celebrated my sis birthday
ate a ton of mushrooms
studying bio
realised u cant memorise that pile of info
sometimes when u want to do something, u look back and see the time u were hurt. and u never did it again. even if u wanted to do it badly. u remember the hurtful words. u try to hit the delete button. but there isnt any. u try to get out of that painful memory. but u cant. u feel like its a nightmare u cant wake from. u wished life were easier.
copyrighted lokyin
btw i won a disney contest
recieved a free t-shirt
my sis was ecstatic
science
Saturday, September 30, 2006
Friday, September 29, 2006
another 2 down
i dont really understand
wads e point of making a list when u dont bother abt it
dun update it
wads e use
shouldnt i be studying?
yes
but hey i am
sort of
so many broken promises
u promised that we would talk
but ur status says busy
u promised to reply my questions
its way past ur dateline
u promised me life would be easy
that things cld sort themselves out
u promised
when life brings u down so much it cant get any worse. suddenly something happens and makes u think life can and will get better. u get hope. but only to cause disappointment again. u get a little better to be dragged even lower than ever before. u think its hopeless to try. u believe what u think. it gets meaningless to try anymore. life, is and forever will be, unfair. never wanted something so much in ur life. yet u cant get it. u look back and see the little kid with a happy smile. u fail to realise u were once that happy. it dawns upon u that u had problems but cld solve them. u realise u were a weak person, always apologising for something not ur fault. but now u've changed. u wont bend down to people anymore. u remember the bad times u had, the people who once bullied u. but u dont hate, u wonder why they are such bullies. u understand they do all that because they were like u. they needed help and wanted attention. they just chose the violent way to express it and u chose the way to give in. u've been counselled by teachers but they never find out why u never wanted to go to school. u've had people using violence but u never retaliated. u grew into someone who hates violence. u've been made use of time and again. u became wary of people. people tricked u and u thought they actually, for once, like u. u find out they just wanted to make fun of u. u were hated for being teachers pet. suddenly u find ur life changing. u're confused. u dont know who is true. u find ur head in a big mess. u want to know why theres a change. no one wants to tell u. u want comfort and u want to know why those people were so bad to u when u were younger. u want to get out of being a shadow. u feel different. but u dont know how it'll last. u feel insecure. life just looks brighter. all u ever wanted was just a friend. who knows how it'll turn out.
copyrighted lokyin
wait did i just type tt?
tt big paragraph
i dont really understand
wads e point of making a list when u dont bother abt it
dun update it
wads e use
shouldnt i be studying?
yes
but hey i am
sort of
so many broken promises
u promised that we would talk
but ur status says busy
u promised to reply my questions
its way past ur dateline
u promised me life would be easy
that things cld sort themselves out
u promised
when life brings u down so much it cant get any worse. suddenly something happens and makes u think life can and will get better. u get hope. but only to cause disappointment again. u get a little better to be dragged even lower than ever before. u think its hopeless to try. u believe what u think. it gets meaningless to try anymore. life, is and forever will be, unfair. never wanted something so much in ur life. yet u cant get it. u look back and see the little kid with a happy smile. u fail to realise u were once that happy. it dawns upon u that u had problems but cld solve them. u realise u were a weak person, always apologising for something not ur fault. but now u've changed. u wont bend down to people anymore. u remember the bad times u had, the people who once bullied u. but u dont hate, u wonder why they are such bullies. u understand they do all that because they were like u. they needed help and wanted attention. they just chose the violent way to express it and u chose the way to give in. u've been counselled by teachers but they never find out why u never wanted to go to school. u've had people using violence but u never retaliated. u grew into someone who hates violence. u've been made use of time and again. u became wary of people. people tricked u and u thought they actually, for once, like u. u find out they just wanted to make fun of u. u were hated for being teachers pet. suddenly u find ur life changing. u're confused. u dont know who is true. u find ur head in a big mess. u want to know why theres a change. no one wants to tell u. u want comfort and u want to know why those people were so bad to u when u were younger. u want to get out of being a shadow. u feel different. but u dont know how it'll last. u feel insecure. life just looks brighter. all u ever wanted was just a friend. who knows how it'll turn out.
copyrighted lokyin
wait did i just type tt?
tt big paragraph
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Happily ever after
They all lived happily happily happily ever after
The couple is happily leaving the chapel eternally tied
As the curtain descends there is nothing but loving and laughter
When the fairy tale ends the heroins always a bride
Ella the girl of the cinders
Did the wash and the walls and the winders
But she landed a prince who was brawny and blue eyed and blond
Still I honestly doubt that she could ever have done it without that
Crazy lady with the wand--Cinderella had outside help
I've got no one but me
Fairy godmother godmother godmother where can you be?
