2011's ending! shall update tmr(:

actually, i want to know what's been going on in my life.
so many things happening, but i think everything has answers...

22/12
went snowglobe to fill in for the part timer who was sick.
had a massive headache there and ended up taking panadol.
and talked a lot more with the people there.

23/12
went hard rock for late lunch
they had some surprise which comprised of standing on a chair holding a balloon guitar and a ice cream while others sang. zzz.
then there was super heavy rain and we ran from building to building to get back to mrt.
and had tea at marmalade pantry, which was ex for my taste lol.
had a smoothie then walked around a little before going home.

25/12
out for lunch, nap, out for dinner.
lol.
went to eastpoint and some little kid's parents asked him to cut my queue.
haiz.
then rushed out the catalogue and stuff till 330.

26/12
went badminton, then lunched at j8.
went expo to see the harddisks but ended up going changicity point challenger instead...
then dinner at tpy and went popular...

zzz
i wish for wisdom.

MUST DO ELEARNING DIARY TOMORROW. WHATEVER IT TAKES.

anyway a lot has happened these few days, shall update soon.

results killed me.
ohwells, cant change anything now.

fear.
what the heck is wrong with me?
there's hope. then there's fear.
and the fear is overpowering the hope now.
i can't make up my mind. this holiday is driving me crazy.

i'm more scared then anticipative now.
shoot

overseas for 10 days.
i miss home sooooooo much.

anyway basically went to beijing, then a short trip to hk, and back.

11/12/11
spent the entire day travelling.
packed till like 3 plus, then slept half an hr before going airport.
transit in hk, then to beijing.
damn cold there when we breathe out can see the smoky water vapour lol.

12/12/11
visited gu4 gong1 and walked about.
actually got go before last time la lol.
then went to watch acrobatics, but i think they got injured/:

13/12/11
summer palace and pandas!!
haha the pandas like all back face us one. eating and sleeping...

14/12/11
skiing early in the morning was so cold.
piercing dry wind blowing when we took the conveyor up.
but a pity was that the snow was man-made...
then went to take cable car up the great wall.
where we saw some small patches of snow here and there.
no falling snow though/:
dinner was pizza and spaghetti buffet! hmm glutton alr.

15/12/11
went warm springs hotel!
like each room have their own^^
soaked legs twice cos of the cold from the previous day.
but still felt the cold coming from within/:

16/12/11
got sell stuff at specialty stores, we go walk walk around...
haha nothing much
ohh and sat in trishaws.
but the weather wasn't really suitable in my opinion.

17/12/11
took bus to tianjin to take bullet train.
quite a short trip back though, either the train was too fast or the distance too short.
highest 291km/h, took half an hour.

18/12/11
went shopping (got bookstore and malls and stuff)
but only bought from the cheap underground one which many ppl didnt discover till the last 10 min when they went to the toilet there. haha.
then took plane to hk.
finally had access to fb. 33 notifications after 7.5 days. lol.

19/12/11
went to make my ic!!! (: finally.
had to pass the authorisation to my aunt so had dinner with them.
and okay i look young apparently.
been hearing that a lot this trip.

20/12/11
had the preserved veg and meat for breakfast yay. missed it so much.
then went to pack, and check out.
went uncle's office to sing k (ikr, so cool) and check emails and fb.
then tea, and walked around a little. went back to take the bus back with the tour ppl.
night flight means i reached in the morning on 21. haha.
so now i shall go sleep.
3:50am.
good night.

i am so tired.
like seriously headache now...

spent the whole morning on planning the sponsorship stuff, then called and emailed.
still need to pack later for the holiday tmr.

anyway, thurs morning was my first star wars..
got in everything, but ended up changing class anyway for ob, lol.
then waited till they finally managed to get the office to help and settled the comm management fund thing.
lunch. and took the looooong trip home.
dinner at east point.

yesterday went far east and ion with yt. lol.
walked and talked a lot...
also talked abt a lot of random htht stuff after coming home.

yup. shall rest awhile then go pack for tmr.

thanks to song sign, Today My Life Begins by Bruno Mars is stuck inside my head

mon and tues were spent at snowglobe canvassing, even though i went lunch with l and n on mon...
then today was busier.
came to school thinking there should be carrom at 2, but postponed.
then welfare meeting for foc, and discussed some stuff.
dinner was cup noodles lol. checked the dictionary for all the words i didn't know in the lyrics.
then went for cor meeting...
7-1030.
then went global lounge to discuss timetable arrangement.
stayed till 12 plus and decided we were hungry, so sz said there is a 24 hour supermarket.
went there to explore hahaha.
and so just came back and bathed.
shall sleep soon. star wars tomorrow.

mood song: Jump Then Fall by Taylor Swift

it's been quite a long time since i posted...

so anyway what happened last sun was i tried to find a place to do biz law while i waited for the briefing to be over.
but failed. ended up only doing 2 qns of math.
came in and tried again but still fail.

spent mon on biz law despite knowing full well that i was unprepared for math,
cant believe i spent so much time on biz law though. argh.

tues too. was supp to finish up in the morning and go do math in the afternoon,but no time.
then rushed math like that night.

