a day in the life

Today is so boring
I might as well be snoring
Because I’m living up that dream
A zombie with no react
Somehow I’ve run right up track
So insane from club mundane
It makes me wanna scream…

CHORUS
It’s a day in the life
It’s a link in the chain
Beginning the ending
They both look the same
Round and round
No new ground
It’s a day in the life
A redundant game
Winning or losing
There’s nothing to gain
Round and round
No new ground
It’s a day in the life

It’s just so simplistic
Trying to be optimistic
The part of me won’t give up hope
Well it’s my own dysfunction
That always leads to nothin
But it seems it’s the only way
The only way to go…

CHORUS

Cause nothing ever
Changes any more
It makes me wonder
What tomorrow’s for

CHORUS

Ohoh ohoh ooooohhhhh
Ohoh ohoh ooooohhhhh

Ohoh ohoh ooooohhhhh
Ohoh ohoh


had math extra lesson
gateway

just watched the cd
omg its
its nice

except for my pic

thank u

anw am tired
still got loads of hw to do

if only u knew

to love or to hate
is in a matter of timing



na-na
You're building a case against me
Prosecutor, judge, and jury
We had this conversation in your head
'Cause I wasn't there, you made up what I said-
Or what I would of said; you know me so well
You heard how I am and how I'm going to heaven knows
We've never had this conversation, or should I be calling it a condemnation?
'Cause you're not listening to me

(Chorus)
So na, na, na, na, na
That's all I'm gonna say
'Cause na, na, na, na, na
Made up your mind any way
Na, na, na, na, na
There's nothing I can do
So na, na, na, na, na
Couldn't we be friends if not for you

I feel like a teacher from Charlie Brown
All you hear is that "wah, wah, wah" sound
Maybe I'm a Pokemon, Pikachu
Cause that's what comes out when I'm talking to you
You're a crusader; you've made me your fight
Your superhero name is Mr. Right
Instead of trying to understand
You show all your friends how wrong I am
You’re not listening to me

So na, na, na, na, na
That’s all I’m gonna say
‘Cause na, na, na, na, na
Made up your mind any ways
Na, na, na, na, na
There’s nothing I can do
So na, na, na, na, na
Couldn't we be friends if not for you

Can’t we be friends
Why does it end
Before a word is even heard
I look at you, your attitude
Why can’t you see
That it’s not me?

Oops, I did it again, I see
The person I’m talking about is me
Assuming you’re the enemy
In the crosshairs of my verbal Uzi
No matter who wins, we both lose
No matter who starts, we both choose
To keep it going on and on and on
But let’s start listening and see

La, la, la, la, la
La, la, la, la, la
Sorry that it got this way
La, la, la, la, la
Next time I won’t let it stew
La, la, la, la, la
Couldn’t we start over me and you?

omg the hols have just started and no one is online
isnt life just weird

subject combi done
have to hand in form

so quiet for the hols

wad happened to my last post?
i published it
no fair

if this goes on im moving
it just wont listen to me

i didnt blame u ok
it just came out the wrong way
so no point saying sorry

bought alot of things today
just couldnt find the books
am just going to close my eyes and pick

submitted alr
please let me get into tt class

pure or elec
hist or elit-

went popular to find the syllabus but they blocked it

so little time left to decide

spent the whole day staring at my report book and the books needed and subject combi
who said i didnt have concentration
anw wasted many many smses today so may not reply

dreamt alot lately
readers digest says its alot on my mind
i didnt use to dream

my holidays are packed
or jammed
whichever word sounds nicer
i have conflicting appointments
will have to settle it soon
but not now

dun ask me wad i want
if u want to know go find out

just made a ton of calls

chemphybi

i think i started out wrong for science
i cld have been better
but i missed the first test
which led me to be confused for the rest
its been 5 going 6 years

ungirly person who becomes girly
aft talking to someone

got to try harder

guess im really that tired
and those really are eye bags
woke at 12 when my sis came in to tell me to go out for lunch
all i did was eat, watch tv and use com
so slack
starting to think hol is busier than i thought
have to reorganise my notes
and have to go out once every day or two
who says hol is relaxed

still havent decided yet so dun ask me

stupid -o-f
-s-
nv inform

not going to say

cant decide

no point
im still stupid

im sorry
really really sorry
i shoudnt have made u come when i havent seen the sms

had an ok day
spent the whole morning online

then went 3rd lang
they were very rough
throwing scrabble tiles
hitting the burgers
had fun
although it WAS 5 boys against 2 girls
excluding me

somehow i dno how im supposed to act

nth much happened
just bought food
dried food
ever tried dried food/ fruit?

