Saturday, December 31, 2005

Hey happy new year!
Is my clock on time?
Yes kim
I have my friends
Still, I need luck
I have had many good friends before
Wad u said was true
It does not matter with time
But sometimes I just feel I���ve known them like forever
All the best to me
Yea
When am I finding mine?
U r lucky
I might not find one
Just wishing I can
U may be able to see my sis next year in sch!
Like after sch and during recess
Gute idee
Aufwiedersehen!
hellos :D
kinder was here!

i learnt one thing
either dont be left handed,
or dont try and eat a western meal with fork and knife and no spoon
cause the fish fillet's golden brown skin is wrapped around the meat
once u poke it falls apart
and the meat breaks into pieces
seemss like am having to more work eating than enjoying
HAHA.

ehz dunno why but have been thinking alot lately
and erm some things you said i dont agree with them
angels and mortals can be very close too wat.
its a matter of whether both people are willing to bond and build closer ties. share their secrets and stuff. yea.
hahaha. also has trust involved in it la.
some people i know for a very long time alr, i still dont tell them things even when they ask me wats wrong.
but others i knew for a short time only, i feel like i noe them very very well alr
we can write long long letters and talk about very personal stuff
i can even confess or admit everything to them la.
they do the same to me
and end up we both gotta zip our mouths

okie thats all
i noe who you're thinking of
but no, its not her.
auf wiedersehen
and dont guess cos its impossible
i mean, its hard to guess who she is
i promised i wont let anyone know too
WHAHAHA.

i let go; of her
my best friend for erm less than one year
but still. we were super close and stuff
then we drifted apart for weird reasons
no matter wat happens next year
i wont regret my choice
i wont forget everything whether good or bad that happened either
at least no one can snatch my memories away from me
thinking back i feel proud that i didnt live a sad life
:D


true friends only a few,
ive found mine at last.

all the best to you too.

Friday, December 30, 2005

A large volume of adventures may be grasped within this little span of life, by him who interests his heart in everything

Narren, kinder und betrunke sagen die warheit

It hurts to find out tt what u wanted wasn't what u dreamed it to be

When u reach for e stars, u may not get one, but u won't come up with a handful of mud either


Four days
FOUR
Can't believe i didn't blog for so long
Must brush up on my memory
Schs starting soon
Went back for class cleaning
Kimberly tt gift was cute but must u find one with tt name on it???
Oh i made a mistake
Not one but ten
TEN
How do u expect me to finish them?
Maybe i shld just change the m to t
Then i will give some back to u
get it?
Oh genious, u shld

Don't really like the light from the com
So bright
But am dimming it now

Nothing much to say except happy new year
in advance

Auf kinder
Byeee

Monday, December 26, 2005

Haven't posted for long
Dun want to blog
Not interested
Really

When it is not necessary to make a descision, it is necessary not to make a descision

A smile is a window on ur face to show ur heart is at home

The desire not to be anything is the desire not to be.

Praise from a friend or censure from a foe are lost on hearers tt our merits noe

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Am i not destroying my enemies by making friends of them?

The ear of the leader must ring with the voices of the people


Went east coast again
Dug a big hole but water keep seeping out
Got soaked cos of waves
Went macs dripping then so cold
Got leftover seaweed seasoning frm fries
I got a fry
Then pored loads of seasoning over
Salty
Told yn we scissors paper stone loser eat the fry
She lost
Then took a mini piece
Said i didn't say eat whole fry
Then i told her loser this time eats whole fry
I lost
Ended up laughing like crazy
then went to keep hitting the fry so the seasoning might at least go off a little
Then said it tasted nice
Cp say make another one for me
I sort of 'declined'
Made a mini "birthday cake" for cp
Made of seaweed frm shaker fries,
Tomato ketchup,
Garlic chilli
And yn keep dumping ice in
Gross
We made cp take a lick
Then just to show her its ok
Yn took a lick
Then she said it was so nice
then she keep sticking her finger in for more
Cp said it was "disgusting"
Refused to take another lick of her "birthday cake"
After lunch continue playing
This time built a mountain of sand over yns legs
haha
Like we all build sand on it then she keep saying its ticklish
End up she cannot come out till we dug thru for her
We then dug a tunnel round it and filled it with water
Of course
With a wall surrounding it
Yn keep complaining la
Asking us how long it'll take
We just tell her awhile more
Sandball fight
Threw stuff at me and cp
Had to wash hair thoughroughly
Just to get sand off
I dipped my hand into the sea
Then took it out and went to play
After awhile my hands were covered in salt
Yuck
Then shaped circles
Went to bathe
Was supposed to have bbq but i went home
Sigh
Fun day
XD
Auf