I haven't got a fairy godmother. I haven't got a godmother.
I have a mother. A plain, ordinary woman.
Snow White was so pretty they tell us
That the queen was insulted and jealous
When the mirror declared that Snow White was the fairest of all
She was dumped on the border
But was saved by some men who adored her
Oh I grant you they were small
But there were 7 of them practically a regiment
I'm alone in the night
by myself not a dwarf not an elf not a goblin in sight
That girl had 7 little men working day and night just for her
Oh sure the queen gave her a poisoned apple.. even so
She lived happily happily happily ever after
A magical kiss counteracted the apple eventually
Though I know I'm not clever I'll do what they tell me I hafta
I want some happily ever after to happen to me
[original]
[Rapunzel had platinum tresses
That were double the length of her dresses
She was kept in a tower for years by a wicked old witch
Till one night in despair down
She scrambled by letting her hair down
That's what I call quite a switch
I wonder no it'll never hold
I'll be finished before I begin
And besides]
{Revival}
{Winnifred Pade of the myre
Has one simple human desire
Oh I ask for no more that two shoes on the floor next to mine
Oh someone to fly and to float with
To swim in the marsh and the moat with
As for this one well, he'd be fine
but now it's all up to me!
And I'm burning to bring it about
If I don't I'll be stuck with goodbye and good luck and get out
I don't want to get out I want to get in
I wanna get into some happily happily ever after}
[I don't want to get out I want to get in
I want to live happily happily happily ever after]
I want to walk happily out of the chapel eternally tied
For I know I'll never live happily ever after till after i'm a bride
Then I'll be happily happy
Yes happily happy
And thouroughly satisfied
once upon a mattress
still have a stack of chinese hw to do
this is wad u get when ur teacher is absent for 2 wks
dun wan to do
29 hrs left
am still not motivated
oh no
math is alr impossible to get a1
or the only option is get 106 marks
cannot la
the rest of my grades all b so far
am going to keep it that way
or better
am off to finish german and geog
study i mean
and hw also
sometimes i rather have 1 per day
and u ask why
and u say i shouldnt have
why did i even try
cos i cared
They all lived happily happily happily ever after
The couple is happily leaving the chapel eternally tied
As the curtain descends there is nothing but loving and laughter
When the fairy tale ends the heroins always a bride
Ella the girl of the cinders
Did the wash and the walls and the winders
But she landed a prince who was brawny and blue eyed and blond
Still I honestly doubt that she could ever have done it without that
Crazy lady with the wand--Cinderella had outside help
I've got no one but me
Fairy godmother godmother godmother where can you be?
I haven't got a fairy godmother. I haven't got a godmother.
I have a mother. A plain, ordinary woman.
Snow White was so pretty they tell us
That the queen was insulted and jealous
When the mirror declared that Snow White was the fairest of all
She was dumped on the border
But was saved by some men who adored her
Oh I grant you they were small
But there were 7 of them practically a regiment
I'm alone in the night
by myself not a dwarf not an elf not a goblin in sight
That girl had 7 little men working day and night just for her
Oh sure the queen gave her a poisoned apple.. even so
She lived happily happily happily ever after
A magical kiss counteracted the apple eventually
Though I know I'm not clever I'll do what they tell me I hafta
I want some happily ever after to happen to me
[original]
[Rapunzel had platinum tresses
That were double the length of her dresses
She was kept in a tower for years by a wicked old witch
Till one night in despair down
She scrambled by letting her hair down
That's what I call quite a switch
I wonder no it'll never hold
I'll be finished before I begin
And besides]
{Revival}
{Winnifred Pade of the myre
Has one simple human desire
Oh I ask for no more that two shoes on the floor next to mine
Oh someone to fly and to float with
To swim in the marsh and the moat with
As for this one well, he'd be fine
but now it's all up to me!
And I'm burning to bring it about
If I don't I'll be stuck with goodbye and good luck and get out
I don't want to get out I want to get in
I wanna get into some happily happily ever after}
[I don't want to get out I want to get in
I want to live happily happily happily ever after]
I want to walk happily out of the chapel eternally tied
For I know I'll never live happily ever after till after i'm a bride
Then I'll be happily happy
Yes happily happy
And thouroughly satisfied
once upon a mattress
still have a stack of chinese hw to do
this is wad u get when ur teacher is absent for 2 wks
dun wan to do
29 hrs left
am still not motivated
oh no
math is alr impossible to get a1
or the only option is get 106 marks
cannot la
the rest of my grades all b so far
am going to keep it that way
or better
am off to finish german and geog
study i mean
and hw also
sometimes i rather have 1 per day
and u ask why
and u say i shouldnt have
why did i even try
cos i cared
Monday, September 25, 2006
little mr roo
disney song
still have a cold
sometimes it good to have a cold
since no one can tell if u're really sick
or crying
u ask why?