labelling stuff

sh*t
cannot
cannot

and im talking not abt ec

wth
its my fault again

shall play chuzzle as an attempt to make me happy

my diarys gonna be full

anw didnt do much today

yeah

when u want to do something but u cant
and no ones restricting u
just urself
and u want to do something against ur conscience
but u wont

is there some problem?
blogger's giving me this weird blue colour

preparing for camp alr
trying to buy some stuff

went out today for dinner
and guess wad happened in the toilet?
i was in a cubicle and this woman walked in
then she started singing very loudly
and i was trying to either
1. not laugh
2. muffle my laugh
and then i couldnt stop laughing
how embarrassing
then i ran out and laughed all the way home
and i saw her
she had thick makeup and a black shawl
kinda scary la
but her singing put tt off

anw im still mad

i couldnt sleep last night
i spent it in front of my com
but when my mum forced me to
went to my bed

my pillow
it was cold when i woke
and damp
its been a long time
since i last cried myself to slp
u'll never know what u did

"Beyond The Sea"
by Robbie Williams

somewhere beyond the sea
somewhere waiting for me
my lover stands on golden sands
and watches the ships that go sailing

somewhere beyond the sea
she's there watching for me
and if I could fly
like birds on high
then straight to her arms
I go sailing

it's far beyond the stars
it's near beyond the moon
I know beyond the doubt
my heart will lead me there soon

we'll meet beyond the shore
we'll kiss just like before
happy we'll be beyond the sea
and never again I'll go sailing

I know beyond the doubt
my heart will lead me there soon

Oooh we'll meet, I know we'll meet beyond the shore
we'll kiss just as before
happy we'll be beyond the sea
and never again I'll go sailing

No more sailing

So long, sailing, sailing
No more sailing

Goodbye, farwell, my friend
No more sailing

So long, sailing
no more sailing

No more
farewell

Auf wiedersehen

No more sailing

No more sailing

No more
No more

No more sailing

No more

one more time

No more sailing

Yeah

watched finding nemo
it was so nice
esp the german part
there were 5 people in the theater
2 girls
2 boys
2 teachers
and frau tan chose to sit behind me
could hear them talking and laughing
wanted to watch mostly martha
mum didnt allow
she say haze must go home early
so now i've watched every movie except
mostly martha

apparently no one knows how im feeling
i WAS happy
until i saw something
u wouldnt want to know

Dory: Come on, trust me on this one.
Marlin: Trust you?
Dory: Yes, trust, it's what friends do.

i am still mad
just not at the world

fische sind freunde, nicht food
never catch the last word

just keep swimming

well at least someone understands how i feel abt someone in our class
its nice to noe u're not the only one in the rain
theres shelter nearby but it doesnt welcome u

maybe im kidding myself
im the only one
u're not in this
she treats u normally

maybe i thought too highly

maybe my 'nice' actions were not needed
i was trying to do wads right
maybe i shd have left it
then i wldnt have to offend ppl

consider the actions forgotten?
its hard
every tried being good but mistaken as bad?

morning was quite boring
clapping isnt fun
esp when u do it for hours

tea appreciation was so expensive
20 dollars for a cup

movie was nice but watched before
so no suspense

my afternoon was erm...
can i say interesting?
went for patrol meeting
talked alot
and now have to buy essentials
and then rushed to the movie
das wunder von bern
[the miracle of bern]
brought chips and jacket again

found a cut
ouch
it hurts
u'll never guess

oh and i heard many interesting things today

am currently online but busy
not that i really am
if u read the sub font

am angry at many people
but cant say here

ikana

please let the tea appreciation be fun

well the nosferatu show wasnt that bad
for the benefit of those who dont noe german
its dracula
watched with a girl in my class
german class
she was quite funny
and we walked home tgt
well not exactly walk
how can someone walk when she lives at lakeside???

brought chips AND a jacket
was totally prepared
and then this light spoilt and added to the atmosphere
blink blink
and people keep opening doors,
causing us to jump at exciting parts
there was a big turnout
mostly boys
i guess they are more interested in horor than us
and MANY teachers were there
and they were discussing something

if interested in the plot go watch

will prob miss das wunder von bern
meeting
but watch alr anw

i guess im the only one not watching
have fun

and i told u thats how they arrange the prizes
and i was right
maybe when u're there u feel u're the best

seem to be mad at the world
for no good reason

forgot to bring jacket
so didnt go today
this is called learn from experience
anw im watching on fri
both
mostly martha and findet nemo
but i dno la
thur got meeting
nosferatu i dun really want to watch
i mean
its horror
and i am not sitting alone in the centre of the freezing auditorium to watch a mime that is black and white
or maybe i am
must bring jacket
must bring

btw she was so right
3 places
2 ken ding reserved alr
that leaves 9 to fight for 1 place

told u not to hit my back
if it gets worse its ur fault

shld i move?
blog

where r the booklets?
must start to practice
2 months left


i kana

the movie today right
i was like the only girl i knew who showed up

unless u count denise

which by the not showing up
u can infer smth

but i enjoyed the movie
possibly more than the other way round
and i shall keep my appointments
unlike some people

i dun want an expanation
its prob lies

still hurts

working on tuberculosis still

went to doctor
pressed my back till dno wad
and its relocated
but still at the wrong place
unfortunately

it hurts when i sit
when i move
and even when i walk

did u ever try feeling mad and tired
then peaceful suddenly
then mad and tired suddenly again?
its stressful