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

May not be free these few days to post so will just make this short and sweet
Hey kim tell me ur neopets user can?
I add to neofriends
yup at my age im still playing for e sake of it and there are free gifts to collect there advent calendar
Haha
Btw i wun be at home tmr
So if need to call call hp
I think tts almost all

If u're sincere, praise is effective. If u're insincere, it is manipulative.

There is no chance, no fate, no destiny that can circumvent or hinder or control a firm resolve of a determined soul
(Wad does tt mean?)

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Gebrannes kind scheut das feuer; once bitten twice shy
In three words i can sum up everything that ive learnt abt life. it goes on

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Woke up 7 smth groggily
Ate yu pian mi fen at e coffeeshop downstairs
Went to watch sis graduation concert
Ran to get waterbottle frm home so my sis can drink
Ran back so i will arrive bfore guest of honour

Went macs
Sat there and the 2 of u huh
go and say eat "later"
Cannot be bought there
haha

Home
I meant mine
Yup
play jigsaw
so fun
I think now left 3 alphabets or so la

So fast when u cheat right?
Schnell
if u now was ich mean
haha
So confusing la

115
Ran like wad
I looked so tidy and neat they said
So fun playing
I meant playing
Not helping
Ok so helping was but playing better
La1 ke4
like i can lor

Dinner is serve people b4 self
well i served 3 plates
And was starving
Then no appetite again

Was abt to leave
Take pictures
Then left after

Went home found parents eating instant noodles
I meant erm the whole family
ya
My busy day
Hohohoho
haha
heehee
Dun play la
KK
Bye

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Im sorry i didn't keep the code and deleted it w/o ur approval
Wad could i do?
U edited the front page left my name only
Cp deleted her name till left mine only
It was stagnant!
The last post was last months
F left
U left
Cp deleted her name
Wad did u expect me to do?
It was supposed to be for four of us
Wad happened to e other three?
Why dun we start a new one?
Afresh
And dun keep playing that stupid game of quitting one by one
Its ur choice

Btw 17 dec i have to attend a gethering till dno wad time but will be ready for campaign ignition
Unless u 2 agree to meet at 12 to eat lunch tgt
Or at 4 or so
I either miss the thing totally or go after
Not sure

Reply to ur blog
The ans is u r e first
Maybe u shld add a tagboard

ytd:Nv mistake knowledge for wisdom, one helps u to make a living, the other helps u to make a life

Td:It is not so much our friends help tt helps us as the confident knowledge that they will help us


I will try my best to have confidence in my friends
I will try to convert knowledge into wisdom
I will try to mould my character so tt im a better person
I will try to wake cp tmr morning
Haha
hey am here to INVADE :)
HAHA ><
the lyrics are nice if you dont xiang wai, that is.
falling fel blog has been reopened
and i changed my blogger pass. for security. if u want to noe it msn me
arghh am sick but will be coming tmr
cya and cute chinnypoo too XD
wat style shld i tie on the 17th? can we meet up then fix hair tgt YAY

SEPARATED
So why don't you go your way,
and I'll go mine
Live ur life
And I'll live mine
Baby, u'll do well
And I'll be fine
'cause we're better off separated...