my answer is simple
i will go
and why?
i do all i can for what i like
its the same way with people
i can do anything
believe me or not
we are so going to be ready tmr
readily ready
i will bring the powerpoint
and slack
ok going to do some editing
Little Mr. Roo
Reaching up for the moon
So many things you've got to do
And no time for dreaming
Little Mr. Roo
Let the stars shine over you
Don't grow up too fast, too soon
Save some time for dreaming
Settle in, settle down
Let me see that sleepy yawn on your face
Close your eyes
I will love you completely and always
Little Mr. Roo
The moon shines silver over you
No one knows you like I do
And little Mr. Roo
Reaching for the moon
Don't grow up too fast
Too soon
disney song
still have a cold
sometimes it good to have a cold
since no one can tell if u're really sick
or crying
u ask why?
my answer is simple
i will go
and why?
i do all i can for what i like
its the same way with people
i can do anything
believe me or not
we are so going to be ready tmr
readily ready
i will bring the powerpoint
and slack
ok going to do some editing
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Oh yea
Come on
You get the limo out front
Hottest styles, every shoe, every color
Yea when your famous it can be kinda fun
Its really you but no one ever discovers
In some ways you're just like all your friends
But on stage you're a star
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You go the movie premiers (is that Orlando Bloom?)
Hear your songs on the radio
Livin' two lives is a little weird
But schools cool cuz nobody knows
Yea you get to be a small town girl
But big time when you play your guitar
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both
You know the best of both worlds
Pictures and autographs
You get your face in all the magazines
The best parts that you get to be who ever you wanna be
Yea best of both
You get the best of both
Come on best of both
Who would of thought that a girl like me
Would double as a superstar
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
You get the best of both worlds
Without the shades and the hair
You can go anywhere
You get the best of both girls
Mix it all together
Oh yea
It's so much better cuz you know you've got the best of both worlds
ok am really happy
have another cousin on my msn list
yay
the funniest thing is im the one hving exams but i talk the most
i think i have a cold
cos there're 10 tissues beside me
Come on
You get the limo out front
Hottest styles, every shoe, every color
Yea when your famous it can be kinda fun
Its really you but no one ever discovers
In some ways you're just like all your friends
But on stage you're a star
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You go the movie premiers (is that Orlando Bloom?)
Hear your songs on the radio
Livin' two lives is a little weird
But schools cool cuz nobody knows
Yea you get to be a small town girl
But big time when you play your guitar
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both
You know the best of both worlds
Pictures and autographs
You get your face in all the magazines
The best parts that you get to be who ever you wanna be
Yea best of both
You get the best of both
Come on best of both
Who would of thought that a girl like me
Would double as a superstar
You get the best of both worlds
Chillin' out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
You get the best of both worlds
Without the shades and the hair
You can go anywhere
You get the best of both girls
Mix it all together
Oh yea
It's so much better cuz you know you've got the best of both worlds
ok am really happy
have another cousin on my msn list
yay
the funniest thing is im the one hving exams but i talk the most
i think i have a cold
cos there're 10 tissues beside me
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Take the world
Shake and stir
And that’s what I got going on
Throw my cares
Up in the air
And I don’t think they’re coming down
Yeah I love how it feels right now
CHORUS
Cause this is the life
Hold on tight
And this is the dream
It’s all I need
You never know where you’ll find it
I’m gonna take my time, yeah
I’m still gettin it right
This is the life
VERSE 2
Takin’ in
A whole new scene
And I’m swimming with a new crowd
Breakin down
The old four walls
And I’m building them up from the ground
Yeah I love how it feels right now
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Gonna follow my own lead, yeah
Kick back and feel the breeze
Nothing but the blue sky
As far as I can see
ok so i havent started on powerpoint today
but i will get to it
did i say i get overly excited when my cousin talks to me?
cos i am now
ok really going to do now
Shake and stir
And that’s what I got going on
Throw my cares
Up in the air
And I don’t think they’re coming down
Yeah I love how it feels right now
CHORUS
Cause this is the life
Hold on tight
And this is the dream
It’s all I need
You never know where you’ll find it
I’m gonna take my time, yeah
I’m still gettin it right
This is the life
VERSE 2
Takin’ in
A whole new scene
And I’m swimming with a new crowd
Breakin down
The old four walls
And I’m building them up from the ground
Yeah I love how it feels right now
CHORUS
BRIDGE
Gonna follow my own lead, yeah
Kick back and feel the breeze
Nothing but the blue sky
As far as I can see
ok so i havent started on powerpoint today
but i will get to it
did i say i get overly excited when my cousin talks to me?
