finally rmbered what we did on fri
we went bbox haha

okay so today i went to print photos
which were free
while waiting, went shopping
i want the clothes, damn nice
but apparently i dont have the money, so yea

i shant be greedy, shall be guai1
hmm

went to play games the past few days
haha so after we came back
i've been the one cooking lunch while shes on hol

okay so 23
was asked to go chalet play mahjong bbq plus www
but i said no
so i spent 24 with my family instead
went to get yellow pages
and then walked around nearby
then went shopping lol

i really really need motivation to start on hw

went to get the free earthquake ice cream from swensons today
it was quite nice

then went popular to see how to spend the 20% voucher
saw games (:

then to hougang for dinner

still need choose photos to print, since they're free

was too tired/ playing games ytd haha
so shall blog today

reached quite late on sun so unpacked and slept really fast

refers to previous post- skip to wed

it was a little like the last time but not exactly the same
had to fold and burn stuff

the weather kept getting colder
it was like 15deg on wed

thur was even colder
wore one shirt beneath the one they provided
plus my blue plus my white jackets
and gloves
and scarf
and i was still freezing
esp in shenzhen
on the mountain
the wind was so strong
plus the temperature, i kept shivering
and they said i looked like i was strong on wed
haha so wrong

so yea had lunch with dad's side and ate dinner at 叉烧大王
then went to get lip balm cos it was so dry

had dinner with 2 groups of people on fri
sat with cousins at one table, had aunts and uncles on another, and had parents' old classmates behind
hmm hectic
it was 12-15 deg

lunched on sat at somewhere near hotel with dad's side
but ate again after that
10deg i heard, i didnt check the weather forecast

had dinner with aunt and cousin
then went to their house
there was a dog and a cat
haha very different in character

but when we came back ytd
it had gotten warmer again
as in, there was the sun and it was warmer in the day
hmm

okay shall sleep soon
tired

went to cheung sha wan ytd
u cld say its slight exercise i guess

then to tiu keng leng for tea
hmm realised the rashes were quite serious so got medicine
effective

so went ocean park today
its getting colder
took the cable car down after taking the escalator up the summit

had subs for lunch
and walked to some attractions and played games

went to eat chicken porridge and seafood for dinner
it IS quite nice
no wonder they recommend

yup going to do other stuff now

took a transit flight ytd
landed in bangkok first
ears pain

so yup went garden st and bought stuff
then walked around abit
realised theres actually medicine for sensitive noses
yea

shall go do hw
soon
haha

going back tmr

hmm
havent done hw yet
shall start this week

hmm

econs project

anw tired
need to wake slightly earlier to get to the yog store

didnt really do much today either

shall go and study soon
haha
i think thats what i said since the hol started

slacked again
must really start on work

hmm i dont really have alot to say
need to start hw when i go back to hk
got alot of papers to do

yup

dota haha
maybe i'll learn how to play after i finish my hw
i hope i'll even finish in the first place lol

okay night

didnt really do much today
they went to watch movie
i stayed at home

hmm
i guess u CAN reply while playing dota

i dno
maybe its just another mood swing

maybe its cos im too bored and stuff
so i spend my time on games

dont get all emo la

so he brought in another designer
who had really cool measuring instruments

at least i need not draw for awhile

maybe i should be happy abt it, yup (?)

ionic equilibria is confusing
how to do hw...

not like i started or anything
got alot must start alr

tired
hmm but havent finished tender specs
ohno

shall go edit now
i think tmr then can photocopy

yup

a lot is happening

i feel quite bad about fri
for telling them to call later such that they didnt call in the end
im sorry

booked another appointment for wed
i hope its better this time

didnt check my phone till 6 plus today
didnt see the msg till then
and no one called to ensure i got it
so i didnt go today
maybe its just me, but i dno how i should have reacted
got angry? got emo? or just act like it didnt matter?

maybe the trip helped me realise sth
freedom is important to me
but i dno more or less than following them
sometimes i just want to think for myself

i wish i was satisfied with what i have
and optimistic

i wish someone would understand how everything is adding up
its stressing me out

maybe sleep will help me relax
so that i can do the tender specs again tmr

this is going to be a long long post
if u're busy, dont read this now


okay 26/11/09
woke up at 5 plus to get there on time
ate bread and then fetched g on the way there
arrived super early
waited like till 8.10 before people started streaming in

fell asleep on the ferry so i guess the medicine worked
woke up as we almost reached and took some photos
batam centre
waited for them to change money
then off to lunch
and hotel

we got 708 at golden view
it was quite near the teachers

so we went out to rizqi
interacted with them
taught them english while they taught us bahasa indonesia
had a balloon blowing contest
and brought them out to play

dinner was at golden prawn again
then played cards at v, qg's room


27/11/09
morning call at 7 to eat breakfast
gathered at 8.30 batam time
set out for rizqi

saw the slaughtered goats and cows
jmm said it sounded like "noooo"
i didnt watch the ceremony

painted the doors while the others painted the room downstairs
my parts looked okay, but a little messy

then went down to help with the pillars while they played with okta
it was fun to do the pillar frames, it felt a little like gateway
i guess thats the closest im prob getting to gateway for some time

so then when to a shopping centre
a&w
waited quite long cos i think they took our tag when they delivered fries
then walked in a department store
went to a bookstore there which sort of looks like popular
bought a dictionary for the kids there

went back hotel
then returned to our own room where i couldnt fall asleep
we prank called them and they came over to get the cards
but took too long to pack our clothes so wl left
haha

vn came back to get them later
and kn asked us to play with them
but yt was sleeping so we couldnt leave her in the room
heard that they were wrestling or sth haha

played with them after that when yt woke up
was so tired


28/11/09
woke early again
it was quite a day

started out by cleaning the floor with something used to remove paint stains
it smelt quite strong

then went around taking pictures
a girl asked me to take the ceremony
but it started to drizzle so they went back

helped with the shovelling of the sand
it was tiring but fun
it rained quite heavily at the area and we were drenched
i realised everyone was working harder
it made me feel like happy and touched
so some guys offered to help shovel
but it seemed harder for them to both shovel and carry so i took it back
then tg offered so i told him nvm la just help to carry can alr
and the kids just ran out to help
it was a heartwarming sight
they weren't afraid of getting wet
and they really helped us to the fullest of their potential

so all of us went to eat lunch
and dirtied the floor with wet sand
the kids were very hardworking
they cleaned up, and started work before we even finished ur lunch
so we went back and finished shovelling stones too
it was fun(:
and the sun almost dried our clothes

rested awhile before i realised they lacked manpower for pillars
since the 2 classes were supp to begin with them but gave up,
we had to start from the beginning
it wasnt easy
had to tie wires which cause the fingers to hurt after tying too many cos the wire was quite thin
then talked alot to the classmates
and got to know more kids

also saw the goats
talked a little to our friend about it
but she didnt seem to understand what i was asking
hmm
then it started raining again and got wet again
i guess i sort of got used to it haha

the rain became smaller when i went to help with another pillar
but started again halfway through
this time it was cold and the water droplets were bigger
rested awhile and decided to go out to finish it anyway

the rain was quite heavy this time
it didnt stop till after we finished

took photos of the owner and jeff
and of the whole group of people
gave them the presents of toys and snacks

was a little sad to leave
but quite glad to go home, on the other hand

had a special dinner in a booked room
it was buffet that was refilled every hour, just for the 3 tables of us
and had speeches from the people chosen

the night was fun
had a party
and card games and stuff
and some guys were damn high haha they were like talking abt narnia and treasure

moved to vn, qg's rm to play cards
and they were tired so we left early

went back our room
but the guys were quite funny haha


29/11/09
woke at 8 instead
checked out at 10 plus cos everyone was packing

went past go carts and paintballs
but didnt play in the end
too ex for me

didnt buy anything at polo- ralph lauren too
and went to mega mall

got a pair of sandals cos i threw away my shoes and my slippers were quite loose
then got snacks at the hypermarket
then window shopped at different stores

the scarf was quite warm, but i didnt really like the design so didnt buy
got a few t shirts on the way back
late alr still choose quite long
so my had to rush us personally

boarded the ferry and went to do reflection booklet
but fell asleep halfway so there was a messy part
woke up with little time left so wrapped up with reflection
and stuffed the things bought into the recycle bag

went out and met my family there
debrief, collected booklets and left

so tired now
shall sleep soon the photos tmr then continue uploading
night

ocip for batam tmr
4 days of no computer, no internet

hope i'll be able to stuff everything into my bag tmr
its like overloading

and im not even sure what to bring up till now
scared i forget sth impt

anyway i wish i could be more optimistic
yup

ts cant be due so soon
at least days after ocip
yup

packing

but sleeping soon
maybe finish packing tmr

met yanni at 12 sth
haha ate at pastamania
talked alot and alot
the waitresses were like staring

ordered clam spaghetti
nice, except i accidentally bit a part of the shell
then talked with yanni while we waited for the shuttle

realised there was some competition at orchid
so went back in the shuttle
and took 812
not the express this time(:
and reached safra

waiting list showed that we were next in line
so waited awhile and played
played 3 games in total
haha it was FUN
laughing at us dropping balls and stuff

went back northpoint
walked around in popular before i had to leave
so yup talked more while waiting for mum

feel so relaxed after talking to her(:

okay shall pack awhile more then sleep
very sleepy

met bp again today

was so pissed/ upset

i hope no one saw on the bus
weeks of effort

i wish it'd be less harsh
im not trained
much less qualified

going for the ceremony!

