'Little patch of heaven'
I know a place,
Pretty as pie,
Out where the riverbend
Hits up with the end of the sky.
It's left of Nebraska,
And over a crest,
On a little patch of heaven
Way out west.

Ev'rything's green-
Know what I mean?
Darlin' it's quite the sweetest sight
Thatcha ever done seen.
Ain't nothin' much out there-
Just life at its best,
On that little patch of heaven
Way out west.

Bees by the dozen
Are buzzin'
Real peaceful.
Ev'ry bluebonnet,
Doggone it,
Smells nice.
Even the tumblin' tumbleweed
Slows down to match ter speed
On my tiny half-an-acre
Of paradise!

Ev'ry which way,
Buttercups sway.
Out on the hill, the daffodills
Are enjoyin' the day.
What could be better
Than settin' to rest,
On a little patch of heaven
Way out west?

Hummin' birds flutter
In utter
Contentment.
Ev'ry dark daisy
Feels lazy,
You bet.
Even the skeeters an' the fleas
Say "May,I," "Thanks"
and "Please"-
Why, it's just as close to perfect
As you can get!

Darlin', I swear-
Once you been there,
There aint a view
Beneath the blue
That could ever compare!
The only thing missin'
Is you as my guest
On that little patch of heaven
Way out west...

Why don'tcha come visit?
There's room in my nest-
On that little patch of heaven
Way out west!


am going to do he tmr

today was fun
walked in the rain to sch
well walked a little
took bus halfway
got all soaked
quite obvious la
spent the whole day with a boat drowned in water
my shoes

i dno why but suddenly here comes my interest again

went to give teachers day pres
and also walked home after that
i cooked again
this time i remembered my photos

suddenly the whole world is telling me to decide some thing or another
do i look like the kind who can make decisions?
ans on tagboard pls
not anywhere else

NOBODY ELSE BUT U
Max
There are times you drive me, shall we say, bananas
And your mind is missin', no offence, a screw

Goofy
None taken

Max
Still, whatever mess I land in
Who is always understandin'?
No body else but you

Goofy
Oh, your moodiness is now and then, bewilderin'
And your values may be, so to speek, askew

Max
Guzoonheit

Goofy
Thanks

Who deserves a hero's trophy as we face each cat-a-strofee?
Nobody else but you

Both
No body else but you
It's just our luck
We're stuck together

Nobody else but you
Is crazy enough to believe we'll come through

Max
So your jokes are all, let's face it, pre-historic

Goofy
And your music sounds like monkeys in a zoo

Both
But when life becomes distressin'
Who'll I be S.O.S'in?

Max
If you're having trouble guessing, here's a clue
Though he seems intoxicated
He's just highly animated
And he's nobody else but

Both
Nobody else but you
We've turned into a true-blue duo
Hard times we've had a few

Goofy
Like we're thrown in the drink

Max
Like we're tossed outta town

Both
But when I start to sink, than I'd rather go down
With nobody else but Y-O-U!


still got home ec
am tired
spent the whole day out and reached home at 7.40
dun forget to go tmr

it was fun
it wasnt easy
it was my first time
burnt

SUSPICIOUS MINDS
We're caught in a trap, I can't walk out
because I love you too much baby

Why can't you see, what you're doing to me
When you don't believe a word I say.

We can't go on together, with suspicious minds
And we can't build our dreams, on suspicious minds

So, if an old friend I know, drops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again, asking where I've been
You can't see these tears are real, I'm crying

We can't go on together, with suspicious minds
And be can't build our dreams, on suspicious minds

Oh let our love survive - or dry the tears from your eyes
Let's don't let a good thing die
When honey, you know
I've never lied to you
Mmm yeah, yeah


lilo and stitch

got a diary entry and a home ec assignment to do
just wanted to say thank you
i know theres a problem
but someone did help me and did lead me through a period of time
and gave me the courage i needed to start anew
and the soap
its still in my box

did i mention i was stressed the last few days?
ok so its prob quite obvious right

omg i didnt know
as i i really didnt know
i thought u were only thinking

i promised it'll remain a secret k

redirect- go e other blog
e first one
well if u happen to be my first online fren go there

well another day
exam coming
*******************

am wad u call miffed
make it mad
make it angry
make it furious
wait fuming sounds better
or should i say burnt

am so so irritated
tt doesnt concern me
its not my problem
not my fault
not my business
so mind ur own business too

i repeat
i have no control over it
so stop it
stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it
aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

am stressed out
eoys
but they're not the main reason
ever heard that ren2 bi1 ren2 bi1 si3 ren2?

stop forcing me
stop
stop
cant take it anymore

it not my fault
it isnt
wasnt
wont be

that one was
this isnt
wasnt
isnt
wldnt be

JUST STOP IT
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

its been a year and 3 days
what was her idea of soon?
she promised
is she backing out?

its been 141 days
when can this be settled?