cos i am now
ok really going to do now
Friday, September 22, 2006
still have to do home ec powerpoint
dead beat
have another headache
this is going to be one long term
2 papers to finish for the weekend
and 1 long essay
i used to study online
though i still do
its different now
remember the saying no one is indispensable?
wad do u think?
dun say i didnt try
i am studying geog, chem and german now
plus recopying the notes
plus online revising
plus doing hw
plus home ec powerpoint
and when u see me again
u wont recognise me
cos i will have 2 big black patches beneath my eyes
i barely can recognise me now
its so dark
unless i can grab enough opportunities to sleep
is there any type of thing tt can keep people awake?
need it desperately
how many of me are there?
dead beat
have another headache
this is going to be one long term
2 papers to finish for the weekend
and 1 long essay
i used to study online
though i still do
its different now
remember the saying no one is indispensable?
wad do u think?
dun say i didnt try
i am studying geog, chem and german now
plus recopying the notes
plus online revising
plus doing hw
plus home ec powerpoint
and when u see me again
u wont recognise me
cos i will have 2 big black patches beneath my eyes
i barely can recognise me now
its so dark
unless i can grab enough opportunities to sleep
is there any type of thing tt can keep people awake?
need it desperately
how many of me are there?
Thursday, September 21, 2006
oral today
it was NOT easy
and i made many mistakes
thanks for e msg
it came on time
but i turned my phone to the non vibrating mode
so it wont ying xiang my mood
another day
fell asleep when i reached home
was so tired
still have another 11 hrs to sleep off
am so energiless now
-potential to roduce better results
-positive attitude towards sch work
-perform well next year
-willing to improve
-new ideas
-can do better
-capable of better results if se tries harder
-more confidence in herself
comments
obvious from where
and with these i work
no time to do hw but i will finish it
if there're too many typos ignore
my keyboard hard to type
it was NOT easy
and i made many mistakes
thanks for e msg
it came on time
but i turned my phone to the non vibrating mode
so it wont ying xiang my mood
another day
fell asleep when i reached home
was so tired
still have another 11 hrs to sleep off
am so energiless now
-potential to roduce better results
-positive attitude towards sch work
-perform well next year
-willing to improve
-new ideas
-can do better
-capable of better results if se tries harder
-more confidence in herself
comments
obvious from where
and with these i work
no time to do hw but i will finish it
if there're too many typos ignore
my keyboard hard to type
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Monday, September 18, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Saturday, September 16, 2006
met my aunt today
she on a trip
went chinatown and all tt
realise the young people all dont walk
the older ones actually walked
but the younger ones go take bus
with exception of me and my sis
haiz tts money
i quite miss my cousins
wish they were online
is it too late?
its 2 months and 3 days past
but i did it anyway
my bag strap spoil on the way to hsk
make me have to go home with another bag over it
am still seriously busy
she on a trip
went chinatown and all tt
realise the young people all dont walk
the older ones actually walked
but the younger ones go take bus
with exception of me and my sis
haiz tts money
i quite miss my cousins
wish they were online
is it too late?
its 2 months and 3 days past
but i did it anyway
my bag strap spoil on the way to hsk
make me have to go home with another bag over it
am still seriously busy
Friday, September 15, 2006
as i said
if want to dui fu my friends
first ask me
pretty busy still moving my stuff over
its hard when ur com bullies u too
like i say
who say com cant make u unhappy?
am working on another project
winnie the poohs
i care abt ny grades
unlike some people
really
im starting to get scared of her
i go online every day
if want to dui fu my friends
first ask me
pretty busy still moving my stuff over
its hard when ur com bullies u too
like i say
who say com cant make u unhappy?
am working on another project
winnie the poohs
i care abt ny grades
unlike some people
really
im starting to get scared of her
i go online every day
Thursday, September 14, 2006
still doing my own things
love winnie the pooh
took pictures of every single winnie the pooh on my bed
call me immature if u wish
THEY were the ones who calmed me down
they are the ones who know my secrets
they helped me to sleep
esp when i didnt get those with others
when u insult my friends
ask me first
that is slander
there is no proof
if u have the integrity then own up
dont make someone innocent take the rap
i can vouch for her character
she has told the truth
cheating is an offence
so is theft
love winnie the pooh
took pictures of every single winnie the pooh on my bed
call me immature if u wish
THEY were the ones who calmed me down
they are the ones who know my secrets
they helped me to sleep
esp when i didnt get those with others
when u insult my friends
ask me first
that is slander
there is no proof
if u have the integrity then own up
dont make someone innocent take the rap
i can vouch for her character
she has told the truth
cheating is an offence
so is theft
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Monday, September 11, 2006
am very very sorry
i really tried
but it just didnt work
am working on wads belated for 2 months minus 2 days
well i planned on giving and doing it on tt day
but u said not ur choice
and i was tired
still studying physics at the same time
i actually know wad they talking abt
and blogging also
the show 'better halves' is really nice
go watch when u have time
i watch before
theres home ec tmr
breaking the news isnt going to be anywhere near easy
and I have to be the bad guy
was looking forward to studying
sorry
i truly am
have a nice stay
i have let down too many people in the past year
i know i did
just got to finish those
coming back tmr.