went parkway parade
ate swensons and got the free pint of ice cream
then went winter-clothing shopping

got a white jacket
quite pretty haha

then went dinner which was quite nice
but parking took a long long time

i think maybe its lack of sleep, but i felt very giddy on the car

got wii games today
5 included
haha

anw tired shall sleep alr

president's challenge youth showcase was quite okay
got a bear(:

i guess this is the last submission before getting to bp
work hard(:

okay shall focus and try to finish before sleeping

yup

i should stop cramming myself with junk food
and start exercising
before i fall flat on my face in pe next year

okay back to trying to do sth useful
hopefully by today
or tmr
or someday before ocip

stop slacking...

slacked half the day away
scanned the drawings and sent them in the morning
then printed out the papers and homework just now

hmm shall plan how to do my work in time

i need better grades and time management
and less procrastination

lol surprised today by kim's visit
it was raining and stuff

okay so this morn woke early
had breakfast with mum
then went sch to measure
they wouldnt let me draw key on my own
need teacher
so after that came home
at lunch
and then fetched kim who said its like a maze walking through the sheltered part
and watched movie 'bewitched'
played and talked
and then aft that went to draw

still cant send today
cos i need the scanner

okay night

have to go back to sch tmr
to measure and draw more

tired

i guess i should start hw once im done packing and doing reno stuff
jiayou i must work harder next year

maybe i AM a little disappointed, but i guess i'll be fine tmr
yup

shall sleep early today for once in weeks/ (months?)
after i pack and make a list

went harbourfront for dimsum buffet lunch/ brunch
had quite alot of food
then went to daiso
bought a cute travel set haha
then driving range at orchid to play golf
but failed
haha hand pain
hmm then went hougang point for sakae
back now

shall go sleep alr

tired
just finished tender spec 3

night

basically, had promo results release

4 ppl from our class called to lt2

went kbox
haha had fun
sang alot of songs
or rather, learnt some new ones while singing those i know

shall post the detailed one at a later date

today started off normal
abit disappointed at first
cos i was counting off the msgs i send everyday so that i can know how much i exceed
then i looked at the list of dates and thought abt counting down

didnt meet them before sch, though normally we would have

and then my results were just so-so
i want to try harder but its so difficult to not slack
at least im promoted

then went to get the tender specs from the pigeon hole
talked a little to the teacher

when i went downstairs and said boo
they were writing a card
haha i was a little surprised

then went kbox
sang halfway and needed the toilet
when i came back yt was motioning to g abt sth
haha
they sang the happy birthday song
was like awww...

came home and opened the bag
keychain and brush

haha a little high aft singing all those songs

tired

still cant finish tender specs
looks like i shouldnt be distracted anymore

head pain

still need to rush reno
deadline brought forward to thur night

yup shall sleep now
sorry yt and g
next week?

wanted to go back sn today
but the security guards said got Os
so we went in from ave 2
i bought milo and kim bought toast
then walked out

watched dvd instead
haha i want see step up 2!

anw need to find another day go back again to take pictures/ walk around whole sch

abit scared abt op tmr
hmm

just finished inr

my printer died on me argh i need sleep early

ytd's meeting was damn long but was too tired to blog finish

at first only she talked to us first
about simple stuff
turned around and saw yt passing her passport to the teacher
then went off to om's office

he talked abt alot of stuff
ranging from what types of materials to use for the wood to finishes
and that it DOES need to be 250 thick if its 6000 long
then he started talking abt wood finishings
and types of ceilings
types of lights
types of tiles
and about floorplans
i showed him my drawings and they said it was quite ok
and i felt so proud
so happy
when they said they didnt pick the wrong person for the job
but i need to redraw cos i think my stuff not in proportion
they said must put details and stuff
hmm i need help with materials and stuff like that

anw i really like doing all this
although my friends think its hindering my work and stuff
but i passed everything
just need to work harder for As

i want to do reno by THIS YEAR
latest jan next year
i really want

gebiz, here we come!

damn sleepy

had op prac again
but not very loud and i was still not confident

then passed passport to her so she could keep

then went and met nexus president
and meet nexus teacher and om
so many things to do

i&r
tender specs
go find out what the types of wood and finishes and tiles are
then practise op
think of qns
homework

shall go sleep soon

sian i wonder why they are so lame
sometimes i just want to say stop

anw gtg draw cupboards

tired

woke early and went office with mum
ate chee cheong fun there and went back to work awhile

went to hostel and waited for the others to arrive
then practised op
today was unusually productive
we did twice each

then went to coop
sat and waited
then measured and drew

it was a little awkward

anw so then i went for medical checkup
and apparently i didnt know if i had a tetanus shot
so i had to go home to find my health booklet
then go back

it expired in june
had to take another shot
ouch
the medicine itself left me numb and weak
i guess the doctor wasnt very experienced in injections haha
left a bruise
very pain
ouch

need to rush tender specs now
and op dry run is tmr
ohno

finished another 2 stars
am redoing the one i did wrongly now

want to go back sn
soon
after i finish op
yupp

need to get the motivation to practise op
like, now

finished 2 stars today
even though one of them was one bead off which means i have to take out and redo

maybe another one if i do it fast

hmm didnt really do much today

damn sleepy
but hair not dry cannot sleep yet

had op 1.3
argh still too soft for her
and i cant rmb everything

okay shall slack off abit while waiting for hair to dry

yes its aft exams i can go do what i feel like doing
and of course theres still op but at least more free than before

hmm

op dry run 1.3 tmr

didnt even need to go sch tmr
now need argh

not prepared
shall go earlier to finish memorising
yup

had end of year ceremony today
opened the coopfor morning duty
alot of ppl rent tie
although im pretty unsure of how they going to return

bp announced he's leaving officially
please let reno be this year

went hougang mall with g and yt and jul and jl and their friend
ate an expensive jap lunch
haha then went home to do stuff
but ended up sleeping
again
argh i need more motivation

got headache shall sleep aft i read through again

woah i didnt realise i havent been here for nights

okay i passed everything!
good news im going to be promoted!!!

hmm at least i think so
cos criteria only need 1 pass and 3 subpasses
and gp must be at least subpass

yay

hmm maths A, chem econs and gp D, and i have no idea whether phy is C or D

i hope they moderate upwards abit

i need that 0.02

anyway op dry run 1.2 was today
too soft, too fast, content confusing
what else is wrong with my presentation???

need to work harder

yup but promotion is good news
really

dont feel like doing the personal newsletter tmr

tmr's the last morning duty i have this year
haha

havent been here for so long
rushed i&r on mon night, nexus proposal on tues and op slides on wed
and so im here now
hmm got op meeting tmr
no sch haha cos exam
but still need go sch for op and to meet bp
hope this year succeeds

should i tell?
truth is they deserved it
but it seems a little awkward, like how will i get through next year?

anw still lack 35 words for i&r
dont care alr la print first and hand in
i will change it when i know what im actually supp to write

fetched dad from airport
ate teppanyaki for dinner at t2
but it wasnt as nice as t3

shall go sleep after packing
scared
they giving back papers soon

i dno
i wish i was happier abt the meeting
but im not

its like a part of me isnt individual anymore

anw i seem to be magnifying my own problems
at this moment
i want to make my own problems disappear
other problems seem more important

tired
couldnt sleep last night cos had stomachache
so wells i shall try to sleep better tonight

i wish i'd learn to organise my time well
shall go do presentation slides now
at least its time better spent

i played my whole day away

have to start on work soon
differential equations tutorial
i&r
op slides

hugging the bear
it makes me feel comfortable

had econs today
then went to eat with g's friends
ate pasta at sakae
then went lido and watched the ugly truth
took mrt from orchard to tp and got a ride home from mum

have to do pw again...

okay i played my afternoon away
tmr must mug econs
yup
shall do my schedule then sleep

last paper
please let it be better than mye

maths tmr
i dont feel prepared
even when i spent the last 4 days on it
ohno

econs will be worse...

i got my birthday pres in advance today(:
its a gigantic care bear
haha have been collecting soft toys that mean something to me for years

shall go continue with math
will do econs after math
math sooner

sian didnt manage to do econs today
no mood

did abit of summation, abit of MI, abit of functions
lol im such a time waster

sleepy

need to finish demand supply and the market by tmr
or at least read through by tmr

and finish series + functions + graphing by tmr
okay maybe thats too ambitious
as much as possible would be best...

phy was SAD
skipped many many questions
what if i fail?

okay i survived chem
no i didnt do well
left like at least 30 marks didnt know how to do at all

phy tmr
then aft that the stress will temporarily be reduced

i wish someone was actually helping me with these subjects

i cant do equilibria and org chem

ohno chem tmr
what will i do if it really happens?

