百世一生傾心愛意 未悔觸碰

曾愛過卻要心裏藏 誰已錯過對方
曾歷受著內心束縛 愛在夢裏躺
如細訴蛻變的旅程 無法退去記憶
延續浪漫互相呼應 印象未退色

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若是愛過不惜犧牲放縱 願再觸碰
-tvb

haha tts from maiden's vow

lalala

today was really funny
was in the car when i saw the lights on the front
the blue one looked like a blue squid with 5 legs
there were arrows arnd

so asked mum: whats the squid for
ans: its not a squid
-family laughs-
then what is it for
oh that? light la
-moment of silence-
then why is the right arrow on? is the squid swimming towards the right?
no. its the light
-family laughs-
why does the squid only have 5 legs?
THATS NOT A SQUID
-louder laughing-
why isnt the squid turning around to face left when the left arrow is on? its dangerous to swim backwards
sis: she's gone crazy
-laughing till everyone teared-
-mum tries to stick head out to see if parking is in place but forgets window isnt open-
person in the opp car tries to direct us so they can park too

conclusion: that blue light in front isnt a squid
the arrows dont show where the alleged squid is swimming
and dont say anything funny in the car

haha that was really funny at tt time
now it doesnt seem so funny

dun feel like saying much today

so i woke late and watched tv and played monopoly
stopped her from getting to watch tv

argh

woke up early even though i nv go

went to make ic
it was super fast can

then to submit sis new sch thing

then to new hse

then to sch to buy books
but i stayed outside cos didnt feel like going in w/o sch u

nvm

i think we've become addicted to sausages and ice milo
haha
ate dno how many and drink alot alr

had a short break when it rained today
ok not really short

today was ok
but the rain caused the mud to become like chocolate again and the not muddy and prob used for outdoor cooking places to become watery
and the tripods to be not very stable
but it stood and didnt really shake la
so far nth really flew
yay

finally rinsed off my shoes today cos not wearing tmr
looks weird now with the plastic clean and cloth dirty

cooked lunch again
cut one tomato into 17 wedges
took some effort though
they were somewhat equal
lala so boring

received 5 calls in the aftnn
caused me to be unable to sleep

the sun will shine someday

woke up early again
learnt sth today
gateway can be dangerous

sorry
i hate the way my feelings fluctuate
didnt do much la
go new hse then eat lor

slept in again

mostly spent the day watching tv and reading a book

went thomson plaza afterwards for dinner

bought some stuff at diy shop
yup u cant find any wet tissues for glass
there are wet tissues for metals and other stuff
and dry tissues for glass
haha

my side of my toe is like bruised la
the nail part also
keep kicking stuff

when a door closes another opens

poked myself again
nv knew tt i was so lousy at using a needle

played with sis's rc car
haha it was hitting every single thing

didnt really do much
went to thomson cc
then home
then to fill petrol

dun want to touch hw

荣辱爱恨任分界

was sleeping soundly till sis shouted from next rm

washed the car today
not very well though
the soapy water was drying up while we got more water
hee

didnt do much
went our for dinner and stuff

its been awhile since i last touched a needle
kept poking myself

my legs and back and neck are still feeling the effects of the hike on wed

for its out of the darkness that we learn to see

woke up early again
went for breakfast then to case
waited quite long so i was like reading cartoons and readers digest
then went to sengkang the dno what council and then to mum's office cos we lost our way and turned the wrong way when gps said turn
then to carpark
went home and out again to hub
bought a vacuum and shades and sponge and (shampoo??)

so now im going to print forms
and hw
or maybe tmr
haha

did you ever lose yourself to get what you want?

today was extremely tiring

woke early in the morning despite parents saying i shldnt go sch with a headache and when im still feeling sick to my stomach
realised i was going to be late and ran to sch
was just in time
then ran 3 rounds and did sth like short pt session
had hike
walked from sch to pp to the temple to thomson cc
then to mt alvernia hosp and novena
sounds simple? no way
it was damn far

on the way back on the bus crystal was leaning on every single person she cld reach
everyone's tired too

went home with kim and den and ate downstairs
then ran home to change and out again
rushed to our hse and saw tt apparently they didnt do anything to improve the problems
then to expo and wanted to find them there but they werent
then to autominimart

i like the number but no the alphabets
so weird

so tired now
but cant sleep yet

i have the same birthday as neopets! haha lame me

the answers are all inside of me...

watched german channel last night before i slept

am so tired now
head very pain and stomach very pain
and ears still feeling pressurised

all i gotta do is believe...

got a laptop

guess what? i saw german-speaking ppl
the same few
3 times alr
but didnt really catch what they were saying

ate and met with ppl

didnt really do much ytd but walked for streets today
very tired

feel like eating seaweed now...