unless blogger breaks down too
i really tried
but it just didnt work
am working on wads belated for 2 months minus 2 days
well i planned on giving and doing it on tt day
but u said not ur choice
and i was tired
still studying physics at the same time
i actually know wad they talking abt
and blogging also
the show 'better halves' is really nice
go watch when u have time
i watch before
theres home ec tmr
breaking the news isnt going to be anywhere near easy
and I have to be the bad guy
was looking forward to studying
sorry
i truly am
have a nice stay
i have let down too many people in the past year
i know i did
just got to finish those
coming back tmr.
unless blogger breaks down too
Sunday, September 10, 2006
math paper tmr
am i ready?
no
science paper after that
am i prepared?
no
got to run again tmr
feel like not going
haha
sitting by the com staring at my ppr
wondering how much of a miracle could happen
and look at the no of books i got to lug to sch
eng-nth
geog-3
math-2
lit-1
german-6
total=12
12!!!!
plus home ec notes-1
math, phy, chem ,bio notes-5 books
file-1
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyones studying but me
and why am i not studying?
well i dun know
should i have been studying?
i guess so
am going to hit the books now
still got to handle being a bad guy tmr
are u happy now?
am i ready?
no
science paper after that
am i prepared?
no
got to run again tmr
feel like not going
haha
sitting by the com staring at my ppr
wondering how much of a miracle could happen
and look at the no of books i got to lug to sch
eng-nth
geog-3
math-2
lit-1
german-6
total=12
12!!!!
plus home ec notes-1
math, phy, chem ,bio notes-5 books
file-1
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyones studying but me
and why am i not studying?
well i dun know
should i have been studying?
i guess so
am going to hit the books now
still got to handle being a bad guy tmr
are u happy now?
Saturday, September 09, 2006
its 9.56
u noe wad it means
ohya this morn at 12 i smsed her
her replied
and oh no hasnt forgotten who i am
at least she knows i still exist
haha
today is the 4th day
i got burnt 4 days in a row
believe it or not
wed was during the he stuff
thur was while i spilt burning hot soup on myself
fri was well i touched metal and an almost melted plate
today?
cooking mushrooms
i am just too accident prone la
i still got the scar left from ytd
i have a very messy study environment
and i still have hw left
am going to do now
and someone seems to be either late or not here
u noe wad it means
ohya this morn at 12 i smsed her
her replied
and oh no hasnt forgotten who i am
at least she knows i still exist
haha
today is the 4th day
i got burnt 4 days in a row
believe it or not
wed was during the he stuff
thur was while i spilt burning hot soup on myself
fri was well i touched metal and an almost melted plate
today?
cooking mushrooms
i am just too accident prone la
i still got the scar left from ytd
i have a very messy study environment
and i still have hw left
am going to do now
and someone seems to be either late or not here
Friday, September 08, 2006
Concentration comes from a combination of confidence and hunger
Yuan4 suo2 you3 kuai4 le4 de dong xi
Wei2 rao4 zai ni3 shen1 bian
Smile
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
Never talk defeat-
The condition which high friendship demands is the ability to do without it. Do we forgive our friends or enemies?
A moment's insight is sometimes worth a life's experience
ji4 mo4 zhi3 shi4 yi ge4 tao2 bi4 de fang1 fa3,
xiang3 zhao3 dao4 zhen de zhi ji3 peng2 you3,
bi4 xu1 chi2 zhi yi3 heng2,
nai4 xin de qu4 zhao3 xun2
once bitten twice shy
In three words i can sum up everything that ive learnt abt life. it goes on
If u're sincere, praise is effective. If u're insincere, it is manipulative.
A smile is a window on ur face to show ur heart is at home
The desire not to be anything is the desire not to be.
at least no one can snatch my memories away from me
all the best to you too.