gp today

damn tired now

yea okay so im stupid for keeping to the limit
i jeopardised my own grade
thanks alot i thought u'd be more understanding even if u did write like >1000 words
looks like i thought wrong

it doesnt matter now, if i fail i'll just have to think of what to do with my life...

felt abit nostalgic today
had dinner at pepper lunch with family
suddenly remembered that day we went to look at open houses
and the christmas party
hmm

finished kinematics
shall finish forces by tonight and attempt to start dynamics
yup

so i didnt finish gp
was so tired i fell asleep once i reached my bed
without even covering with blanket
which explains why i have a cold now
argh not just before exams please

doing chem bonding before i sleep
lol i hope i wont fall asleep so early today

sian damn tired
shall go sleep soon

aft i finish looking through gp stuff

i guess he didnt see us
or pretended not to anw

so yea im dead
4 days to promos and im still doing hw like WTH I SHOULD BE STUDYING

yup

today was thrilling/ exhilarating

okay so we finished lessons at 11 again
hmm i forgot to bring phy tys to mug so had nth to do

had lunch with them
um i guess it was really unexpected
yea since im so guai and stuff

i wish i could tell someone...

received a shocking msg today
while waiting at the bus stop
showed yt and g and they laughed like siao, but i felt sort of awkward

this makes 3 prank msgs today
2 during phy talking about cheeseburgers (this proves he not paying attention after switching to the back row)
yt and g got those 2 too

then the 3rd one really surprised me
seriously

going to do phy now
hmm

i wish u wouldnt sometimes be nicer and sometimes so dao
or maybe its called false hope
i dno...
should continue doing hw now

i guess im still feeling the effect of the all-night-wr
but need to do hw now

sure cant finish

tired
so will not do chem bonding
needs to memorise too much
did atomic structure
shall do math and more chem and phy tmr

i need more time

i didnt sleep
rushed wr till around 4.45am
burned the cd
printed
then went to lie down

and woke up to go sch

am so tired
shall sleep earlier tonight
soon i guess

keep having those zoning out feelings
like when i pull myself back i can actually feel the shock and effort i need

at least wr is done
yup

have to do wr tmr
rushing math hw now
and trying to think of ways to finish mugging

havent mugged
was so tired i fell asleep with my comp on
hmm

should i stay up to finish math?

environmental influence is very very important
when someone tells u to mug with him and his gf
i dont think i'd actually do that
haha
u'll never know if it'll get even more distracting than mugging at home

my mouse is like not responding again
hmm

shall make a mug plan
and try to adhere

gp essay
nyjc paper
stationery waves tut
intro to org chem tut
and studying

anw spent today outside
so tmr must mug harder

ate buffet dim sum brunch
and steamboat and grill dinner
hmm need to exercise once i finish exams

actually, wr draft was due fri night
hmm so late
haha
going to submit soon

tired

need to sleep soon
and do hw
plus study
argh

sian
still got phy chem and math and econs hw
due tmr
and studying

finished lessons at 11 today
haha
didnt wait till 1 in school
went out with yt and grace and ate sushi
lol
but am super broke now

econs hw
and studying for promos

and pushing the IDs to rush the quotations

i realise i keep not blogging
haha

anw got hw
and mugging
argh
shall go do sth constructive

tired
and i havent done hw
and studied ohno

haha anyway shall go do definite integrals now its due mon

and i wish they'd stop letting us end sch at 10 but only releasing at 1
argh

only managed to find some interior designers
and summarise differentiation and maclaurins and small angle
hmm i need to work faster

anyway sleeping soon
tired

still tired
slept at 3am to finish wr
which i still couldnt
so woke at 10 to do
did till 4pm today
argh

so yea i didnt study today
ohno another day gone
27 days left
shall go sleep soon
and attempt to mug tmr
yup

know what
im still doing wr d3
and i said i wouldnt
argh

i want sleep

theres so much happening
wr
reno
ent proj
and getting "talked to"

its no wonder im exhausted

am damn tired

had phy tut then mass pe today
the last, for this year
had to do 20 hop front and back
20 hop side to side
20 lunges
10 jump high enough to make legs touch chest
then 30 crunches
15 leg raisers
15 back raisers
and one grand stand
that was one set
had to do 3 sets

and run from one end to another and back
then run sideways
and finally right leg in front then right leg behind
damn hard to balance

and we still owe him a set
which we must do next year

then had 3 hours break
one for recess
then mother tongue
then lunch cos of the army thing

went for army open house with all the other present j1s
haha
went through 2 exhibitions
then decided to watch show but no time
so went to walk around
and then got a msg saying my friend was in armour showcase
didnt realise it was actually the place just beside where i was standing
haha

looked around and saw my friend
smiled back cos it was damn funny we were sort of trying to see if can find each other cos different classes

my msgs exceeded again today
oops

oh and im quite angry la it was supp to be sent to me by today, but our leader says hes not free, wth
so much for showing me that he is "a responsible pw leader"

anyway need to study maths now
shall progress to phy soon
i hope

gp compre
and must go mass pe and army open hse tmr
ohno

sometimes its better to talk about it
they make it so much easier to vent

anyway stupid phy
need to do now
so yea

i wish acceptance is not built on change, but on realising that people shouldnt have to change too much to be accepted

so tired
spent today doing integration 2
argh
so hard
but i finished!!!
and mostly is i tried myself, with only abit need help from dad cos of careless mistakes
yes((:

so yea shall go sleep now so late alr

didnt do other hw though
haha

tired

had to stay from 2-5 for meeting
which only started at 5.15

so yea going to sleep soon
shall do hw tmr

okay so econs no need rush anymore
need to do chem
like NOW

hmm
cant go back tmr also
sch ends at 2, meeting at 5

looks weird again today
hmm

anyway have loads of hw
shall go do now

still very sleepy

blogger looks better on my com
after days of it not showing properly

have to rush hw this weekend
and sleep well so i can concentrate next week

so tired shall sleep once hair dries to a certain extent

so tired
tmr got integration I due
got chem extra lessons
got loads of stuff to do

need sleep
seriously the nap wasnt enough
still slept in class today

dont know if can go la, i end sch at like 3.30

alot of hw due tmr
shall go do soon

was rushing donut stuff and pw survey ytd
fell asleep but woke up at 1 to finish

am so tired
fell asleep while trying to arrange my notes just now
so didnt do hw
...
have to rush in sch tmr again

so tired sia
slept at 3 to finish wr
the latest yet

of course i was doing donut too
but hard

phy spa tmr
econs hw
chem hw
argh

wr is due tmr midnight
rush rush just came home from dinner since dad needed to go lessons

anw need to rush hw too
argh

and photoshop lesson tmr
so many things to do

yup shall go do wr

lol the survey results are funny
haha whats with all the weird name inputs

anw shall continue wr tmr

and do phy and math hw
oops

tired
hmm discussed reno today
alot of ideas
but not very sure if feasible

i hope its done soon too

anw studying for econs
and ohno havent done phy hw
argh

did chem spa
it wasnt that hard, except i calculated wrongly and prob lost alot of marks

shall sleep first
stomach pains

mass pe was tiring
but quite fun
it felt abit like guides last time
haha

chem spa tmr
umm not really studied for it yet
shall go study soon

yea im tired
stomachache and headache

but managed to take a short nap this afternoon

so tired
head pain

keep getting bitten by mosquitoes recently
argh

dont do anything u may regret in future

maclaurins now
still got to do the rest later since i didnt do ytd

applications of differentiation assignment
maclaurins tut
econs market failure tut
and studying for promos
i must be more mugger

tired

sis and dad came back just now
a little angry about the slippery area and long ponchos
lol

okay need to write a list of stuff to do

oh went for interact installation today
only nexus and magazine turned up as guests
and only 2 ppl from each
even when 5-8 were invited
so i went with him since the other excos were all NOT free and stuff
then if not free need replacement, but it was too last min

but didnt dare to eat refreshments
so weird with all the adults, then the magazine ppl left alr

this time took 153 at the same time lol

went mum's office to wait
then to hougang for sushi(:

dad and sis went malaysia ytd for learning journey
will be back tmr

anw damn tired
got applications of differentiation + differentiation assignment
maclaurin's tutorial
SLE, applications of diffn, diffn ca
and chem spa trial is optional

i really had no idea it was so misleading
yup its off now

rushed math hw just now
the 08 mid year paper

then also need to sleep well
slept during chem extra lesson
but cant really blame me, had just finished pt during pe
5 sets of running situps backraisers and pushups

shall study phy soon

friday
went to white sands and bought a robe
like to wear after swimming

then on sat
went to orchid cc
went 'swimming'
haha i still cant swim
then ate at the restaurant with $6+ dishes

woke up early on sun to eat asian breakfast
then went to e!hub for nebo membership and to buy stuff
yea i know its far
but we needed to mah
so then went back
played squash and tennis
i was damn lousy at it
so yea
but tennis was fun cos i could hit as hard and i wanted
ate buffet for dinner

then woke up early again this morn for american breakfast
ate fried bee hoon
haha i know its not american, but mum and sis ate american so wanted to try other stuff
then asked for complimentary fruit basket and chocolates
which came only when we were leaving
so we dumped everything into a bag and left

played golf at the driving range
but accidentally injured my right thumb at the side
abrasion
very pain when writing now
hmm

still need to do math hw

分开虽不可改变，但更珍惜一刻目前

slept at 2 sth ytd
damn tired nnow
waiting for hair to dry

anw going country club for a few days
may not be free to go on msn

still must rush hw there
haha its like just a change of environment

仍怀念你一再往后看

wr draft due tmr
argh i havent started
and i am NOT summarising for him

and maths also due tmr
gg la gg

okay going to do now
dont have to sleep tonight alr

supp to do wr today
but got extension

damn tired
shall sleep aft i finish gp

tmr still have to open door

started again after it stopped last thur
argghhh

anw applications of differentiation tut and chem test must be done
jiayou

i wonder when i can sleep
zzz

today was tiring

cos last night stayed till 1 plus to do eom
almost fell asleep during chem and phy lec but didnt
YES

managed to rush econs and chem tut
but not maths
had to stand

tmr got gp, chemspa, maths lec
work harder la

just finished report on exoro

ok going to sleep
dont want to fall asleep during pe tmr
haha

confused..
is it real or is it just a feeling of friendship?

