okay starts tmr
sleep tight

okay am fine now

its just that, i feel sometimes things are so biased

dont wanna study today either

why cant some ppl not criticise others everyday?
am damn pissed can other ppl are entitled to their own opinions u know
it just sounds too condescending

just because u're in a bad mood doesnt give u a right to put others down
people have pride u know

it was like that last night, it was like that this morn, even now

no studying today

i have never felt so down cos of germ before
this could be the first of many
hope not

i thought even though mundliche and aufsatz were bad, at least i still had leseverstaednis and hoerverstaednis left
but no, its all gone now

okay i seriously need to study harder what is wrong with me now

shall go sleep soon, like it says, tmr will be better:|

am really tired and stomach pains acting up again
feel so pissed sometimes

argh

am really tired
shall stop studying for tonight and start again tmr
jiayou

i didnt sleep during the thing
haha

study germ after bathing
and stuff

oral was fine i guess
except i kept going 'wie bitte?'

okay so went to see fireworks last night
not a very good time to do so cos its before prelims
haha

so was studying this whole morn
and when i reached home
cant do it la tmr got oral alr

k am tired and everything
shall just pack my hw so that i know what to do
then shall go to sleep

so anw took class photo cos its the last day before prelims and stuff

still coughing
anw had the red eyes thing during recess which made me look like i was crying, so i was told

went 3rd lang with kim and apparently she alr had the lesson ytd so it was really not very relevant

tired

need to do hw
and sleep
which one, which one

overstudying is flushing away part of me
argh cant balance properly
either end up studying too much or end up slacking too much

am really tired

chi ws
eng handouts and compres
math test
am paper
geog paper
german brief

i know i lack sleep cos i felt really giddy on the bus today

shall study abit of math then maybe read through geog as a reminder
eyes are still reddish but no more stomach pains

woke up quite late so went for teppanyaki lunch
its damn nice

okay so did a bit of chem and stuff but im sian

okay so went out to mums office again for lunch
then to farmart cos sis wanted to feed animals
and then discov. centre where we didnt do anything until we decided to go sci centre instead
ate there
and slept on the way home cos woke up early today and couldnt fall asleep again

need to charge my stuff now

tired
went for morning jog faster than usual
aft sch had oral 'o's it was damn tiring
then went on to do papparazi-ing

haha maybe its worth it

am still coughing like what
just didnt cough during oral which was good cos i bet the impression wld be pretty deep if i ended up coughing like tt during oral

lit argh
and im doing it
most of it anw

eyes still red
but dno if its the same prob as ytd or cos ich habe geweint
but i think im fine now

eng lit lit lit lit math chem phy phy ss geog german
argh

need to concentrate
67 days left i think
hmm..

ich wunsche, dass sie hier waren
aber Träume werden nicht wahr

do lit first, then play afterwards
like seriously, go

just dont feel like it
had i known earlier, i'd have gone for it

red eyes for some reason
hope it feels better tmr or i'd be blinking alot times more

chi eng amath emath chem phy ss geog german
how can i except myself to cope when no one else expects me to?

jiayou ba no one else can motivate me now

guess i should do math first now

not free
lit and math and tests

argh

anw am super tired now so..

doing lit
whee?

anw baked cookies again but they were quite soft and took time to harden
maybe its cos we didnt use ghee

went out and ate steamboat
and had meine haare geschnitten

cant stop coughing argh

stop coughing la

anw was quite enttäuscht today cos of a few things la
yanni came back for awhile and left soon after

and another thing, who knows how many more weeks before can talk and stuff again cos of the upcoming camps and stuff

and still have to write letter and compos

tired and sore throat from singing and stuff during recess
tmr still got more
haha i like our classroom

slp soon lor

tired
chem test tmr
and 3rd lang look at me

spent the whole aftnn on class deco

argh
at least my conscience is clear

work harder

75 argh
i realised im super prone to illnesses lately
diarrhea now

at least lit is postponed

am coughing again theres this stuff that keeps irritating my throat
argh

stupid essays
stupid tests i cant cope anm la still got 3rd lang tmr
suddenly feel so tired

study ss, math, do lit SEVEN qns

chinese ws
lit SEVEN qns
lit mastering the unseen
chem
physics?
maths

argh

sleep

cant open messenger

so had stomach pains the whole day and spent most of it running to the toilet
argh