There will be a rainbow after the rain
There are 2 easy ways of sliding thru life; believe everything or dout everything. both save us from thinking
The difference in the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination
U can tell a person more by wad he says about others then wad others say about him
Always remember others may hate u but those who hate u dun win unless u hate them back. and then u destroy urself
The best teacher is one who suggests rather then dogmatizes, and inspires the listener with the wish to teach himself
A faithful friend is a strong defense;and he that hath found one hath found a treasure
A weak man has doubts before a decision, a strong man has them afterwards
Its difficult to say who does u e most mischief; enenies with e worst intentions or friends with e best
Whenever u're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can made the difference between breaking up and becoming even closer-> Attitude
Reach high, for stars lie hidden in ur soul. Dream deep, for every dream preceeds a goal
The great scheme of things, what matters is not how long u live, but why u live, what u stand for and what u r willing to die for
No work no prize; no pain no gain
A failure establishes only this; that our determination to succeed was not strong enough
We are all travellers in the wilderness of the world, and the best that we can find in our travels is a honest friend
A smile is the light in the window that tells others there is a loving, caring, and concerned person inside
Self reliance is the only road to true freedom; and being one's own person is its ultimate award
U must understand the whole of life, thats why u must study, sing, dance make friends, break up, love and suffer, and understand that all that is life
let the shrine of friendship never say die, let the wine of friendship never run dry
Never, never, never, never, never give up
An achiever is a doer, one that realises the challenge and willingly accepts it
A big shot is a little shot that kept shooting
The difference between an optimist and a pessimist is that an optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears that this is true
Break thru the barriers that have held u back and held u down for such a long time SMILE(:
People dun care how much u noe, till they know how much u care
Confuse not excellence and perfection. Excellence; i can reach for. Perfection; is god's business
The difference between perseverance and obstinacy is that one comes from a strong will and the other a strong won't
Perhaps the more delightful friendships are those in which there is much agreement, much disputation and yet more personal liking
just push HER aside and move on. Real friends are waiting... only if u search hard enough
true happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice
I have not failed, I have just found 10 000 ways that wont work
There are 2 kinds of failures, those who thought and never did, and those who did and never thought
i know the breaking down feeling. dont. it isnt nice
Yuan4 suo2 you3 kuai4 le4 de dong xi
Wei2 rao4 zai ni3 shen1 bian
Smile
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind
Never talk defeat-
The condition which high friendship demands is the ability to do without it. Do we forgive our friends or enemies?
A moment's insight is sometimes worth a life's experience
ji4 mo4 zhi3 shi4 yi ge4 tao2 bi4 de fang1 fa3,
xiang3 zhao3 dao4 zhen de zhi ji3 peng2 you3,
bi4 xu1 chi2 zhi yi3 heng2,
nai4 xin de qu4 zhao3 xun2
once bitten twice shy
In three words i can sum up everything that ive learnt abt life. it goes on
If u're sincere, praise is effective. If u're insincere, it is manipulative.
A smile is a window on ur face to show ur heart is at home
The desire not to be anything is the desire not to be.
at least no one can snatch my memories away from me
all the best to you too.
There will be a rainbow after the rain
There are 2 easy ways of sliding thru life; believe everything or dout everything. both save us from thinking
The difference in the impossible and the possible lies in a person's determination
U can tell a person more by wad he says about others then wad others say about him
Always remember others may hate u but those who hate u dun win unless u hate them back. and then u destroy urself
The best teacher is one who suggests rather then dogmatizes, and inspires the listener with the wish to teach himself
A faithful friend is a strong defense;and he that hath found one hath found a treasure
A weak man has doubts before a decision, a strong man has them afterwards
Its difficult to say who does u e most mischief; enenies with e worst intentions or friends with e best
Whenever u're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can made the difference between breaking up and becoming even closer-> Attitude
Reach high, for stars lie hidden in ur soul. Dream deep, for every dream preceeds a goal
The great scheme of things, what matters is not how long u live, but why u live, what u stand for and what u r willing to die for
No work no prize; no pain no gain
A failure establishes only this; that our determination to succeed was not strong enough
We are all travellers in the wilderness of the world, and the best that we can find in our travels is a honest friend
A smile is the light in the window that tells others there is a loving, caring, and concerned person inside
Self reliance is the only road to true freedom; and being one's own person is its ultimate award
U must understand the whole of life, thats why u must study, sing, dance make friends, break up, love and suffer, and understand that all that is life
let the shrine of friendship never say die, let the wine of friendship never run dry
Never, never, never, never, never give up
An achiever is a doer, one that realises the challenge and willingly accepts it
A big shot is a little shot that kept shooting
The difference between an optimist and a pessimist is that an optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears that this is true
Break thru the barriers that have held u back and held u down for such a long time SMILE(:
People dun care how much u noe, till they know how much u care
Confuse not excellence and perfection. Excellence; i can reach for. Perfection; is god's business
The difference between perseverance and obstinacy is that one comes from a strong will and the other a strong won't
Perhaps the more delightful friendships are those in which there is much agreement, much disputation and yet more personal liking
just push HER aside and move on. Real friends are waiting... only if u search hard enough
true happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice
I have not failed, I have just found 10 000 ways that wont work
There are 2 kinds of failures, those who thought and never did, and those who did and never thought
i know the breaking down feeling. dont. it isnt nice
feel like rewinding
6/8/03
does the word senior mean anything?