anw am really tired hair not dry yet
slept 11 hours last night but now need to sleep again

and loads of hw

differentiation assignment
applications of differentiation tutorial
08 cj MYP maths
nj prelim paper 08 maths
chem equilibria assignment
market failure tutorial section 1 and 2
econs MYP corrections
waves tutorial
waves fa
gp annotating handout
yup thats all i can rmb for now

别再将我心反复地戏弄

slept on the way home was so tired

anw they brought a designer
but i wasnt told

need to work harder
stop playing around

is this my indecisiveness or is it real?

还留得，多少温暖

tired

woke early to open door
then sat there and waited

maybe i am a little prejudiced

but i wish that i could just learn to cope better

okay stayed back for econs extra lesson
then for maths enrichment
which lasted till 7
so tired now

headache and flu
hmm no fever though

ytd was kinda fun
aft the meeting and pinning of the coop badge
went back to draw keys for coop to try the game
it was fun
but abit long..
and i hope it sort of allowed us to bond abit
i mean, since we didnt really know a lot about each other
the 3 of us girls stayed till 5 before locking up

i need go do differentiation now
NOW

am tired
slept in mum's office while i was doing hw to wait for her

but at least donation card is somewhat settled

i wish the rumors were slightly different..

gg
i just realised its never been edited
so either i present something useless or i be the bad person

got econs test tmr
and phy fa
and waves tutorial all due tmr

and i havent started

nope i didnt get the materials today
i guess it means i wont be sleeping tmr night

am so tired still got loads of hw

its fun talking to someone u know, yet not really know very well
others know, but dont know that u know
esp since hes quite a nice person

风，　太大了
难道只是为了吹干眼泪
雨，　太急了
难道只是为了洗去哀伤

tmr got pe
i wonder how to play badminton when i have pains around there

hmm still got to do differentiation tutorial
differentiation assignment
econs tutorial
econs corrections
chem corrections
and wr draft 3
ummm

anw tmr need to start working on presentation
must work hard

start again today
so irregular

blogger still looks abit different
but its better than that a few days ago

damn stressed
just got the msg that i have to do proposal and present on wed
and cant even start now cos materials not with me

i think its too early to be scared
calm down please i cant do it when im nervous

anw ptm today
was okay
i mean i cant go uni with these grades i got, but i guess it was worth my effort
hmm

shall do hw now so i can rush the proposal later

[edited]
okay today was surprising
woke up early, without any particular reason

then during break had to postpone reno meeting cos of the peer tutor consultation thing
it took till mtcl to eat
so went to change not do duty
hmm

went coop aft sch to return the duty i missed
did till 2.30

went white sands again
this time bought shirts and played abit

and we talked again, abit of a surprise since i wasnt the one who initiated this convo

tired
tmr still got ptm

and loads of hw

blogger still looks weird on my com
hmm

anw reached sch at 6.45 to open coop
damn happy finally got the right amount for morning duty
yay

but i guess im not totally over that fact yet
im scared, later cant cope how?

shall go do phy fa now

人间怎可猜得到　天意的喜与怒
千秋兴衷如何定去路

yup

it still looks weird

anw they announced exco today
head of marketing

nicole switched to cip
aww
theres a part of me that wishes she'd stay

feel abit alone...

明明用盡了努力　明明事事都不計
為什麼萬般癡心　都等如枉費

sleepy left ytd

so sad la now we have one less nice person in our class

badminton today was fun, except the ppl keep giving us bushuang faces

for some reason blogger looks weird, maybe got technical problems

i guess i will be sad tmr
i mean, he didnt really contribute alot, but was a nice friend
hmm

i think i need to rush more, not enough time to finish hw

went crystal jade for dinner cos we had coupons
am so tired
pe left me having sore limbs and shoulders
argh

奏着仍是昨天的曲调，　也许今天弹得更妙

yup

had training during pe since like, napfa
was so tiring
and my leg cramped i think i didnt warm up enough

went white sands again
ate, shopped and then went to play games
haha im a lousy driver
bought a blouse though..

confused
当你见到星河灿烂，求你在心中记住我

i wish it'd be a lot simpler

minesweeper(((:
ich bin froh

i opened coop door today!
and the shutters too!
yay(:

anyway woke up super early just to ensure i was on time
and i was early
glad for that

wrong again, why always calculate wrongly one

oh i bought light purple and light blue post-its
cos the dark ones were nice but scared cannot see

no extra econs lesson today
yay

went koi for bubble chocolate milk tea
nice

slept like a log when i came home
was so tired

awake now
haha

went coop during break and took pictures in blazer
haha mine was too loose

so yea tired
no hw due tmr can sleep earlier!
night(:

need to open door tmr

fell asleep during phy
oops
was so tired cos rushing phy hw last night and proposal

need to do phy

apparently theres no such thing as cancelled
interview tmr

am tired
its only monday

proposal draft done again
due tmr but nvm submit today

and doing phy now

math
chem
phy
maybe econs
argh i am so exhausted

slept my afternoon away cos i had a headache
and was so tired

so now have to do hw

ate lunch with family near mum's office
guess who i saw

anyway went to timezone just now but didnt really do much

dont feel well now, abit like i want to vomit
shall go sleep

tired
came back from white sand
hair still not dry
shall try to dry it and sleep soon
hmm hw do in the afternoon

可知相识也是缘分

was really busy yesterday
had to do eom, inequalities and entropy
which, i didnt get to do any cos eom took so long i couldnt find anything
rushed maths in the morning before school, then rushed chem during duty
lol
so now i have to go rush the rest of the hw
argh

仍是爱你，深思挂虑，仍是对你心醉

anyway i dont really know what to do about renovations
and the proposal wasnt that easy too

woke up later today cos i felt i needed more sleep before sch officially starts
again
when i knew that we were supp to do last min math hw
i was damn pissed
cos i only found out in the afternoon
and there was so much to do

must go do now
at least attempt to finish

today was a long day
woke up early cos sis wanted to go bowling
and only early then can find places
so we went downtown east to bowl
played 4 games, but mum broke a nail

then ate bbq chicken for lunch

sat on the ferris wheel again cos we still got free tickets

went to kbox and stayed from 2 to 6
there were so many cantonese songs haha

then ate sushi for dinner

and now i shall go try to find stuff for eom again

went out to eat dinner
am so tired havent really slept well the past few days
maybe need to get used to sleeping early

hmm

went bugis
to the library to look for material to evaluate
but failed miserably again

hmm i need sleep
woke up early to go library

had chem today!
okay so i finished, but i got weird answers so im sure they're wrong
yea

walked around with them at orchard central cos kbox hadnt started

went orchard kbox with grace and youting
it was fun!
though we ate at mos burger before that, we had enough appetite to finish the food, except the slice of pineapple and some nuts
ordered a green apple and mango and honey lemon
then had nuts, chips and fruit
2 takoyaki and sotong balls
haha

i wasnt so sure

ended up choosing old cantonese songs haha
apparently they DO have them
also learnt some new songs...

went walking after that
shopped abit at cineleisure there
then walked to dhoby ghaut mrt
and came home!

going to library tmr instead
relaxing was a good idea, i dont feel so stressed now

school starts next week
i wish u'd care more
hmm shall go check my 10 emails so many lol i just checked ytd

transformations cannot do at all
no time, and hard
recurrence sure wrong
ap qn series wrong
oh no

chem tmr

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why

physics got some questions were hard
hmm
maths tmr
must study

tmr exam
jiayou

must hurry finish

spent today on circular motion
it is so hard
wep also

anyway one last day
i hope its enough..

