still coughing
my medicine will be gone tmr

anyway i hope i'll get better soon
like really soon

stupid sore throat
i sound deep and weird
and cant say the whole sentence without coughing or breaking
argh

had econs today
it wasnt as bad as i expected, not too good either
but yea
holidays are here!
i guess
cos of all the stuff to do during hol
hmm

finally went to see a doctor
no fever, only cough
viral infection
i need sleep and medicine
which happen to be induced by the other

shall go sleep now
night

oh and congrats(:

i need sleep
still coughing like what

havent finished econs
oh no

shall try to wake early tmr to finish

gp today was quite okay
but ne was quite hard

mid years start tmr
gp and ne & current affairs
shall go read gp stuff now
cos today wasnt very productive
summarised abit of econs
then helped sis with her project
and now i need to study

msn dies just now so i restarted
and here i am again!

anyway need to go sleep soon
study day tmr

had 2 long hours of gp and chem each
chem was sad cos it was his last day
aww
so we decided to go and give him a card
and took pictures

then had pe lec on olympicsm
i dno how exactly to spell also la

then ate wanton mee in sch
abit late but yea
haha

still coughing
i think its irritation

i hope so too

anyway i lost my phy tutorials
2 of them
gg

shall go sch early tmr to see if its under my table

my throat hurts
must be the talking i did, or the lack of sleep

i cant do hw
even when i get it correct they contest it

and gpp
it still gets on my nerves

i want a no hw and no school day
just to cool off

i need to sleep
ytd had this huge headache and my eyes felt like they were burning
but managed to do a really short proposal
then plopped onto bed and fell asleep immediately
was so tired

woke with a mild headache this morning
and couldnt fall asleep again even when i was really tired
i guess the sleep debt will continue on
hmm

after the two proposals i need to do my hw

i wish they'd say thanks at least

可知我情投入那种程度
在这崎岖的旅途 而你不可感觉到
心伤痛 从来未彻底流露
但你口中心里各一套
我知你仍然在找更好

而在那半夜里 恬静里
即使看见预告
前面有着那各自各的路

为何重头又是这样过 又这样错
深宵里我哭泣静待清早
当天我与你真的深爱过
今天爱你又如何
为何又在伤害我 又感动我
麻木天真的爱慕
回忆里都是你一哭一笑
是最美丽都不会老

可知道 人难受 痛苦程度
在这灰色的旅途
而你不可估计到
心伤痛 从来未彻底流露
但你口中心里各一套
我知你仍然在找更好

而在那半夜里 恬静里
即使看见预告
前面有着那各自各的路
为何重头又是这样过 又这样错
深宵里我哭泣静待清早
当天我与你真的深爱过
今天我爱你又如何
为何又在伤害我 又感动我
麻木天真的爱慕

回忆里都是你一哭一笑
是最美丽都不会老(x2)

saw this song on cd
it was nice
and i dno why i emo-ed and stuff
hmm

hw

i feel damn pissed
gpp was ...
i still cant believe the reaction i got
like, walao thanks alot lor

after the whole gpp thing
now i have another proposal to rush
by midnight
i am so tired
so sleepy

this week
5 days i got like very little sleep
sun night rushing gpp draft3
so slept for 4 and a half hrs
monday was better, 5 and a half
tues cos of excursion got 7 and a half
wed got 4 and a half cos next day had duty
and ytd got 4 hours
total= 26 hours for 5 nights
tell me how im supposed to handle being energetic and doing 2 proposals

unappreciative people

i need to go and do both proposals
argh

solo

can i please have a break?