33 days
when is the promise going to be fulfilled?

am counting everything now
all the promises owed

some cant be counted
who said tt we shld go out sometime?
who said that things will get better?
who said she doesnt have any opinion and shes on my side?

all those broken promises

am so disappointed
u gave me hope
but u crushed it again

am in no mood to do anything

wishing for someone to be online
but she isnt

was reading my old letters
like 8 years 9 years ago
and going through old stuff

firstly i want to apologise
to fangyi
although she probably wont see this
i want to have a clear conscience
im sorry cos i didnt go for that meeting
im sorry cos i didnt write back
im sorry i lied about the club thing

xiaohui
im sorry i didnt reply to that letter from 9 years ago

chen teng
im sorry i didnt reply

to the rest who sent me that card
im sorry i just dumped it into a pile

auntie jay
im sorry that card never was given to you
its still in my drawer
and that i didnt write a single letter

ziling
im sorry u didnt get to look forward to seeing me the next year
or rather
its not entirely my fault

anon-
i thought u said keep in touch?
wad happened?

anon-
the number of beer bottles collected will be the number of wishes come true
sound familiar?

anon-
im sorry i wasnt 'enlightened'
and i never will be
in tt sense

found pictures of how isabella looked in sec 2
how erica looked in pri 3
haha so funny

found my pri 1 diary
actually wrote about my dad's business trips

dont know if i owe her

and her

and her

look at the things piled up
wow
it can form a mountain right here in s'pore

first things first
make a schedule of everything im supposed to do
then arrange by datedue
then write details
then prioritise
simple
get it?
no

hwhwhwhw
can eoys get worse?
maybe it can
last year prob easy

my sis keeps pressing her cam
and the flashlight hurts my eyes

rmb e other blog?
go see

am stressed
dun try anything
cos u told me not to break down
BUT U ARE MAKING IT HARD

or maybe u were right abt smth
once a position in ur heart has been filled it cant be replaced
like even if they were terrible its impossible to replace

seems like the hole looks big

lets look back

credit
though not possibly possible to redo

delta
who gave me encouragement?
who agreed to meet first before getting nervous?
who just loves curry twisties?
who always get cheese rollercoasters?
who plays hopscotch in pri 6?
who is just so protective tt touch me and u die?
who told me i have what it takes?
who remembered the girl running errands?
who used to sit in class stoning?
who did i compete against?
who did i spend my hols with?
msn
who taught me to install?
a jar of sentences
who folded them?
who had the power to change my feelings?
who single handedly talked me thru?
who only treated me well and never badly?

i just cant help remembering so many people

am still stressed
must learn to cool off

am so disappointed
when is today night?

had double pe today
so sweaty so wet so smelly
me

generally ok
but was in a bad mood in the morning
cant believe it
so many things happened
and again im not saying it here

apent like 2hrs in a stationery shop
when did i start to drag things?

still got math hw
science to study
flag etiquette
wagggs
failed before

still havent decided about which to do

the control centre of ur life is attitude


u think im happy
if i was i wouldnt have used up all my strength to do all those things
dont u know this trick too?
draining all energy can stop u from thinking too much
did u think those 2 rounds were actually within my ability?
tt speed was the fastest i ran so far
why would i run till i wanted to vomit and feel hot and cold all over?
why would i spend my spare time cleaning and arranging?
why would i spend lessons when i could have had correct answers thinking?
and doing everything wrong
why would i heat water so much it shot out?
to do something i didnt want to?

what was i thinking?

u think i look fine?
maybe i am just another actor

108 of those left in my jar
and another box
looks and seems like it wont ever finish

and the panda i see in the mirror wont go away

and the things i want to keep just wont stay
well i cant keep anyones desire

only i can help myself now
but i promise i wont hurt anyone

-go figure-
Whoa, whoa

Just when you learned the game of life
All the rules seen arent right
Whoa, whoa go figure

It seems so wrong to even try
But taking a chance never felt so right
Whoa, whoa go figure

You have a dream
You wanna be
The center of the story
Just when you think its going
You find a way to keep it going on

Sometimes you fall before you fly
Sometimes you laugh when you should cry
Go figure
When things got messed up
You wanted to give up
Nothing seemed right but turned out fine
Go figure, go figure
Whoa, whoa

It's so dangerous to play it safe
You get what you want by giving it away
Whoa, whoa go figure
Go figure

Your trying so hard to be someone else
When all you needed to be was yourself
Whoa, whoa go figure
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Not everything you've wanted seems
It's never just one meaning
When life starts making sense
The world is upside down again