am tired
went out to find books on volcanoes
which wasnt really that successful
then ate lunch at mum's office nearby
then went to buy stuff from tp central

need to sleep early
mid years are coming soon

and study faster
hurry hurry

today was ...
um also abit unproductive
cos i didnt know how to do the stupid math qns
then decided to study abit of chem first

hmm i am so dead

i should stop getting distracted
like, now
hard to concentrate
hmm

shall attempt to finish phy mid year practice paper today
so that i can start on math tmr
jy(:

just a week more to exams

hmm didnt really have a productive day
i mean, law of diminishing return says i cant continue like that
but school next week means i have to

physics
still doing mcqs
tmr will try the actual practice papers
and maybe abit of open ended questions

hope i'll actually do better this time

it was fun winning, then having u beat me, then me winning again
haha
squids(:
so anyway shall go do mcqs again

havent had a sweet dream for so long...

went out to get passports
then to hougang for ink and to the library which unfortunately still doesnt have any books i need
hmm

physics now

tired
didnt really do much studying
okay so i managed to download one paper
lol

ate buffet breakfast again
then went farmart to get healthy food
then came home, and went to buy craft stuff
and to hougang for dinner

had la mian and soup
hmm(:

finished reading through maths and summary
finally
still got phy and chem to finish
ohno

still havent finished math
ohno ohno ohno
one week left

am tired
still havent finished math reading
like what is taking me so long???
arghh

i feel damn sian studying
hmm

need to exercise before i get fatter

lol self control is important
haha i studied for this morning and afternoon
but am playing now... should stop

so okay it was a large chocolate ice cream pie

am tired so shall go sleep soon
no more games for now, at least till i read through more math

woke up quite late today
prob due to the late night ytd

okay so i met kim 430 at her house downstairs
was so sure i was going to be late
but the mrt came immediately, the bus was fast
so yea
haha

ate at long john silvers
had chips and fries
kim only had a piece of pie
hmm

so we went school where there were many many guides on the bus, prob trying to get there early
also saw joy there
haha she was heading for a bbq

went upper viewing gallery and stayed there awhile
then decided to go canteen
and also walked around a bit
like around the track and stuff
and talked to some ppl

haha then trina and renee joined us
so we all went down and moved a bench to sit
(:
but i guess the sound systems were too soft, cos i couldnt really hear the emcees
and shakes
hmm
but the guys to our right were super enthu lol

so then took some pictures when parents arrived
and came home...
a little early i think
maybe cos the past few days so late alr they wanted to personally ensure i came home earlier today

had fun!

okay shall go study

finally got to wake later
haha

spent the morning studying
and some of the afternoon too

then went out for dinner at the central
ate spaghetti and drank orange juice
then when nicole called at 630 again, rushed down to the dome

we queued till 7 plus when the queue finally started to move
they put yellow bands on us and checked our bags
then queued again to go inside

the djs talked for an hour or so, had competitions
then when lady gaga came, there was so much screaming and cheering i think i went temporarily deaf
lol
took some pictures of the performance, and some with livia and nicole
my feet were hurting though, cos i was wearing low heels that scratched when i rushed there
and then stood for so long
but in general, had fun talking to them and taking pictures(:

just reached home around 11 plus, bathed and now here i am
shall study abit of chem before i sleep
am so tired

i got amped with lady gaga! haha thats what the thing said

i guess im happy that we won that tiny competition

okay so today woke at 630 again
went breakfast then mum sent me to tp interchange
so i waited for half hr before nicole and livia arrived
then waited for her dad
he sent us to nus
which was confusingly huge
haha

registered and got out goody bags
i had 2 files(:
so sat and waited for them to start

the game was hard
cos we had to buy, advertise, brand and ship
too little advertisement would be wasted
so we made a mistake by buying 3
instead of selling first

so some hc ppl approached us and offered to buy ours for $1.2m each
happy la
then they offered to continue helping us
cos they would benefit from each of ours sold
esp when they branded at 5 alr

then we decided to give to the other team in cj to try
but i guess it didnt really work out cos we were left with 4 phones only
and were worth $1.2m exoro money only
so we gave them to the hc team
and they got 3rd
haha

though we were 'bankrupted' in the game, there was another competition
had to write which plan attracts teens most and why
and we won that
3 tickets to the lady gaga showcase tmr
i guess i'll be going
dno for sure yet

but it was fun
though i still look like a tomato from ytd
haha

must study alr i enjoyed myself too much the past few days

okay woke at 630
went out for breakfast with family
then came back and slowly packed
watched tv
then met yanni at harbourfront mrt
decided to go vivocity top floor to take sentosa express
so went to siloso beach, and walked all the way to the end
there was this breakwater there, with stones to protect it from erosion
so we sat there and talked
about almost everything
then the view was quite nice, except there were some weird things
haha
like we saw air pollution from a ship, there was like grey gas spouting out of it
then we saw some ppl making out, like quite a few
and some ppl eating boxed lunch
lol
it was quite cool sitting on the big rock cos it was stable and stuff
then around 1 shakes called and said they were on their way
which took quite long so while they took the train and walked, we talked more
when they arrived they tried to climb, but apparently there was a way to walk there...
then crapped while we tried to convince jinny to stay for lunch
which she didnt
haha she went to study math or sth
so we ate cup noodles at a bench
and drank slurpee. nice

went siloso to rent bikes at first, but didnt really want to spend so much
so we ended up going palawan beach
the southernmost point in continental asia
went up the left tower and crapped some more
there were many clouds then, but the sky looked pretty

then chinpei arrived around 4
we were like looking from the tower while she crossed the bridge and climbed up the stairs
crapped again lol
then i decided to change my batteries which were low and couldnt take photos anymore
accidentally dropped one, oops
so i climbed the stairs down, picked it up, then climbed back up
i am so unfit

sat and talked till around 5 plus
decided we were hungry again, so went 7-11 for food
ate mashed potatoes and drank mixed soft drinks
then waited for sunset

that took quite long, like till around 630 before it started to approach the bottom
but some big dark clouds blocked it
so we waited till the sun was below the clouds, with a nice orangish reddish hue
took a few photos, but they werent that clear cos the clouds were blocking
yanni managed to get a video of the sunset with lightning at the side
cool

oh so while we were crapping on the tower, we discussed all sorts of things like how the clouds look like different things
like a genie and the moon symbol
and then saw some really cool clouds with lines underneath
it looked like it was raining far far away cos we could see thin lines but only at a certain portion below
then also watched the big cloud blow from the center to the right

there was also this heart shape made of candles on the beach
it wasnt lighted though, i guess they only lighted it after we left

saw some drummers at vivo afterwards
haha bop to the beat while shopping made chinpei and yanni start to 'bop' lol

then took mrt home finally
reached home at 8 plus, ate, bathed and now im going to sleep
have to wake early again tmr

material looking was a FAILURE for me
cos we went at 1030
stayed till 1430
but didnt manage to find anything substantial

ate sakae buffet for lunch
or tea break whatever u call it
was so hungry cos i ate breakfast at 730

ate 7 colour plates
1 red plate
2 mochi ice cream
and 2 strawberry smiles
was full

then went to walk with them
walked through bugis junction
and bugis street
window shopping
cos i couldnt afford stuff
haha

was hungry again around 7
so went home for dinner
some things never change(:

so yea got to find another day to go library just to find the stuff

am so drained
i think im overstudying
but i still cant finish my target

and im not hardworking enough

anyway going to look for materials tmr at the library
shall sleep earlier

i feel so drained

chem is so hard

and the news i got wasnt very happy either
ixora ppl are enthu and nice ppl

anyway need to continue studying

know what, the cough has been going on for so long, but i dont feel unwell or anything, just that i keep coughing

only managed to study abit of chem
havent finished phy but must continue on with chem in case i dont have time
argh must hurry

so ytd we reached in the afternoon
went mini ferris wheel
then ate dinner at nyny

didnt have such a good nights sleep though
the ppl bbqing outside were super noisy
woke up like ten times over the night
maybe cos i wasnt used to the mattress pull out bed

so we went to some hk cafe for breakfast
of course, it wasnt the same
then went to walk around ehub
and played 3 games of bowling
which was fun, except mine kept getting into the gutter
and sis had the bumper thing, so hers would bounce off the railing stuff and hit the pins
so she had the best score
haha
i only had one strike
was damn elated la i mean how often can u hit all the pins when u dont even know how to play
lol
the 7 ball was heavy, but i guess heavy is better if u want it to be stable
purple, orange, pink, green

so yea ate at seoul garden for dinner
had 3 plates of beef and loads of mushrooms and veggies
and it was easier to order than last time cos there was the computer

yup so we're back early cos sis has day camp tmr
and it starts at 8
apparently cos everyone can wake later tmr if we came back early today
and we're sleepy

back to phy, only managed to read abit of thermal there

wl i asked for 930
20 min alr

hmm nvm i have the night to study while waiting
i hope i can finally get something into my brain

im tired
stupid physics is draining my energy without anything to show for it

anyway i guess im sort of happy
but not really satisfied

hmm since when did eom become group work?
or maybe cos they're too used to it

i guess the mention of pw makes me angry again

anyway managed to study abit of phy
but i feel so sian now
i wonder if i'll finish studying at all
esp cos my physics so lan4

had chem lec this morning
i am so tired
head is throbbing like what
when can my holiday start?