Girl, I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl U know I love U
I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for U and I

I know it hurts so much
But it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road, we lost the trust
So I walk away, so U don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't U go

I'm sorry we didn't make it.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

It is our choices... that show who we truly are, far more then our abilities
Choices again
Wad do u want me to do?
that bk did NOT help
Neither did that story
But cip WAS fun

Fri
Make a descision
Coming?
Hw and soup
2 purposes
Yi ju liang de

Monday, December 12, 2005

I hate saying this
Can u think abt urself?
I think u shld
Listen
I dun want her back and thats that
I mean like after having a hole in my clothes
No matter how hard i try
They wun go back to their original look
Sewing or patching
I might as well buy a new one right?
But if the old one has sentimental value
I can't bear to throw it away
So what do i do?
I get confused
Even if its just ANOTHER piece of cloth
Like the world will be short of them
Other pple will still want to wear it anw
So wad do i do?
I give it away
To those who think the shirt is worth a lot
Right?
In real life
Its not the same
They have different values
And uses
So wad is my descision
Nothing
Nothing
I can't decide
NO

Deep in my heart
I just know
Right from the start
We will grow
Look where we are
We've come so far
And theres still a long long way to go

Do i go with u?
Or do i choose another person?
Or walk down lifes path
Alone?

I have to make a choice
U do
Everyone does
Ur choice?

I will take it as it comes......

Sunday, December 11, 2005

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color ��� for an extraordinary person.


Am i?
ji4 mo4 zhi3 shi4 yi ge4 tao2 bi4 de fang1 fa3,
xiang3 zhao3 dao4 zhen de zhi ji3 peng2 you3,
bi4 xu1 chi2 zhi yi3 heng2,
nai4 xin de qu4 zhao3 xun2

It is?
Quotes
Stars
Are they even helping me find my choice?
Yes in with the new
But out with the old?
Really?
What can i do?
A moment's insight is sometimes worth a life's experience

It is?
Shld i give up to get insight?
Is it possible to give up?
Am i willing to give up?
Can i give up?
What if i can't?
The stupid letter
Why did i write it knowing she will nv reply?
Why did i take great pains to pass it to her?
Why was i so kind-hearted to think tt i shld give it another go?
Why did i try again and again knowing she will nv care?
Why is life so cruel?
Kim u're right
Some friends are meant to be kept, some are meant to be let go of cos they arent really friends.
Gd luck?
For wad?
She wun care
Shes hard hearted
I dun want to let go but i guess its time to
Accept it
Accept reality
She wun reply
She will not ever care
She will vanish
Yea like i can believe tt
I can't lie
Not to myself
I noe i care
I noe she doesn't
Some things are supposed to be let go of
I can't
Change
Change wad?
I tried
Whoever u r if u noe who u r pls try to rmb
This:
**Remember the days,
we set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine,
when we thought that nothing could stand in our way?
Then things weren���t the same,
the life that we knew had to change.
We���ve struggled through,
the darkest storms,
we thought that we couldn���t tame.**
So now we begin,
working together to win.
Believing in trust,
it must be possible to overcome anything.
With all of my heart,
I will care.
I���ll play my part,
I will share.
With family and friends,
together we stand.
And in the end,
hand in hand,
we will get there
**-**
Together we try
As we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world
A world of hope forever after

Deep in my heart
I just know
Right from the start
We will grow
Look where we are
We've come so far
And theres still a long long way to go

With all of my heart i will care
I'll play my part i will share
With family and friends
together we'll stand
And in e end
hand in hand
we will get there

Will we?