Sometimes you fall before you fly
Sometimes you laugh when you should cry
Go figure, go figure
When things got messed up
You wanted to give up
Nothing seemed right but turned out fine
Go figure, go figure

Whoa, whoa, go figure
Whoa, whoa

Did you really think your destiny was a one way street
You gotta be ready for anything
Just set your whole life free, yeah

Sometimes you fall before you fly
Sometimes you laugh when you should cry
Go figure, go figure
When things got messed up
You wanted to give up
Nothing seemed right but turned out fine
Go figure, go figure

Sometimes you fall before you fly
Sometimes you laugh when you should cry
Go figure
When things got messed up
You wanted to give up
Nothing seemed right but turned out fine yeah, yeah
Go figure, go figure

Whoa, whoa go figure
Whoa, whoa go figure

dcom also

what am i supposed to say now?

as yanni always puts it
im speechless
finally

being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

and i cant do it

got brochure and jian bao to finish
got to work

the best things in life can't be seen or touched, thay must be felt with the heart

“Well, youth is the period of assumed personalities and disguises. It is the time of the sincerely insincere”

“So let us begin anew - remembering on both sides that civility is not a sign of weakness, and sincerity is always subject to proof”


go search for more if interested
no song today
got tired to listening to them on tv

the choice

shes right
so far i've got 1 for it and 3 neutrals
cant they give me an ans?

since i said i wont leave private stuff online anymore
there isnt much to write
it would all be bad anyway

HOME ON THE RANGE
When you're sad,
When you're feeling low
When you're hurt and don't know where to go.
Think of me-
There I'll be,
Anytime you need a friend.

When you're down,
And your luck runs out,
Or if you're in trouble or in doubt,
It's OK-
Turn my way,
Anytime you need a friend.

When you're scared,
I will stay with you,
When you feel you're falling,
I'll lift you.
When you're heart breaks,
I'll ease your aches,
Whatever it takes, I'm in-
Anytime you need a friend.

All our lives,
Anywhere we are,
Just reach out-I'll never be too far.
Come what may
There I'll stay
Anytime you need a friend.

When you're scared,
I will stay with you,
When you feel you're falling,
I'll lift you.
When you're heart breaks,
I'll ease your aches,
Whatever it takes, I'm in-
Anytime you need a friend.

When you need a friend,
Come what may,
There I'll stay,
Now until the very end,
Anytime you need a friend.
Anytime,
Whatever it takes,
Anytime,
Anywhere,
Anytime you need a friend.


home on the range
like the plot
if anyone had ever tried highlighting unlikely places
there would be a difference now
now its too late

spent yet another day
lifes tough
ever tried being in such a mess?

pros
cons

shall never write my innermost thoughts online again

u never know whos here

"Friends"

[Raven:]
Oh yeah welcome to the life of Raven and Anneliese
You know i got your back from now forever i'm your girl
And you can count on me on that you can be sure
We'll always be friend its true
I was always there for you
I would never turn my back on us its true

[Both:]
Tight for life were friends thats right
I'm here for you whenever you need

Cuz you got your friends you can count on always there for you
Yeah you got your friends to reliy on to get you through
No matter what a friend you can call on your girl its true
Cuz you got your friends, friends, friends like i got you

[Anneliese:]
We've got our problems but we find a way to work it out
Never let anyone between us nothings gonna bring us down
Everyting i'm gonna do I will alway call on you
Whatever happens I know that you'll pull through
You can trust in me no doubt no need to worry bout a thing at all
Its true oh oh

[Both:]
Cuz you got your friends you can count on always there for you
Yeah you got your friends to reliy on to get you through
No matter what a friend you can call on your girl its true
Cuz you got your friends, friends, friends like i got you

[Raven:]
And if theres anything you want I got you
Anything you need (all you gotta do is ask)

[Both:]
Both of us together
yeah were unstopable
Just you wait and see

[Anneliese:]
Whats good Rae? You know your my girl right?

[Raven:]
Forsho Anneliese anything you need ma

[Anneliese:]
Whoa Alright alright ok i guess were friend for life then

[Both:]
Cuz you got your friends you can count on always there for you
Yeah you got your friends to reliy on to get you through
No matter what a friend you can call on your girl its true
Cuz you got your friends, friends, friends like i got you
Cuz you got your friends you can count on always there for you
Yeah you got your friends to reliy on to get you through
No matter what a friend you can call on your girl its true
Cuz you got your friends, friends, friends like i got you
Cuz you got your friends you can count on always there for you
Yeah you got your friends to reliy on to get you through
No matter what a friend you can call on your girl its true
Cuz you got your friends, friends, friends like i got you


today is a bad day
mostly cos of what i was thinking
i just wonder why
sometimes i wonder
im not popular
im not rich
so what is it exactly?