and still coughing
i think the MSG aggravated it
coughed even more after eating just now

coughing
anyway went for maths rev lecture this morn
i was late
and quite malu la had to walk to the front to mark attendance

so we went j8 afterwards
shopped around in almost every shop
including handphones, clothes, bags, sports stuff, toys and others
was so tired afterwards
went to find mum and came home tgt

sugee cookies baked ytd were nice
but i couldnt bake cos i was coughing and it would have been really unhygienic
hmm

still coughing
my medicine will be gone tmr

anyway i hope i'll get better soon
like really soon

stupid sore throat
i sound deep and weird
and cant say the whole sentence without coughing or breaking
argh

had econs today
it wasnt as bad as i expected, not too good either
but yea
holidays are here!
i guess
cos of all the stuff to do during hol
hmm

finally went to see a doctor
no fever, only cough
viral infection
i need sleep and medicine
which happen to be induced by the other

shall go sleep now
night

oh and congrats(:

i need sleep
still coughing like what

havent finished econs
oh no

shall try to wake early tmr to finish

gp today was quite okay
but ne was quite hard

mid years start tmr
gp and ne & current affairs
shall go read gp stuff now
cos today wasnt very productive
summarised abit of econs
then helped sis with her project
and now i need to study

msn dies just now so i restarted
and here i am again!

anyway need to go sleep soon
study day tmr

had 2 long hours of gp and chem each
chem was sad cos it was his last day
aww
so we decided to go and give him a card
and took pictures

then had pe lec on olympicsm
i dno how exactly to spell also la

then ate wanton mee in sch
abit late but yea
haha

still coughing
i think its irritation

i hope so too

anyway i lost my phy tutorials
2 of them
gg

shall go sch early tmr to see if its under my table

my throat hurts
must be the talking i did, or the lack of sleep

i cant do hw
even when i get it correct they contest it

and gpp
it still gets on my nerves

i want a no hw and no school day
just to cool off

i need to sleep
ytd had this huge headache and my eyes felt like they were burning
but managed to do a really short proposal
then plopped onto bed and fell asleep immediately
was so tired

woke with a mild headache this morning
and couldnt fall asleep again even when i was really tired
i guess the sleep debt will continue on
hmm

after the two proposals i need to do my hw

i wish they'd say thanks at least

可知我情投入那种程度
在这崎岖的旅途 而你不可感觉到
心伤痛 从来未彻底流露
但你口中心里各一套
我知你仍然在找更好

而在那半夜里 恬静里
即使看见预告
前面有着那各自各的路

为何重头又是这样过 又这样错
深宵里我哭泣静待清早
当天我与你真的深爱过
今天爱你又如何
为何又在伤害我 又感动我
麻木天真的爱慕
回忆里都是你一哭一笑
是最美丽都不会老

可知道 人难受 痛苦程度
在这灰色的旅途
而你不可估计到
心伤痛 从来未彻底流露
但你口中心里各一套
我知你仍然在找更好

而在那半夜里 恬静里
即使看见预告
前面有着那各自各的路
为何重头又是这样过 又这样错
深宵里我哭泣静待清早
当天我与你真的深爱过
今天我爱你又如何
为何又在伤害我 又感动我
麻木天真的爱慕

回忆里都是你一哭一笑
是最美丽都不会老(x2)

saw this song on cd
it was nice
and i dno why i emo-ed and stuff
hmm

hw

i feel damn pissed
gpp was ...
i still cant believe the reaction i got
like, walao thanks alot lor

after the whole gpp thing
now i have another proposal to rush
by midnight
i am so tired
so sleepy

this week
5 days i got like very little sleep
sun night rushing gpp draft3
so slept for 4 and a half hrs
monday was better, 5 and a half
tues cos of excursion got 7 and a half
wed got 4 and a half cos next day had duty
and ytd got 4 hours
total= 26 hours for 5 nights
tell me how im supposed to handle being energetic and doing 2 proposals

unappreciative people

i need to go and do both proposals
argh

solo

can i please have a break?

haha they joked about switching groups
i guess it was funny lol
cos they really have a nice group

going to do alr

am so tired
argh gpp

and chem
detention leh

i am sleepy
and not doing that today lor
gpp can wait another day

tmr meeting them for brunch
yay then excursion

need to brush up on german

slept at 1 to finish gpp
then woke at 5 plus to finish cos apparently they werent going to send me the thing
i feel damn pissed

anyway need to finish everything i can by 1130
then i shall go sleep
cannot keep sleeping in class its bad for grades

i feel damn pissed now
stupid gpp
its not only the work, its the relationships we're straining cos of it

i need to learn to chill

i have to stop overdepending on her

anyway was quite upset ytd but i guess im fine now
went to finish chem then back to sn
it was quite nostalgic
walked around the school a few times
drank ice milo and went to rachael's class to pass them the photos
it was raining heavily so i decided to wait till rain slowed to go home
saw sec ones going off for enrolment rehearsal
somehow felt so weird cos it was familiar, yet so strange at the same time

it was nice meeting them again

today went to get a new watch cos the old one died
lol
oh wait i just realised its working again
haha

gp essay and planning
parametric tutorial
energetics tutorial
work energy power tutorial
gpp research

not really in the mood to blog now
hmm

am really sleepy
hmm

anyway went for duty and someone forgot to return the booklet
so i went back to coop after school to put it back
wasnt expecting what he said at all lol
also didnt expect myself to react in such a way
oops maybe i really forgot my manners haha
but auntie spoke up for me so i guess its fine

need to do phy and research for gpp cos we're changing topic again-.-

was having mood swings again recently

but this morn was quite high i have no idea why too

then had napfa in the afternoon
it was so hot and the sun just came out
stupid rain had stopped before that and began after we finished

anyway 2.4 was very very tiring
for me at least

wasnt really in the best condition to run before that cos i was tired from lack of sleep cos of gpp
at round 4, i was all ready to throw up everything i ate 5 hours ago
but i went on cos i really wanted to get it over and done with
but after round 6 i really wanted to puke and stop running
the ppl cheering made me realise i couldnt stop
could not give up when only one round was left
so i went on for another quarter
then started walking
then mr sun sent sam to push me to run on
but its good he thought breathing was more impt and told me to breathe first
haha
then while he talked to grace friend i sprinted back
but i felt so drained before i reached
all mr sun said was, cross the line before u throw up
so i crossed, turned to the drain on the right, and did just that
not like i wanted to i felt so weak i didnt want to move anymore

anw they seemed stunned
i also dno if i was really ok
but of course i said i was

then took a nice bath at home
but am still tired and sleepy
after mindmapping functions i shall go sleep

gpp draft 2
transformations
and other hw i havent even thought abt
die alr

managed to finish conics too
must do transformations I and II by tmr
dont want to stay back and eat candlelight dinner with her lol

anyway need to research for meeting too
busy weekend

didnt manage to finish gt qn 2 ytd
but did till qn 4 today
considering we went out and there are many parts to a qn, i think the progress is okay
except theres too much to do in total

i cant lean on shoulders in school anymore):
i guess girls sch no one really minds la but here they think its awkward

hmm abit nostalgic
but no time to reminisce too much also
stupid hw

i am so sleepy now
but must must at least finish all parts of qn 2 before i sleep
all parts...

graphing techniques
conics
transformation I
transformation II
gp file
thermal phy tutorial
energetics tutorial
and gpp research

why alw so much hw during long weekends
i cant finish la
but detention-like staying back leh

pi
die alr how to cut

anyway need to also get stuff to be done
like the card
ohno ohno

file too big to upload

anyway had annual general meeting today
was so tired i was scared i'd fall asleep
but i managed to last
so yea

took pictures at the end
it took quite long cos we keep rearranging

shall try to sleep earlier today

slept at 1 cos of gpp
am so sleepy now

anw got our windbreakers today

okay die die must finish gpp by today
jiayou

still got phy and maths
ohno

gpp tmr
rush rush
only if i got all the info i need

sometimes i wonder why solo-ing is thought to be easy

anyway going to do hw and stuff

didnt do ANY hw today
whoots

anw i want to go back get too.
see when first
maybe can go back visit ppl

the hair still looks weird it wont tame

anw got to do hw fast
tmr need to rush gpp no time for hw

had a haircut today
got a left fringe
and short hair again
i told him to not cut too much argh

went vivo to see the stars thing
dinner was nice but the rice was ex

need to go do hw soon

today school started at 11
so we were supp to meet at 10 for gpp discussion
but two ppl were still sleeping and one took 45 min to get the key

so we had econs ca
and i had duty when i found out i got 23 for chem ca
haha was damn elated

then had chem lesson
he announced the grades and got us to take out tutorials,
which, of course, no one really did
so he went through the chapter

then we went off to celebrate vignesh birthday
haha some ppl nv go spa redo and chinese

went off for lan and played from 3 to 5.15
it was really fun but very giddy cos we had to turn around to shoot the vampires
played counter strike also
it was fun except when i wasnt noticing they would shoot once the game started so i was shot quite early
esp by knn and wooohooo

then went for the 5.30 x-men origins:wolverine
it was nice
but i had to rest my eyes quite often cos was tired and aircon was quite cold