19/4/03
ml but still saw her
small world
19/9/03
someone let me hold her stuff and forgot to take it back
had to go send it back to her
12/12/03
went to east coast park and was forced to learn to ride a bike
man i loved those people
and days
18/5/04
saw someone walking to bishan park in a pink frilly shirt
18/3/05
first patrol outing
it was so embarassing
8/7/05
lugging boxes home
2/8/05
first day of cip
23/8/05
cip but hey guess wad
recieved an sms
omg omg OMG
guess wad i just realised
i found 1 of the people i was looking for from kindergarten
she actually in my class right now
i gave up last year
but was just going thru my old blog posts and realised i knew a name
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
ok nth to be anxious abt actually
shall bring the photo to sch on mon
not close
just remembered
tmr is someones birthday
someone special
she stood up for me
she covered for me
she never thought about status
she remembers me at least
well she didnt forget
she smsed back
realised i have the knack of staying up to sms ppl and say happy bdae?
17/11/05
2 invasions
have to admit it was fun
dec10 and 22 went patrol outing again
'all the best to u too'
i really must say
thank you
i know we've had our problems
but for the many moments of comfort i thank you
the next post is dedicated to u
cos of all the nice things u did for me
6/8/03
does the word senior mean anything?
19/4/03
ml but still saw her
small world
19/9/03
someone let me hold her stuff and forgot to take it back
had to go send it back to her
12/12/03
went to east coast park and was forced to learn to ride a bike
man i loved those people
and days
18/5/04
saw someone walking to bishan park in a pink frilly shirt
18/3/05
first patrol outing
it was so embarassing
8/7/05
lugging boxes home
2/8/05
first day of cip
23/8/05
cip but hey guess wad
recieved an sms
omg omg OMG
guess wad i just realised
i found 1 of the people i was looking for from kindergarten
she actually in my class right now
i gave up last year
but was just going thru my old blog posts and realised i knew a name
ahhhhhhhhhhhh
ok nth to be anxious abt actually
shall bring the photo to sch on mon
not close
just remembered
tmr is someones birthday
someone special
she stood up for me
she covered for me
she never thought about status
she remembers me at least
well she didnt forget
she smsed back
realised i have the knack of staying up to sms ppl and say happy bdae?
17/11/05
2 invasions
have to admit it was fun
dec10 and 22 went patrol outing again
'all the best to u too'
i really must say
thank you
i know we've had our problems
but for the many moments of comfort i thank you
the next post is dedicated to u
cos of all the nice things u did for me
Thursday, September 07, 2006
somethings seriously wrong with me
cant believe i cried cos i 'misplaced' the home ec stuff
stress stress
thank you rachael
the sms was really funny
at least it took my mind off work while
thank you squeak
i mean ms not the mr one
those friends of urs really kept me busy with all the weird smses that werent supposed to be sent to me
actually cant help being stressed
4 people are depending on this set of notes
to not only pass
but get a good grade
and maths i still dont get the concept
and science
i die
forgot everything
except some parts of diffusion and osmosis
and a little of atomic structure
and maybe some chem
chinese? forget it
lit? well im starting on macbeth later
as in how much later i dno
deutsch???
man when am i going to be ready for the session on sat and sun?
its sat AND sun right?
or sat OR sun?
well im going to be online for both
time is alr stated go see
i got something to say
wait till wochenende
msn
i believe u'll be there
hope this time its not another time im stupid
am going to start on hw now
cant believe i cried cos i 'misplaced' the home ec stuff
stress stress
thank you rachael
the sms was really funny
at least it took my mind off work while
thank you squeak
i mean ms not the mr one
those friends of urs really kept me busy with all the weird smses that werent supposed to be sent to me
actually cant help being stressed
4 people are depending on this set of notes
to not only pass
but get a good grade
and maths i still dont get the concept
and science
i die
forgot everything
except some parts of diffusion and osmosis
and a little of atomic structure
and maybe some chem
chinese? forget it
lit? well im starting on macbeth later
as in how much later i dno
deutsch???
man when am i going to be ready for the session on sat and sun?
its sat AND sun right?
or sat OR sun?
well im going to be online for both
time is alr stated go see
i got something to say
wait till wochenende
msn
i believe u'll be there
hope this time its not another time im stupid
am going to start on hw now
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i think im falling sick
was dizzy when i was outside trying to start on hw
then realised i was burning
took my temp
not at fever yet but whenever it reaches 37 i know its coming
cant fall sick now
cant cant cant
exams coming
have to postpone sickness to dec
or can i?
it hurts
i didnt mean my head only
i've reopened the blog
im not sure i want to do this so give me some time
pls dun do anything else for now
was dizzy when i was outside trying to start on hw
then realised i was burning
took my temp
not at fever yet but whenever it reaches 37 i know its coming
cant fall sick now
cant cant cant
exams coming
have to postpone sickness to dec
or can i?
it hurts
i didnt mean my head only
i've reopened the blog
im not sure i want to do this so give me some time
pls dun do anything else for now
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS
You get the limo out front
Have the styles, every shoe, every color.