when i said i thought i could count on it
i meant it

im not sure wads happening but i dont like it

started out the day with some thoughts
couldnt concentrate
if i fail its ur fault
burnt my hand by some shooting water in science
spent english sweeping the floor and cleaning the board
recess[dun bother to say]
finished my work and waited for him to finish explaining
dun talk abt clit
lunch[obvious right]
it was so ...
footdrill really made me ache all over
joints got cracking sound
knees and palm got some traces left
sat there and basically slept
yay i caught up with half hr of sleep
firelighting lecture
i still dno why we didnt pass
went home

another eventful but bad day
what was i thinking when i thought it was going to be fun?

maybe someones really doing it
but i shouldnt be guessing
maybe it really was the same thing
anw i trust that opinion

i won the battle but lost the war

Some Call It Magic

Some call it magic
The things I see
And I don't understand it
Why it happens to me
Some call it magic
And I don't know how
But I know that I have it
And it all works out

[Verse 1:]
I've got my family and my friends with me
They the only ones who know my secret (only they do)
Trynna find a way bring it out and say
That you know you're special and believe it (stay true to you)

[Chorus:]
Some call it magic
The things I see
And I don't understand it
Why it happens to me (ohhh)
Some call it magic and I don't know how
But I know that I have it
And it all works out

[Verse 2:]
My girl Chelsea, my boy Eddie
They help me in and out a situation (since the future I see)
But I understand
It's part of who I am
I don't have to give an explanation (i'll just be me)

Some call it magic (some call it magic)
The things I see
And I don't understand it
Why it happens to me (why it happens to me)
Some call it magic
And I don't know how
But I know that I have it (know that I have it)
And it all works out

See the future through my eyes
I can't control it
But it all seems to work out right
Cause there's a reason for everything
And I know with my powers and dreams future looks good to me
Ooohhh uhhh

[speak:]
some may call it magic
But I don't know it's just a special gift that I have
It runs in my family (some call it magic)
Gets me to trouble sometimes but you know
My friends are there for me so it's kinda cool

Some call it magic
The things I see (ohhh)
And I don't understand it (I don't understand)
Why it happens to me
Some call it magic
And I don't know how (don't know how)
But I know that I have it
And it all works out (and it all works out)

Some call it magic (some call it magic)
The things I see (the things I can see yeah)
And I don't understand it (I don't understand it)
Why it happens to me (why it happens to me)
Some call it magic
And I don't know how (I don't know how)
But I know that I have it (know that I have it)
And it all works out (and it all works out)

I've got my family and my friends with me
They the only ones who knows my secret (some call it magic, magic)
Trynna find a way bring it out and say
That you know you're special and believe it

[Fade out]


wad can i say?
nothing?

realised taking a hot bath in this kind of mood isnt a good idea
but taking a cold one cant cool me down either

if theres no effort taken
why should there be results?

its the 4th time i've cried in 24 hours
can i break a record?

some things cant be said aloud but its obvious

for some particular reason
they seem to know more
or maybe its cos they listen
there are times i regret what i wanted

why cant all of u believe no one can help me?

Shine
I know what I'm all about,
Nobody's gonna change me.
And I-I stand my ground
And deal with negativity.

I got my mind made up,
I'm gonna do whatever makes me happy.
One step at a time,
I choose my own destiny.

Oh!

There's no doubt, it's about,
My dream's comin' true.
Won't stop! Can't stop!
Do what I need to do.

I can stand upon my own,
No one can bring me down, down.
I know I'm gonna shine, shine, shine, shine.

Whoa!
Oh!
Whoa!

I'll never lose sign of
What I want in my life.
I'll stay true to myself.

No one can tell me what the future holds.
I'll stay strong, no matter,
I will survive, I'm gonna shine!

(Dance Sequence)

I can stand upon my own,
No one can bring me down, down.
I know I'm gonna shine, shine, shine.
I will hold my head up high,
I'm gonna make it through, through,
'Cause it's my time to shine, shine, shine, shine!


shes right
why are we pushing out all our bad stuff?
could have said the good ones instead

played basketball just now
ok i admit i have bad aiming
bad shooting
but the rollerbladers wont let us
we were 'chased out'
they occupied all 3 courts

yay basketball tmr
have been waiting too long for this
got 4 weeks no pe alr
finally

sometimes i wonder if 5 people giving different opinions at the same time is good

am seriously confused
very tired
want a rest
but cant get it
so the only place to seek solace is my diary
pls respect my privacy and stop looking at it

great
now i happen to know someones secret life
and i have to help

can stop being so sacarstic?
wad business is it of urs?

tomorrows a brand new day
and when i wake everything will be back to normal
like real

told ya u cannot piece all the pieces together unless u know all of my counsellors
u'll only end up with more curiousity

when will be the next time we meet?