and i didnt understand the whole ending

so they went on for dinner and we went home
ate dinner after reaching at 8.30
was so tired and sleepy

i feel better after drinking brands and eating abit
shall go sleep soon so i wont feel so hungry cos i didnt really eat much at dinner- no rice

i am so tired

still got pi
gpp research
present
econs ca
chem tutorial
maths file
due tmr

ohno

at least school starts later tmr

supp to have napfa today but girls they postpone
so ours is next week

i feel my joints squeaking
pain

and still sleepy

went for movies with grace youting and vignesh
but ended up they went to watch horror so i went walking till 3 plus
ate lunch and waited for nicole to finish sch so we could buy the materials
met seok hyun and his mum at macs
haha yea right like im the mugger
then stayed really long at popular trying to decide what to do with nicole
hmm
went off with youting after buying to get the present
then went home

haha im so tired
and theres still nexus stuff to do

econs essay
phy dynamics tut
chem tutorial

and i thought i finished my hw ytd

anw went for dimsum buffet
was damn nice la we ate so much more than we paid
and i drank loads of soup too

hb(:

i shall sleep at 11 tonight
earliest in weeks

slept for almost 11 hours
was so sleepy and tired

anyway went out for dinner
the food was nice

haha i can do the mi fa
i feel so satisfied

very very tired

i guess they wont ever know
that it hurts ppl to just ignore
anyway going to sleep alr

was really tired during chelec

gp debate was quite funny
cos he made us umpires and had to talk about rules and think of forfeit
i have pictures of the chicken dance while reciting the 7 times table
and it was funny watching the tissue and shoe thing

anyway went out with youting grace aaron jeremy.l vignesh samuel daryl norman rongyang and yuheng
actually it was for lan at first
but we changed our minds and the 3 of us went to eat high tea
lol
then went to plaza sing to buy stuff
walked till 6 plus before i realised i was supp to come home to do hw
umm still havent finished shall go finish soon

anw changed seats ytd but apparently the 3 of us were the only ones un-moved
haha its okay i guess

had cca again today
it was kinda emotional i think

anyway need to continue on hw
argh

tired must rush gpp and phy project
argh argh

pe was fun today
but he was so much taller netball is hard to block haha

tired with loads of hw
havent even caught up with my sleep for this week yet
-yawns-

still got stupid hw

am staying at home to rush hw tmr
not going out alr

anyway need to do gpp
phy dynamics
+ ca corrections
chem assignment qns
maths revision lec qns
econs essay
econs curves
mi
and recurrence

hmm long list

tired
and loads of hw
and stupid gpp is so hard
not the assignment, the workload-sharing
argh

had pe again
so hard

tired and sleepy
ran after sch today
with new shoes

gp and chem

didnt have time to write in the book again

sometimes i wish there was lesser time in sch so that i can have more time to myself
and i wish that i am overall healthy
not just some aspects argh

and i wish i wasnt so easily affected by what other people say
and that i could just stop thinking about that stupid sentence
and that i wont think too much into it

got so much hw but hard to do when u're not focused

still got phy fa due tmr
and math fa
and gp hw
ohno

recurrence
MI
college papers
econs tutorial
econs fa
ohno

havent posted much for long
am tired
and have been sick for a week
starting with flu and headache and stomach pains
feeling better now shall sleep early tonight

anyway hw still alot
so yea

had been sick for a week
got headache today

anyway need to do loads of hw

tired still
i wish hw would reduce

still very tired

still got running nose and headache and slight fever and cramps
i feel so unwell now
but only one more day before can rest
hang on

chem hw and gp hw

still tired
anyway had fitness today cos there was lightning warning
but changed to netball afterwards
it feels so much better with lesser ppl playing cos not so crowded
so had yuheng and norman and hongmin on our team and it was damn fun

tired

so sleepy now
am sick and tired but still have to do hw and go sch tmr for pe
argh

tired

uh so much hw to do
tmr still got project meeting

sigma
forces tutorial and fa
chem tutorial
econs project
gp essay outline
and who knows what else

very tired
went to do the nexus board at bishan
did some words but i really want the thing to work out
i hope we chose the right colours

the font has been used 3 times already
i like it so much

chem due tmr
so is gp ws
and forces tutorial
and sigma
sure not time finish all

tired
gp and chem spa due tmr

sigma
pi
wrap pres

cant decide la

went out with yt and grace after school to go buy presents
waited super long and so reached home quite late

am tired now but still got hw

chem spa redo
so hard

anw need to rush hw

watchd grease just now in the afternoon
it looks like a certain movie nowadays

went to vivocity to wait for earth hour
but were quite disappointed when nth really happened
looked a little at stars on the roof and then took a nice ride home
am still tired and theres still loads of hw
but for now, i like life

sometimes its better to hang on, others to let go

hw again over the weekend
am so very sleepy and tired
esp after pe
really scared i will fail napfa cos their target is silver or training for rest of the year

need to do maths and study for ap and gp
really tired now i slept 5 hrs plus only to go to sch for duty this morn

i like duty when there aren't that many ppl
then can do more and talk to others more

very very tired
slept at 12 plus and woke at 5 plus
usually i sleep in sch with 7 hours of sleep
but today
i managed to keep awake for the whole day
haha

need to sleep soon

econs due tmr

phy is so hard
argh

need to work harder

ohno

have chem econs and phy left

shall try to face tmr calmly

so much hw with one day left
maths sigma last qn
binomial prelim 1-10
chem tutorials
kinematics tutorial
econs project
econs essay

anyway went to sell chocolate fondue today at tessensohn club
tired

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am uber tired

uploaded the photos

need to go out tmr

i look like a tomato now

okay so i woke up at 8, which was supp to be late cos i reached at 5 min before the meeting time
but, turned out to be too early

got youting to get onto the mrt i was on, then finally saw her one stop before alighting
after we got off, saw jeffri and seokhyun walking out tgt
apparently we were the earliest people to reach

waited till 11 then decided to eat breakfast/ lunch/ brunch
went to kopitiam for food and ate a sandwich
meanwhile, most people had arrived

took the sentosa express to siloso beach
decided to find a spot to sit down at
played frisbee, captain's ball and soccer
then stood knee deep in water to take pictures of the people playing
i waterproofed my camera and valuables
haha
threw a few balls then gave up and went back up cos my toe hurt
still hurts i think the skin came off
so then went back and sat for awhile before they decided to go cycle
which was another thing i couldnt do
so it took some convincing that it was fine for me to sit behind and cycle
but it was still scary for me cos the road was kinda bumpy and there were many other people cycling
and there was competition to see who was faster
but there was a mistake halfway and sleepy knocked into liqun
we were like shocked but couldnt stop cos its super hard to stop the bike when it's so fast
then afterwards i got off in the last few min so that they could use the 2-man bike

went back and played volleyball and some more frisbee
realised i could actually play a little, except it hurt everytime i hit the ball
haha
i can see the marks hitting the ball left on my hand

then went back to vivocity for dinner
went to carls junior
the serving was so big
i managed to finish the burger but not the fries
also managed to drink 2 cups of soft drinks

then they went candy empire to buy sweets
and we took mrt home
hongru alighted first, then youting, then hongmin
my stop was furthest
then got dad to bring me home from the station cos i was so exhausted
realised that i had a big headache just now
and that my skin is REALLY red
so i need to rest well tonight

took many photos but not going to upload today
going to sleep once my hair dries, not even going to msn
must remember to apply cream before i sleep

went out for econs project
but didnt really do anything productive
talked abit then ate lunch then went home

was so tired cos i woke up early to go but apparently the guys were super late, ranging from half hr to one and a half hrs
wells
so i waited at macs for them to come while i drank this cup of coke

need to sleep early

went for the billiards thing at safra just now
it was fun cos we went to watch people bowl then decided to go into the room first
then played while waiting for the computer

actually i only poled the ball once
haha im like super lan4 at this

so then took dno how long to calculate everything

went for dinner at the revolving restaurant
was a little giddy at first
but got used to it and it was quite cool cos we could see the sunset
i even got some pictures
and then the night view was quite nice too

so i didnt manage to do any hw today
shall do tmr

didnt manage to do alot
got tired after a while
i guess my hol is almost gone

got a camera cos the last one conked out before the wedding

anyway hw still waiting for me to do

had math ca ytd
not good either

anyway i hope i'll really get used to it

having a stomachache now

shall try to do my hw soon

econs ca today was erm, not good
didnt rmb the stuff

anyway
really tired

cant do maths la tmr ca die alr

had chem ca today
couldnt finish on time
i can do
just too slow

havent fallen asleep in class for almost a week

anyway the only CA i did so far, and got back was fine
i guess i was too scared

then again, it was GP, no need preparation

had mass pe again today
need to sleep more

did more types of training than last time
ran 3 rounds around that school ~2.7km
plus the up slopes and stuff
then did push ups, crunches, back raise, leg raise
leg lift, the jump and duck thing, the bend forward one
a lot more

need to raise my fitness

am so so tired
still got kinematics
vectors
phy FA ws
chem SPA ws
mahts GP
maths mindmap

am tired
managed to study some econs, do some maths and do some econs, and physics
i guess its productive, at least for me

got to go continue studying soon

cant do the absolute fractional and percentage error thing
so hard

so anyway im tired and feel giddy everytime i stand up
so i shall try to prevent standing

i think sometimes we shouldnt be too petty la

back to hw and studying

i liked mass pe today
although it was still tiring and hard, it felt better than the last few weeks
instead of doing the usual 3 sets, we did 2 sets and sth like aerobics
and ran outside route
its shorter but tiring cos need to run up the slopes and stairs