and now i have to stick patches all over to relieve pain

anyway almost everyone went to see doctor today
all for diff reasons

ok is this a fight?
and im telling u im not weak anymore

well theres tuberculosis waiting for me to do
and 2 diseases more
havent even decided wad to use

so bb

dislocated backbone
arms and legs so sore they hurt when u move or even try to sit
burnt face
some sprains here and there
it isnt stopping me
it cant

those tins were killer

anw for some reason
the bus crawled so slowly tt when i lugged the box home, it had just reached

ta da

and those grades were dropped like bombs
scary

and the camp patrol was ok
but quite scary when they announce

there goes anorexia

doing logbook

u noe how it feels?
its called passion

and how it feels when someone tells other ppl she doesnt like me

games is tmr
so nervous
ok i know
floorball's so fun

am happy for reasons u cant imagine
and it isnt wad happened today either

it really is not offending?

oh im stressed out all of a sudden

am online again
ta-da

ok cut the formalities
im alw online

off to work!
ok not off
just work

am online again
really bored
just had a wrestling match with 2 'characters'
and impersonated each other
and pretended to be someone else
and irritated jacqleow
and had a typing contest
am out of ideas

didnt believe they would fight actually
all the grade changing and stuff
haha
quite fun
lets try it again sometime

i gave my cousin wrong info
ohno

haha talked so long ytd
still went to talk today

so tired of laughing

aiyoh my mortal going to have mortal alr and i still havent recieved the 2nd letter
how many months alr lor

ok cant talk much
talked too much alr(:

my ears dont hurt can
ok so they feel suffocated
but not pain

shall blog soon
after i get over the 1 hr of none stop talking
haha

am back again
exams are over!
now can start on other things alr la

ans to e last post
soil rock in
get it?

if we fail its e teachers fault

harhar
very funny
well at least i have an answer to my next geog paper
the qn of
how do u reclaim land

well at least the exams are over
can go worry abt other stuff now
i think

did anyone consider how i felt?

the teacher said no need to study lun zheng fa and shuo ming fa one
now at 10 pm
she passes down a msg saying need
what a RESPONSIBLE teacher
right?
must have united front

still ask us to write zuo wen on ze ren gan cos we forgot our hw
this is an EXAM hello
this concerns our grades
i thought she wanted us to top the level or smth

some kind of teacher

anw guess who i met this morn on way to sch?
ok afternoon
she was walking up the ave 2 way
funny
carpark 26 wld have been much faster

got to study cant talk
she better not try anything else at 12 midnight
****t

another major exam down
2 left

for some reason am feeling down
i wanted a b3
but its impossible now

was 'mistaken' as a pri sch student
the auntie tell me to walk tt way
but i wasnt e only one

do i look like i have a choice?

this really isnt the place to say anything private

shall be vague
its easy to misinterpret good intentions. especially when u're angry. its hard to say u're the one at wrong. even if u are. and when some parts are cut off, its easy to make the wrong conclusion about something said. when u try really and truly hard, u feel its very unfair if it doesnt go the way u wanted it to. when u're a perfectionist, its hard to settle for anything less than perfect. but its possible, cos nothing is perfect. and u settle. but sometimes u try too hard. it goes overboard. u tend to blame people if u really tried but it didnt work out, mostly cos u cant see ur own mistakes. some people u can forgive easily cos they're important and u cant lose them. some u cant, it all depends.

looks like i shld go to e other one

ordinary riches can be stolen. real riches cannot. in ur soul are indefinitely precios things tt cannot be taken from u

why waste the effort?

was doing math revision just now
at my study table
found myself staring a a certain almost empty jar.
and a small transparent container
i know where it came from
havent opened it yet
will i ever forget?
please get rid of the mental burden
i have to pass math

no mood to study alr
how bad must i feel to stop it?

i know it took effort
loads of it
i know im not worth the effort

at the height of laughter, the universe in flung into a kaleidoscope of new possibilities

maybe, just maybe now i can study

i know, deep down in ur heart
im not forgiven
there're barriers there
i know they wont be removed
im sorry

history is history
it so is

maths
i am so dead
i need a B
desperately
please

am so tired.
still got math
i thought it was supp to be easy
please let me have a b

science
die alr la
i cant cant get a c
math
aim higher
got to reach b

history is not going to beat me this time

u used to tell her everything. but when u were backstabbed, u want to find someone to talk to. u cant seem to find one. then u realise it is so unfair, so biased. u want to turn back but like valves, theres no backflow. u want to find someone that has chemistry with u. u want to get ur past either off u or back. u try.

cpyrtd ly
nth to do with anyone

so mad
dont think its so easily done. u started it. who says im tt nice. if its not my fault then i wont apologise.

spent the whole day trying to finish science
i tell u its a lie
bio is e hardest to finish
phy? finish in 1 hr
bio? 2 days

when u are trapped in ur own memories. when u cannot forget. when u get a headache from all that. u wonder why. u ask. but u dont get an answer. u wont. u try to understand but fail to. u try to work ur way out but u cant find the key.

copyright ly

chem