yay tmr got plenty of time to switch again
seriously got to

wow i wonder if i was cancelled too

is there anything i can do tmr?

a little less conversation

A little less conversation, a little more action please
All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me
A little more bite and a little less bark
A little less fight and a little more spark
Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me
Satisfy me baby

Baby close your eyes and listen to the music
Drifting through a summer breeze
It's a groovy night and I can show you how to use it
Come along with me and put your mind at ease

A little less conversation, a little more action please
All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me
A little more bite and a little less bark
A little less fight and a little more spark
Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me
Satisfy me baby

Come on baby I'm tired of talking
Grab your coat and let's start walking
Come on, come on
Come on, come on
Come on, come on
Don't procrastinate, don't articulate
Girl it's getting late, gettin' upset waitin' around

A little less conversation, a little more action please
All this aggravation ain't satisfactioning me
A little more bite and a little less bark
A little less fight and a little more spark
Close your mouth and open up your heart and baby satisfy me
Satisfy me baby


lilo and stitch 2

told ya to leave me to rot
ur life would make no difference
whether u help me or not

still got shuomingwen

STUCK
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

(Bridge:)
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

(Bridge)

(Bridge 2:)
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

(Chorus:)
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you (last time x2)
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

(Bridge)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool


want to know how a person can regret?
and to what level?
want to know how much pity can cause a downfall?
want to know how much a person can smile when she doesnt want to?
want to know how a conscience can get too much in the way?
want to try feeling happy one moment then remorse the other with just 1 sentence?
want to desperately cool off?
try being me
and it aint easy

another badly done test
another badly done assignment
its just another

am still working on poise for pumping
without hurting the knees

some people never learn
i guess its hard to let go of the past
trust me i've tried

'son of man'
Oh, the power to be strong
And the wisdom to be wise
All these things will
come to you in time
On this journey that you're making
There'll be answers that you'll seek
And it's you who'll climb the mountain
It's you who'll reach the peak

Son of Man, look to the sky
Lift your spirit, set it free
Some day you'll walk tall with pride
Son of Man, a man in time you'll be

Though there's no one there to guide you
No one to take your hand
But with faith and understanding
You will journey from boy to man

Son of Man, look to the sky
Lift your spirit, set it free
Some day you'll walk tall with pride
Son of Man, a man in time you'll be

In learning you will teach
And in teaching you will learn
You'll find your place beside the
ones you love
Oh, and all the things you dreamed of
The visions that you saw
Well, the time is drawing near now
It's yours to claim in all

Son of Man, look to the sky
Lift your spirit, set it free
Some day you'll walk tall with pride
Son of Man, a man in time you'll be

Son of Man,
Son of Man's a man for all to see


thought about it
why are people so different in person and not?
reality hurts
people are different online and off

i miss those sisters
havent seen them since last yr new year
they deleted their emails
they not in touch with my mum
why cant they make an effort?

and i just got scolded again
cos my sister was scratched by something we walked past
and i was trying to make her smile
and i was also scratched
and mine was bleeding and hers was just a small scratch
and i got scolded for that
life is so unfair

and guess who i saw on a bus
262
not its not who u think
its someone who lives opp the police post
no its not who u thinking of now either
she lives in the block next to hers
no its not her either
sigh
looks like this is a hard one to crack

i thought we said we'd do it together
why must i do it first?

and my good intentions werent appreciated
by loads of people

and guess who promised to come online?
and of course u know wad happened

and guess whos doing those articles she searched for ytd?
and got herself turned black?
why did i even bother

and guess whos trying to finish hist last qn?
theres no similarity

and german is really hard
how they want me to catch up?

well i've finished it
but

wells i am not done with my problems'

am seriously stressed
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sorry i moved that
guess im just not ready for the secrets to be revealed
if u want the new one pls tell me privately
im thinking

"Good Life"

If I were you I'd be taking it easy
Kick back and relax for a little while
We'll all still be here tomorrow
Take time just to act like a little child
No matter what the world has in store for us
You got the ring that better get off of us
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice and throw your arms in the air

[Chorus]
'Cause it's a good life so why y'all trippin'
The good life slippin' away

If you're boss is giving you pressure
Let go, take a breather in the park
You've got to find out what's your pleasure
In time you'll be singing like a lark
Pretty soon your sorry will chime for all
Somebody will heed your call
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice, throw your arms in the air

[Chorus]

Trade in some misery for some tender loving care
Cast aside those cloudy days fuses are all to bear
Make up your mind get a whole new lease on life
Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice throw your arms in the air