math was pretty badly done imo.
lol then theres engineers and society, which i wrote a LOT of extra stuff for lol.

gic was a shock i guess. lol.

anyway then went out to watch na xie nian.
and then dinner and back.
but didnt play cards like we originally planned.
instead, we went back and slept. haha

so had brunch and moved back out.
home sweet home.
then to birthday party! lol

and yesterday went to playnation...
so much popcorn.
haha didnt even get dinner.

okay so spent today going out after giving out flyers.
tired max
night

hmm so thurs was spent moping/ mugging in the room, had cup noodles for dinner...

yesterday was slightly more productive, but also not very well-utilised.
woke up bright and early to have breakfast, then print notes, then mugged with sz.
lunch was a short break, ate cheese dog from mr bean. and then went biz law consultation/ revision lec.
ended up going back for an early dinner, and went back to attempt to mug.
failed.
instead, got into an emo mood (which i still don't understand/: haha)
finally stopped emoing at 1 plus, and went to wash laundry.
AND had instant porridge.
(i know, studying has made me abit siao)
attempted to read eng and soc, till i got my laundry back.
read abit more till 330, and finally decided to sleep.

woke up at 9 plus, wasted time till 12 then finally packed to come home.
shall read the biz law tb now. target: finish all biz law stuff by tmr latest..

song: Crazier by Taylor Swift

i spent 3 whole days on python.
practising, refining, reading, trying again.
but today's paper killed me.
i was quite sure i could do ok this time.
ohwells. maybe i really cant do it.

anw, rant over.

woke earlier for breakfast yesterday, then did questions till 3, and fell asleep for more than half an hour.
then lost all mood when they started discussing plans for after the last paper, but still continued anyway.

woke earlier this morning to do too. then brunched.
wonder how much more i should eat today...

hmm.

in the mood for unhealthy food again.
but then cant be sick. 1 week more of exams to tank

20/11/2011.
washed bedsheets early this morning and they dried in like 2 hours. amazing.
lunched/ brunched with zs and alf.
lol then walked back and it rained just when i reached.
nice...

dinner with dad and sis at jp.
bought more unhealthy junk food and instant meals.
then back.
htht-ed abit. mugged. ht-ed again.
lol.

lol another year...
yesterday was super fun!
woke up at 7 plus, saw the warning sms, and opened the door to my shock.
they newspapered the entire outside omg.
hahaha.
then morning-called zs and went breakfast at cant 2.
and went from place to place to find somewhere to mug.
but apparently everyone was earlier and there werent many places left.
ended up at biz lib...
was pretty productive i think, even if i was slow.
considering it was such a special day, i think i did quite well in terms of discipline.
haha.
so then went lunch (tea? lol)
had pizza with the guys and cl
got gifts secretively. haha cos of the plan for sat...
then mugged abit more and went dinner!
another surprise. lol.

woke early this morn but couldnt focus on mugging.
had cheesecake for breakfast.
then tried to mug till lunch.
but went back and fell asleep lol.
then rushed the rest and got zs to go submit tgt.
haha.
mugged/ ate the chocolate slice of cake.
then dinner
and back.
now i shall mug. yay.

i still like stars(:

btw, tears are freaking salty, if u don't already know..

this week was super busy even though many lessons had ended.
and there were super a lot of birthdays of people i know... lol
monday was my free-est day already, ended up rushing biz law after going in at night cos it was public hol.
then tues had a makeup lec till like 9pm. then rushed for cor meeting.
in which we ate cake and stuff after learning song signing...
wed had biz law presentation.
then early dinner at jp, western food.
they ate a lot, and we song signed and talked till around 7 plus.
went back hall to mug for discrete math.
then had the test on thurs (which i think i did badly for anw)
and did (or tried to do) math homework for eg class which i actually was quite fail at.
then collected accounting report almost immediately after receiving the email (i know, kiasu max)
proeeded to study room at s4 to continue mugging. then dinner at cant b.
walked back, bathed, and went foc birthday celebration.
cake was nice too. haha. so ended up going 811 duty with an extra slice for kv:D
and we shared like 2 packs of chips which we finished in like half an hr. shit.
slept at 2 again. and then woke up at 7 plus to finish the homwework...
but who knew? example class was different and i didnt even get to present. byebye participation 4m.
then accounting, got back mid terms/:
but i guess yesterday can be considered a closing for the last official school day of the term.
had a long lunch (/tea?)
then went to nanyang mart for food! :D
haha and dinner was tomato soup, though i think i won't be able to drink it that often in future anymore...
today mugged a little for accounting. (scared alr)
then went out and ate at jacks place.
she's going back tmr, then to hk to continue earning money...
(btw abit sidelined but we ate cake there as dessert)
so thus ends my week of overconsumption of unhealthy food (including cake). lol.

shall continue mugging accounting again..

clearer signs please!

11:11
pm, but 11:11 nevertheless.
anyway, managed to sleep a little on the way home today... but still tired...

last lesson day of this sem, and last lesson (technically).
accounting lol.
then had lunch, talked, and went nanyang mart to buy stuff.
had fun, but got back at 5 plus.
then helped m with her work awhile before going home..

shall elaborate more tmr when im less tired. lol.