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Will start from beginning:
Woke up cos got call for my mum and thought it was mine at 7.20
Morning call for chinpei at 8
Went out at 9
Took 262 to pass cps house and go to mrt tgt
Reached at 9.22
Got bored and went to buy mashed potato
Were at kims hse downstairs and trying to call her
Ate at her void deck
Walked back to mrt and met yn and qm
Waited for fel till 10.25
Meeting time was 10
Then discovered no one else going except charis and she was there alr
Took 76 till marine parade
Ate lunch-food court
Sec ones all order same thing
Mine was duo1 duo1 la4
Cps shao3 shao3 la4
Rest no la4
I finished 2nd
Cp last as usual:D
Went down to east coast park
Rented rollers pay one hr for 2 hrs
In e end they all tired then dun want play after 1 hr
haha
Charis left
Dug a really deep hole but got washed away
Went to help yn and qm with their hole
Built a wall of great resistance
But crumbled away when yn and cp went to return their skates
Then picked seashells
Got into water in a circle holding hands
Once waves come we like sort of move with them
They go up u follow
They push u back
Then i like lost my balance and sat on e sand
The waves came and sort of rolled me around till i rolled back to shore
(Yes the waves WERE that big)
But fun la
Then the waves came and we like screamed
Sand and salt water flying into our mouths
Yuck
Went to bathe and it costed money
Pple walking in and out of that place
Ate macs and left
On 76
Then yn changed seats 3 times
Then kim smsed me
Hows ur hair btw?
Then i got off at wrong stop
Shld have taken one more
Then easy to change bus
Took 166 home and waited for my mum to arrive then walked back tgt
Busy day
Tiring
Still post so long
Im crazy

Hope she replys
Wishing upon a star
My wishing, forever so bright star

Sentence of wisdom;
The condition which high friendship demands is the ability to do without it. Do we forgive our friends or enemies?

zzzzz

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

cute but not original u noe
i must say
maybe u want one too?

when u want to celebrate cps birthday?
wad gift is it?
curious

cp noes wad im giving her
she wants it
in a way, my fingers hurt too
but im original
i wun copy ur idea
huh

am rushing out cps gift
giving her tmr
ow
hurt myself again
:P

yay left only one side and its done
not perfect
but as cp said
its the thought tt counts
right?

ohman better get off to finish
aufee
p.s.kim i'll return that post
a present from ME to YOU
Image hosted by TinyPic.com
so cool yes? XD

luv, kinder

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

its not stale just dun feel like posting this wk
Get it?
Hmph

Ok so i sounded angry
nvm
But its NOT STALE
:D
Auf

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Never talk defeat------

Dun wanna add on

Saturday, December 03, 2005

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind

Not that i really matter to alot of people
To them, im just a stone on the pavement
See it or not, it doesn't matter
Kick it, get ur thrill
Its just a stone anyway

But who knows?
Sometimes there might be a silver lining
Who knows in other peoples minds
How im like?
Yeah its better not to mind


My definition of a good friend?
Hard to say
But its some of the expectations i have:
-Listens (cuts in sometimes though)
-Laughs (hysterically)
-Jokes (with and abt u)
-Enjoys (time with u)
-Helps (hw and problems)
-Trusts (true or false)
-Cares (when u fall)
-Wishes (u well)
-Hopes (with u)
-Likes (have e same)
-Sends (emails and cards)
-Plays (with u)
-Knows (whats wrong)
-Talks (abt everything)

Is that too much to ask for?
I think so
Thats why i have so few good friends
:D

Friday, December 02, 2005

Can we just do our hol hw tgt so our results abt e same?
Have no interest unless got someone to nag me for every second of e day
Wun post long but got to do some stuff
bb

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Am still slacking
Everytime i think of hw
I think tt i have other stuff to do
And they r more impt
Just can't settle down

Lazy?
Thats me
Watch tv play com
Slack alllll day

Who seriously wants to get into same class
As her
And her
and get fan2 more lor

Cp get ur modem fixed and blog
For e past half month u have not
Slowpokie
Tt was kims phrase
:D

Getting boreed
Am online with kim

Needa go eat
Junkfood
Yea
Bb
:P
Auf
Going once
Going twice
Going Going
Gone XDXDXDXDXD
AUF WIEDERSEHEN!!!