Reach out for a comfortable chair
Rejoice throw your arms in the air

[Chorus]


dont feel like doing anything else
cant believe no one can help
or maybe no one wants to

there are people giving me advice
and not knowing it

there are times so bad
worse than this

my joints hurt
but they arent the only places

realised im dangerous
cant control how i feel
cant stop making myself feel bad

if u're scared u can back off

the gap is opening

I have secrets that i cant share
just keep it, just keep it
i have problems that i cant solve
just leave it, just leave it
i have heard, it cant be worse
but it can go, even farther
im going to show the world
how bad life can get
i can get up, i can get up
There is something down the road
That we can strive for
We are told no dream's too bold
That we can't try for
There's a spirit in the air
It's a feeling we all share
Were going to build a better life
For you and me
i can do it, i can do it



pumped 176 times today
60 40 30 and 30
sc test wasnt that bad
ok la
and yay i learned 1 more name today

this is a test
im goint to pass

life is getting lousy
how much stuff can go wrong?

chemistry
who invented that?
sometimes its better to know less

cant rmb my sewing alr la
why cant they test immediately aft lecture?

my lifes a wreck and things just dont get better

dont think things will get better
dont think anyone can help
dont think things will work out in the end

its a lie
it cant get any worse but it does

life is a highway
Life's like a road that you travel on
When there's one day here and the next day gone
Somethimes you bend and sometimes you stand
Sometimes you turn your head to the wind
There's a world outside ev'ry darkened door
Where blues won't haunt you anymore
Where brave are free and lovers soar
Come ride with me to the distant shore
We won't hesitate
Break down the garden's gate
There's not much time left today

Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long

Through all these cities and all these towns
It's in my blood and it's all around
I love you now like I loved you then
This is the road and these are the hands
From Mozambique to those Memphis nights
The khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights

Knock me down get back up again
You're in my blood
I'm not a lonely man
There's no load I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long
There was a distance between you and I
A misunderstanding once
But now we look in the eye

There ain't no load that I can't hold
Road so rough this I know
I'll be there when the light comes in
Just tell 'em we're survivors

Life is a highway
I wanna ride it all night long
If you're going my way
I wanna drive it all night long


song from cars
i know i said i ran out alr
but heard it on disney just now

stil havent started on chem
the test is tmr
think i will be near borderline
pass or fail i dno
rmb last yr we wanted a study grp?
it might be possible now
cos i come online every night

finally remembered to link louisa and update
:D

cant believe 7 ppl have said i was depressed in e past wk
do i really look that way?

have officially run out of songs
really
will look for other ways to 'entertain' u
since am online almost every single night
hmms
maybe just stuff i find interesting

well today am mostly bored
suddenly feel quite empty
im missing something
but what?

ytd keep hinting abt no. 10
if u still have ur songsheet look at it then recall wad u saw ytd

recalling things from long long ago
these things do have a role
the flower on my table
the one made of newspapers
my pri sch report book
the bag that was a gift
the winnie the poohs in my cupboard
the dress in my closet
my times tables chart
the campfire booklet from last year
the doodles on my bed
yes i mean on my bed

reliving the feeling when i found out that i have gotten back
and that she had too
and the bad news
so had 'she'
and 'she' was in that class

the naive person who had once thought everything could be made right by a few simple empty promises
the hyperactive person who made many enemies
by making one
who just so happens to have a big clique
the witness of a change in character
the personality change in 2 months
the once confident girl
confident that she wouldnt have any problems
confident that everything wld be fine
as long as she believed
the disappointment when she found out it wldnt be ok

sometimes i look back and i see the shadow
its hard to believe that this shadow can be fitted with that rainbow i saw earlier

and its been a year since i last saw them
wonder how the elder's o's are going and how the younger's psle is now

just emailed them
hope its fine


"You can close the windows and darken your room, and you can open the windows and let light in. It is a matter of choice. Your mind is your room. Do you darken it or do you fill it with light?"

Maine Jise Abhi Abhi Dekha Hai
Kaun Hai Woh Anjaani
Use Jitna Dekhon Utna Sochon
Kya Use Main Keh Doon
Maine Jise Abhi Abhi Dekha Hai
Kaun Hai Woh Anjaani
Maine Jise Abhi Abhi Dekha Hai
Kaun Hai Woh Anjaani
Woh Hai Koi Kali Ya Koi Kiran
Ya Hai Koi Kahani
Use Jitna Dekhon Utna Sochon
Kya Use Main Keh Doon
Pretty Woman
Hey Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Tum Bhi Kaho Naa Pretty Woman
Ho Maine Jise Abhi Abhi Dekha Hai
Kaun Hai Woh Anjaani
Woh Hai Koi Kali Ya Koi Kiran
Ya Hai Koi Kahani
Use Jitna Dekhon Utna Sochon
Kya Use Main Keh Doon
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Tum Bhi Kaho Naa O Pretty Woman

