how long haven't i been here...

another vday on its way.
great.

should go and sleep. really.
more work to be done tmr.

cny holiday is officially over.
haiz

rant rant rant.
super hungry at this hour but can't eat much cos im sleeping soon. i hope.

anyway its been another frustrating month.
i've had enough of these politics and backstabbing. why are people so hard to understand?
you can seriously just take over now.
stop pretending that i can change any of this when i can't. 

of course, i've also learnt more about how to play pool, went to look at stars at night, and generally enjoyed myself in the free time i had.
and i finally feel like i'm making some headway in being friends with some people...
suppers, pool, carrom, late night htht, even (anyhow) guitar strumming.

if you'll let your walls down, so will i.

hmm suddenly i realise i'm turning 21 soon.
so many things i wish to do before then...

will be sleeping soon. hopefully i'll be able to wake up early enough to wash clothes and eat breakfast.

have to stop being in a bad mood and affecting others too.

oh! today some mediacorp actor came in while we were playing pool to teach us, just for fun. LOL. and some random people too. all at different times.
games room too hapz.

on a side note, i only ate one chicken rice and cookies today. win liao.
super bad for health.

please tell me we'll make it, somehow.
without being overly idealistic, do assure me that he won't change your opinions anymore.
really need the reassurance.