feel a bit, um, betrayed? made use of? idk.
so since i took on two subs to stay, i planned to fulfil.
but now there's a chance i don't need to anymore. or can't. cos someone else is taking the slot.
and feel like wanting out of the other too. no point doing one if it still doesn't hit right.
actually after that discussion. felt like going out of both. feel used. is it cos i will still help out even if i'm out? do i really look that nice? i really don't know.
on a brighter note. that was really an ego boost. or a few, to be exact.
once when someone needed my assignment to 'reference'.
during members' day.
at canteen a.
at mdp lab.
why are you all so superficial...
and so. going for a meeting later (i think). and prob going ah lian. destress from all this rubbish.
sleep and work can wait. for now.