Yo Pretty Woman
Listen Up Girl When U Feel This Way
Don't U See The Sunshine
Coming Out Today
You Got To Feel It Right Just Like Day Agter Night
Dont Let The Sunshine
Out Of Your Sight
Cause I Can Feel You
Can You Feel It
When I Say That
I Can Feel You Here
Can U Feel Me
When I Say That I Am Crazy About You
Pretty Woman

Sone Ka Rang Hai
Sheeshe Ka Ang Hai
Jo Dekhe Dang Hai Kya Kahon
Hairaan Main Bhi Hoon
Yeh Kya Andaaz Hai
Itna Kyun Naaz Hai
Iska Kya Raaz Hain Kya Kahoon
Woh To Pal Mein Khush Hai Pal Mein Khafa
Badle Woh Rang Har Ghadi
Par Jo Bhi Dekhoon Roop Uskea
Lagti Hai Hai Pyaari Badi
Use Jitna Dekhon Utna Sochon
Kya Use Main Keh Doon
Pretty Woman Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Tum Bhi Kaho Naa Pretty Woman

Aankhon Mein Hai Nasha
Zulphon Mein Hai Ghata
Pehle Hamne Ada Yeh Haseen
Dekhi Na Thi Kahin
Dekhi Jo Yeh Pari
Masti Dil Mein Bhari
Masti Dil Mein Bhari
Hai Yeh Jadogari Ya Nahi
Ho Na Tum Janu Kya Hain Naam Na Janu Main Pata
Par Itna Hai Maine Jabe Jise Dekhle Ek Nazar Bhar Ke
Use Jitna Dekhon Utna Sochon
Kya Use Main Keh Doon
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Tum Bhi Kaho Naa Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Dekho Dekho Na Pretty Woman
Pretty Woman
Tum Bhi Kaho Naa Pretty Woman


some things are too complex to comprehend unless u've tried it
sincerity is wad matters
but some things cant be forced

tired

Could It Be - from Kim Possible-So the Drama
I know we've been friends forever,
But now I think I'm feeling something totally new,
And after all this time,
I've opened up my eyes,
Now I see,
You were always with me...

Could it be you and I never imagined,
Could it be suddenly I'm falling for you,
Could it be you were right here beside me,
And I never knew,
Could it be that it's true that it's you,
That it's you...

It's kinda funny you were always near,
But who would ever thought that we would end up here,
And everytime I've needed you,
You've been there to pull me through,
Now it's clear,
I've been waiting for you...

Could it be you and I never imagined,
Could it be suddenly I'm falling for you,
Could it be you were right here beside me,
And I never knew,
Could it be that it's true that it's you,
Oh it's you...

Cause today is the start of the rest of our lives,
I can see it in your eyes...
Oh and it's clear, and it's true,
And it's just me and you,
Could it be that it's true,
That it's you...

Could it be you and I never imagined,
Could it be suddenly I'm falling for you,
Could it be you were right here beside me,
And I never knew,
Could it be that it's true that it's you,
Oh that it's you...

Could it be that it's true that it's you.
That it's you, oh it's you...


from kim possible so the drama
nice storyline

wads the meaning of this lor
i dun have to play with my sis cos she doesnt play with me
i stay home for wad
i dun want to stare at the tv
hello its like thur is so free
and i end up wasting it at home
is this torture or wad
and i cant study cos of the constant racket
screaming
talking
motor toys
when did having a sis become a nightmare
i want to do something else
so unfair

rush
Into your head, into your mind
out of your soul, race through your veins
You can escape, you can escape.

Into your life, into your dreams,
Out of the dark, so light again.
You can exclaim, you can exclaim.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

More than you land spinning around,
Lifting your feet right off the ground,
You can't believe this is happening now.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

It takes you to another place,
imagine everything you can.
All the colors start to blend,
The system overloads again.

Can You feel it, can you feel it,
Rushin' through your hair,
Rushin' through your head,
Can you feel it, can you feel it,

Don't let nobody tell you, your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.

Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you,
Don't let nobody tell you your life is over,
Be every color that you are,
Into the rush now,
You don't have to know how,
Know it all before you'll try.


aj and aly

just finished little india
whew
still have to study for sc
arrggh
hate chem

"Notice me"

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in a lonely world,
A hidden note,
A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
You don't even know my name,
You're too busy playin' games.
But I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gotta take for you to see?
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you notice me.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your comin' down,
No I dont wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just arent true,
I'm the girl you never see,
I'm the one you really mean,
Ooh dont get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone,
Tell me

[Chorus]

I'm not like the rest,
I dont care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me,
You just be who you want to be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh dont get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone,
Tell me

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gotta take for you too see,
I want you to notice me,
I'll get you to notice me ( Ahh Ahh )
I'll get you to notice me ( Ahh Ahh )
I'll get you to notice me.


from pixel perfect

went to the library and popular and safar today
all in a days work
these 2 days i spent
10 hrs walking(or marching)
17 hrs sleeping
look at wad little time we have left
heard on tv tt if a person sleeps 8 hrs a day and lives till 80,
he wld have slept 25 yrs
amazing how much time it is

"If I Never Knew You"

If I never knew you
If I never felt this love
I would have no inkling of
How precious life can be

And if I never held you
I would never have a clue
How at last I'd find in you
The missing part of me.