CAs next week start

went for class outing after sch today
but the people left group by group till there were only 9 ppl left at the end
the thing was fun
took 132 to far east
then ate kfc and watched marley and me
it was so sad at the end, i guess almost everyone cried

anyway tmr only have 1 classroom lesson
and pe
haha

so i guess theres no hw

i think i twisted my arm

anw went for cross country just now
walked around reservoir

am so tired
need to go sleep after doing phy

pe was tough
at least it was for me
then again, im super unfit

ran 8 rounds altogether cos i couldnt finish the thing in time
also did 40 crunches
40 jumping jacks
10 leg raises with school song for the last one
50 guy pushups- normal, diamond and wide apart
50 back raises
and the down, stretch legs out then back then jump thing
20 times

am super tired now

i think i'll fail this year

anyway the wedding was nice
woke up at 7 plus
then went to eat and watch the 'show' at the room below
then took loads of pictures

went to the place to watch the wedding ceremony
then went back and bought a shirt cos i didnt bring enough clothes
haha

then went to the dinner at 6 plus and stayed till 11 plus
slept after 1am
so tired

still got gp hw and phy

am damn tired
will blog about the past few days tmr when i have rested more

meanwhile, still have compre, a 'short' essay, 4 and a half long maths qns, a mindmap and corrections to do by tmr

lost the prepaid card
oops

anyway i very tired
need to pack and sleep

tired

pe again tmr
argh

my cam is like half dead
it keeps blanking out on me then being okay again

still tired

need to sleep
am so tired after pe
though it was apparently less exercise than other classes
30 guy push ups
40 crunches
20 sit-on-air thingys
6 rounds indoor route
40 leg-lifts
and i dno what they call it we lie down with our backs facing up and stretch backwards
felt like vomiting when running

anyway still got chem and math and econs hw

fell asleep while doing hw again
but didnt sleep in sch so i guess its an improvement

weird
i seem to enjoy sitting quietly on the bus after sch, listening to music or just sitting there
looking out of the window, where i seem to have recently started to sit, instead of the normal outside seat
maybe taking a short nap
it feels so calming and relaxing
sometimes i dont want to get off so soon
i guess we're just different
am going for the physics thing

still cant decide
ohno deadline is fri

anyway still wondering about stuff

and hw

so sian

am so sleepy

anyway i still havent decided
said that i got problems with decisions alr

thursday on odd weeks is hard

anyway i hope pe wont be so harsh after months of not-much exercise

i cant do my hw
am tired, sleepy, and sick

am so tired today
had pe and stuff
but had parents meeting at night
so sleepy now
still need to do hw

am so tired now dont want to do chem hw
in a few min i will start nodding off
thats the good point of the medicine
but its super bitter

cant do the stupid maths and science qns
blehh

haha only 2nd week

was so tired
slept and woke up at 9 but couldnt sleep again
then fell asleep after lunch on the sofa

anyway my hair was straighter today
i wonder why

gave out vday pres with mary and gloria in the morn
had phy tutorial and gp and econs lec
then had 2 breaks so decided to make turtles in the last one
hmm

great
even dad says a levels cannot relax
all the more i have to work hard

still sleepy but waiting for hair to dry

have loads of hw cant talk much
fell asleep halfway so u can see how tired i was

am so tired
anyway had maths chem and maths
went home with gloria again

had commencement ceremony today
they pinned the flame on our collars

am tired

the lectures and tutorials felt different

woke up tired and sleepy
but couldnt fall asleep again

went out for breakfast
then to plaza sing to buy stuff from spotlight
got these really cute balls of wool
haha

then to chinatown for more angel parts cos there was not enough apparently and we need to get more so they can finish on time

then to hougang for dinner

am tired la, shall go sleep once my hair dries

today was finale night
it was kinda fun but really exhausting
we started off with speeches and stuff
then had to go classroom for admin stuff
then went to southern ridges for hike
walked loads and climbed many many flights of stairs
it wasnt that tiring at first, but became more and more tiring
then went back for lunch
lunch was yong tau foo

went back into IGs to prepare for finale night
put face paint on each other then tied this black cloth thingy
cheered our hearts out and did mass dance

im sleepy after waking at 5 plus for 6 days

met our classes today
there are only 7 girls in our class
wells its still better than the class with only 2 girls
haha

anyway didnt need to change or bathe today
played games that were generally dry and clean
except the bucket of watermelon and mud and water
and the sponge

tmr is finale night
i hope it doesnt rain

had this headache ytd so went to see doctor
also felt giddy and uncomfortable
so i took the medicine last night
and it made me so sleepy that i slept so early without even having time to check emails and stuff

had telematch ytd
stuff like rolling and taking beans with mouth and making foam out of shampoo
it was so tiring

went dragon boating today
it was fun, but quite scary cos the boat felt like it was going to flip anytime
still a little dizzy now

today's the last day with IG 25 for the whole day
i have no idea what lies ahead

anyway some people appealed and succeeded
just weird to see people leaving and entering

i cant dance the mass dance, its too fast for me

had water and dirty games today
the flour made sure it stayed till scrubbed off

anyway i keep getting so tired i sleep on the bus ride home
which is good, i guess, cos i didnt waste any time on the bus

today was so mentally and physically exhausting
went really early
then waited there doing almost nothing

went hall for orientation
had icebreakers and subject combi talk

lunch wasnt as cheap as i expected it to be

scraped my knee accidentally
hmm

fell asleep on the bus

realised i can actually take many more buses than i thought

i dno why but i feel quite sian now

did a bit of sis's hp pouch

went out for dinner la
ate ginger chicken which was quite nice except i put too much ginger the first time
haha

got posting this morn
woke up early for it
but couldnt sleep again

went back for guides orientation
missed potluck and bonding cos went at 4.30
but saw games

am tired
how can i go back to sch being so easily tired?

getting posting results tmr
hmm must wake early again

forgot to water my plants today
oops
but they dont need water at this time so no use watering them now
cant photosynthesise

anyway had this headache that wouldnt go away
should sleep earlier today i guess

went out for breakfast again
but cos most shops were closed had to queue longer and they ran out of spring onions

went back to amk to bai4 nian2
ate loads of nice stuff there and listened to the conversation

went to sk's kfc for sis's friend's birthday party
we sat at a side and i played on the com
then followed them to timezone and played a little, mainly driving

came home and had dinner
finished a little more of the hp bag

i feel so tired

okay so we went to stay in chinatown to watch fireworks
but ended up didnt get to see them cos we were in the wrong place

saturday
woke up early to pack and joined mum at office for lunch
this is like the first time we took 2 rooms instead of 1
which made it easier and faster to bathe
then walked around and went swensons for dinner
couldnt sleep well though
woke up 5 times at night and waited quite long before finally falling asleep again and again

sunday
got up at 7 plus for breakfast
walked around chinatown and decided to go for lunch at the central
had jap food which was quite nice
then stoned at the hotel for awhile before deciding to go home cos we wanted to put some stuff back first
also had to tighten screws on dad's glasses
watered plants at home and waited till 5 plus for dinner
went to hougang and ate pencai and yusheng
but couldnt finish the rice
got back and bathed
then watched 功夫 and 雀圣
did countdown in front of the tv

today
woke at the same time for breakfast
watched tv for awhile and went to science centre to prepare for eclipse
ate lunch at macs and looked at the display for kid's meal toys
then looked at exhibitions and walked around the shop
there was this really fun machine that we kept using to test our reflexes
the solar eclipse started at 4.30
we were supp to queue at 4 for goggles
and we decided to start queuing at 3.45
but at 3.15, we felt we should start queuing
the queue was alr quite long
so we waited quite long in the queue
and it was quite messy cos people kept shifting around
then this boy in a yellow shirt decided to cut the queue and went out before it even started
so our parents and the family behind us were quite angry
and asked the person in charge if he belonged to any of the volunteers
he didnt
so the person chased him back in
just when the eclipse started, he ran out again
and then he got scolded back in
but it was really irritating cos he did it another time
afterwards my dad set up his binoculars such that the light from the eclipse was focused on a piece of paper
mum used her umbrella to put the paper in place
it was quite cool cos people kept walking by to see and took pictures
physics comes in handy
haha lens

so we watched part of the eclipse with goggles and part with the image on paper
but the part when most is covered, couldnt see
cos the clouds were blocking
took a few pictures though
but had to be super careful cos we couldnt face the camera at the sun nor look directly at the sun
cos if the light was focused into our eyes there would be eye damage

ate dinner at this restaurant
then slept on the way home
am tired