haha they joked about switching groups
i guess it was funny lol
cos they really have a nice group

going to do alr

am so tired
argh gpp

and chem
detention leh

i am sleepy
and not doing that today lor
gpp can wait another day

tmr meeting them for brunch
yay then excursion

need to brush up on german

slept at 1 to finish gpp
then woke at 5 plus to finish cos apparently they werent going to send me the thing
i feel damn pissed

anyway need to finish everything i can by 1130
then i shall go sleep
cannot keep sleeping in class its bad for grades

i feel damn pissed now
stupid gpp
its not only the work, its the relationships we're straining cos of it

i need to learn to chill

i have to stop overdepending on her

anyway was quite upset ytd but i guess im fine now
went to finish chem then back to sn
it was quite nostalgic
walked around the school a few times
drank ice milo and went to rachael's class to pass them the photos
it was raining heavily so i decided to wait till rain slowed to go home
saw sec ones going off for enrolment rehearsal
somehow felt so weird cos it was familiar, yet so strange at the same time

it was nice meeting them again

today went to get a new watch cos the old one died
lol
oh wait i just realised its working again
haha

gp essay and planning
parametric tutorial
energetics tutorial
work energy power tutorial
gpp research

not really in the mood to blog now
hmm

am really sleepy
hmm

anyway went for duty and someone forgot to return the booklet
so i went back to coop after school to put it back
wasnt expecting what he said at all lol
also didnt expect myself to react in such a way
oops maybe i really forgot my manners haha
but auntie spoke up for me so i guess its fine

need to do phy and research for gpp cos we're changing topic again-.-

was having mood swings again recently

but this morn was quite high i have no idea why too

then had napfa in the afternoon
it was so hot and the sun just came out
stupid rain had stopped before that and began after we finished

anyway 2.4 was very very tiring
for me at least

wasnt really in the best condition to run before that cos i was tired from lack of sleep cos of gpp
at round 4, i was all ready to throw up everything i ate 5 hours ago
but i went on cos i really wanted to get it over and done with
but after round 6 i really wanted to puke and stop running
the ppl cheering made me realise i couldnt stop
could not give up when only one round was left
so i went on for another quarter
then started walking
then mr sun sent sam to push me to run on
but its good he thought breathing was more impt and told me to breathe first
haha
then while he talked to grace friend i sprinted back
but i felt so drained before i reached
all mr sun said was, cross the line before u throw up
so i crossed, turned to the drain on the right, and did just that
not like i wanted to i felt so weak i didnt want to move anymore

anw they seemed stunned
i also dno if i was really ok
but of course i said i was

then took a nice bath at home
but am still tired and sleepy
after mindmapping functions i shall go sleep

gpp draft 2
transformations
and other hw i havent even thought abt
die alr

managed to finish conics too
must do transformations I and II by tmr
dont want to stay back and eat candlelight dinner with her lol

anyway need to research for meeting too
busy weekend

didnt manage to finish gt qn 2 ytd
but did till qn 4 today
considering we went out and there are many parts to a qn, i think the progress is okay
except theres too much to do in total

i cant lean on shoulders in school anymore):
i guess girls sch no one really minds la but here they think its awkward

hmm abit nostalgic
but no time to reminisce too much also
stupid hw

i am so sleepy now
but must must at least finish all parts of qn 2 before i sleep
all parts...

graphing techniques
conics
transformation I
transformation II
gp file
thermal phy tutorial
energetics tutorial
and gpp research

why alw so much hw during long weekends
i cant finish la
but detention-like staying back leh

pi
die alr how to cut

anyway need to also get stuff to be done
like the card
ohno ohno

file too big to upload

anyway had annual general meeting today
was so tired i was scared i'd fall asleep
but i managed to last
so yea

took pictures at the end
it took quite long cos we keep rearranging

shall try to sleep earlier today

slept at 1 cos of gpp
am so sleepy now

anw got our windbreakers today

okay die die must finish gpp by today
jiayou

still got phy and maths
ohno

gpp tmr
rush rush
only if i got all the info i need

sometimes i wonder why solo-ing is thought to be easy

anyway going to do hw and stuff

didnt do ANY hw today
whoots

anw i want to go back get too.
see when first
maybe can go back visit ppl

the hair still looks weird it wont tame

anw got to do hw fast
tmr need to rush gpp no time for hw

had a haircut today
got a left fringe
and short hair again
i told him to not cut too much argh

went vivo to see the stars thing
dinner was nice but the rice was ex

need to go do hw soon