In this world so full of fear
Full of rage and lies
I can see the truth so clear
In your eyes
So dry your eyes

And I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

If I never knew you
I'd be safe but half as real
Never knowing I could feel
A love so strong and true

I'm so grateful to you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Lost forever
If I never knew you

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I never knew that fear and hate could be so strong
all they'd leave us were these whispers in the night
But still my heart is saying we were right

Oh if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I would have no inkling of
If our time has gone too fast
How precious life can be...
I've lived at last...

I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright
I thought our love would be so beautiful
We'd turn the darkness into light
And still my heart is saying we were right
we were right

And if I never knew you
If I never knew you
I'd have lived my whole life through
Empty as the sky
Never knowing why
Lost forever
If I never knew you
If I never knew you (oh)
If I never knew you


song from dcom cheetah girls

sometimes i wonder
maybe she is right
maybe i should just fang4 song1
but she doesnt understand
i gave up every single thing from pri sch
everything
the friends
the enemies
the hobbies
the no 4 uniform
formally called
but informally
doesnt have to be known
it wasnt easy
now i am having a new type of life ad she wants to change it
no way

of course everyone has changed
who hasnt?
even i have

some things cant be said aloud
having a diary is good
i know its old fashioned
but ur privacy remains

Chicago - Listen Lyrics

Listen,

If you think that we're here for the money

You couldn't be right, you know(owowow)

But the bread is not too good here

It could be so natural

I said all you got to do is listen

Listen,

If you don't hear what you can tell us

If it's good you can tell us all

Or you can smile, that's alright my friend

It could be so nice, you know

If only you would listen

Listen,

If you don't understand it, no no no no

You got to try to fly

And don't you put me down, please

For creating beyond your mind

I said all you got to do is listen

got to finish my good earth essay assignment
rush rush rush
nvm i know i will make it

"DREAMS TO DREAM"
I lose my way, no one cares.
The words I say, no one hears.
My life it seems
Is a world of dreams.

Deep in the night, you'll find me.
Dream and you're right behind me.
Stay if you will stay
We'll dream the night away.

Dreams to dream in the dark of the night
When the world goes wrong, I can still make it right
I can see so far in my dreams
I'll follow my dreams
Until they come true.

There is a star waiting to guide us
Shining inside us when we close our eyes!
Come with me, you will see what I mean,
There's a world inside no one else ever sees.
You will go so far in my dreams,
Somewhere in my dreams,
Your dreams will come true.

Don’t let go, if you stay close to me
In my dreams tonight, you will see what I see
Dreams to dream, as near as can be
Inside you and me, that always come true,
Inside you and me, that always come true.


each day it gets worse
i wonder wad will happen tmr
its going to be so 'fun'
YAY
maybe in a few days i can lose all my character
right?
everyone says i look depressed
why wouldnt i be?
life is so unfair
does it mean once u get into a clique u take over?
no
but thats whats happening to everyone
i know everyone wants to belong
but cliques?
guess i never thought of it this way
am i the only person around here who thinks there shouldnt be cliques?

thank you so much
i finally know where i am
and i know i dont ------
but why thru this cruel way?
just tell the truth and get it over with
playing around wont help things
and fuel is added to the fire every time
one day it will go out of control

please say the truth
and i wont have to think anymore

everyone just tell me the truth
i hate being lied to
and while im alr at rock bottom
the impact wont be as hard

stupid ipw project

"Colours of the Wind"
You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places, I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see, if the savage one is me
How can there be so much that tyou don't know?
You don't know...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or ask the grinning bob cat why he grinned
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle in a hoop that never ends

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where hes been
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountian
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind
Can you paint with all the colours of the wind

How high does that sycamore grow
If you cut it down then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
We need to paint with all the colours of the wind

You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colours of the wind


i dont know why or how or wad
i just feel tt i shld know

am not in a good mood
having an off day
many ppl agree
just ask e ppl who asked me why im so depressed
it couldnt get much worse
was trying to make an effort to be nice
but it seems unappreciated
theres a german test tmr
looks like no one cares
neither shall i
not studying cos no ones telling me to
no pressure means i can relax
and i plan to

say what u want
people cant understand a glare
and simple 'ignorance' is not bliss