theres a silver lining behind every cloud and a cloud behind every silver lining

had free period cos phy no one came in
then math and chem was slack
whee the hols are here
just tt i not doing anything hol-like

recess was fine except vlau didnt ans her phone and made me run from sec side to pri

it was the break tt was really funny
jacqleow kept being poked

thanks to the banana for the pres
its nice
and the wrapping paper also

so anw went home and ate lunch
then went out cos 'i forgot how to go there'
and then went out again for parents meeting
no one was at home so i had to bring sis there and fold origami

went home in kangoo
the seats were removed so we sat on the floor

now sitting here wondering what to pack
hmm having dinner with relatives tmr night
and want to bring everything i need

能否改变

kim shocked me when she burst into my class
so scary

guess what i found
the monkey at the guides fair
omg so long ago
and cds
i am opening them tmr

anw went to north vista
then to hse
then to macpherson
then to bugis
then to dinner
and home

tired

took the wrong bus at bugis and ended up at bukit panjang instead of thomson
took taxi back cos cldnt find other transport

havent done hw yet
doing sis's farewell pres

a smile is a frown turned upside down

ate limes again today
just dont learn from previous gastric pains

anw tried to help dad cook and ended up touching heated wok by mistake
burnt 2 fingers
and the pain was like spreading through the whole hand
now ok alr but looks almost chaotah

i wish i didnt have to go sch tmr
not tt it'll come true

look, dont do anything. its useless
all i wanted was a happy birthday
it's not the situation, but whether we react or respond to the situation that's important

my gastric is affected alot
cold stuff, spicy stuff and sour stuff all ate them today
blehh

so anw had to go to the di pan
the colours looked funny
so went and took picture.
kim's so gonna love my rm

but they need to touch up alot

so ate dinner downstairs
had to buy the sauce so they cld make the dish but wells

anw am really really tired so am going to do hw and slp
nite

its no good at all to look at the reflection and not see the person you know

wasnt in the mood to say stuff ytd

ok so i reached home and cooked
haha i measured
9 bowls

ate loads of limes afterwards
forgot tt they cause gastric
ended up couldnt sleep till 12 sth
so slept only 5 plus hrs

later still have to go out to see if the paint is ok and watch bathroom accessories being put in

today was reasonably ok
folded turtles and balls in chem
but was paying attention
i can multi task

anw the turtle i kept was pink but i think i didnt fold well enough

hope tt things will go well
really

jyjy

i cld have done tt qn
just didnt have time
arghhhh

am really really tired
theres still sch tmr
and wed,thur,fri
not in the mood for it now

there'll always be hope inside
and hope will see us through

cooked dinner with my mum
mostly was cutting stuff and watching the fire
but yea cutting stuff is fun

i was really looking forward to going by bus from sch

stupid test tmr
its alr hol for other schools la

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try

went to trade in my rollerblades for new ones
and got sis a pair too
with protective gear

then rollerbladed downstairs

there were these ppl smoking in the non- smoking zone and we were choking on their smoke

am coughing now

遇到困难，你有选择，要不你坐困愁城，要不你跳舞
－我情愿你跳舞

didnt do much today la
went supermarket aft i got back from sch
slept awhile
yup

tired...

believe

we saw the car today
without the seats and stuff

woke up early this morn and cldnt sleep again
climbed out of bed to check if reflexiv for ihr is euch
was right

stayed home while they sent her back

then went to eunos

and hub

if you get lost and lose yourself, what does it really mean?

playing chuzzle
trying to get speed 5 without a lock

staying awake the whole night

whatever i need to say
im pretty sure i wont say it here and now

so bye

had a sudden feeling this morning around noon
suddenly felt that i wanted to do gateway
weird

so now im at home online trying to find lines of poems to hand in later
not succeeding...

i wished we didnt have to go

havent found poems yet
argh

im pretty sure i dont want it to be there

tmrs gonna be a long long day
to think i havent walked home so late for such a long time

stupid poem

stop chasing dreams meant for somebody else

i think i shld go and do my hw

cant find all my chem stuff
argh
did i hand it all up or did i lose it all?

happy finding to me

lost and not found

spent today wasting time away

heard tt there'll be a hsm3
i wonder what else can happen

ok i shall go spend my time doing other stuff

another colour turns to grey

realised i didnt blog ytd cos i was playing games while trying to do hw

the social etiquette thing was so funny
it just didnt make sense that we shld spend so much time putting on sunblock and stuff
a little sun wont kill

and today was a really long day
went home from sch with kim
played com games
cooked too
then went out for dinner a few hrs later
and just reached home not long ago

during dinner i was eating these 2 long bread sticks that lookd like biscuits but were much much longer and hard and fatter too
and some other stuff like honeydew dipped in chocolate
and parmesan cheese sprinkled on garlic bread or sth

was so tired i fell asleep on the car on te way home
now tired too but waiting for hair to dry and if i dun use com i will sleep right here

because someone said that red words look scary i shall change to light red
haha not much of a diff
except its a colder colour
whee

and its just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away