Yeah, when you're famous it can be kinda fun
It's really you but no one ever discovers
In some way you're just like all your friends
But on stage you're a star
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out,take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You go to movie premieres(Is that Orlando Bloom?)
Hear your songs on the radio
Living two lives is a little weird(Yeah)
But school's cool 'cause nobody knows
Yeah, you get to be a small town girl
But big time when you play your guitar
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out,take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both You know the best of both worlds
Pictures and autographs
You get your face on all the magazines
The best part is that
You get to be who-ever you want to be
Yeah, the best of both
You've got the best of both
Come on best of both
Who would of thought that a girl like me
Would double life a superstar
Whoa!
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
With the shades and the hair
You can go anywhere
You get the best of both girls(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together, oh yeah
It's so much better 'cause you know you've got the best of both worlds.
well got let off at 11 today
and guess wad?
i left the school at 12.30
was sitting at the specs stand all along
this may or may not sound like a normal post to you
have almost finished the paper
have continued with home ec
and all for wad?
think i can say i have patience?
can rewind
lets count pri sch math
You get the limo out front
Have the styles, every shoe, every color.
Yeah, when you're famous it can be kinda fun
It's really you but no one ever discovers
In some way you're just like all your friends
But on stage you're a star
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out,take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both worlds
The best of both worlds
You go to movie premieres(Is that Orlando Bloom?)
Hear your songs on the radio
Living two lives is a little weird(Yeah)
But school's cool 'cause nobody knows
Yeah, you get to be a small town girl
But big time when you play your guitar
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out,take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best of both You know the best of both worlds
Pictures and autographs
You get your face on all the magazines
The best part is that
You get to be who-ever you want to be
Yeah, the best of both
You've got the best of both
Come on best of both
Who would of thought that a girl like me
Would double life a superstar
Whoa!
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Chill it out, take it slow
Then you rock out the show
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together and you know that it's the best
You get the best of both worlds(Both Worlds)
With the shades and the hair
You can go anywhere
You get the best of both girls(Both Worlds)
Mix it all together, oh yeah
It's so much better 'cause you know you've got the best of both worlds.
well got let off at 11 today
and guess wad?
i left the school at 12.30
was sitting at the specs stand all along
this may or may not sound like a normal post to you
have almost finished the paper
have continued with home ec
and all for wad?
think i can say i have patience?
can rewind
lets count pri sch math
Monday, September 04, 2006
a few of my most treasured possessions till now
too bad i know im the only stupid idiot to keep some of them
even when those have lost their meaning
not in any order
a file of my certificates
a chain with 5 dangling stars
a friendship band
a certain white bear sitting on my bed
a certain brown bear sitting on my pillow
a grey hippo
a purple bear
and well, the others on my bed
but these are the most important ones
the file started in pri 4 or 5
the first cert was traffic games
i came in first
much earlier than the ones cycling
i walked
the chain and band
well i still bring it with me onto my bed every night
and bring it down again the next morning
so it wont get lost
but i guess im the only one acting so stupidly
the enrolment bear
i used to be scared of thunder
believe it or not
well its a comfort
the guide bear
erm i think u know
the hippo
lovingly named sesame
i used to bring it for vacations
the purple bear
its cuddly
some of them
i know
ok i guess im back to home ec
cos i know no one will be needing me
i can do the project now
and back to square 1
im useless in that way
why look for me only when u need help?
cos i am of use???
to a particular someone
i've watched part of troy
i still dont get why u like it so much
but well
i learned that we're different
and 'puke' colour isnt all that bad
too bad i know im the only stupid idiot to keep some of them
even when those have lost their meaning
not in any order
a file of my certificates
a chain with 5 dangling stars
a friendship band
a certain white bear sitting on my bed
a certain brown bear sitting on my pillow
a grey hippo
a purple bear
and well, the others on my bed
but these are the most important ones
the file started in pri 4 or 5
the first cert was traffic games
i came in first
much earlier than the ones cycling
i walked
the chain and band
well i still bring it with me onto my bed every night
and bring it down again the next morning
so it wont get lost
but i guess im the only one acting so stupidly
the enrolment bear
i used to be scared of thunder
believe it or not
well its a comfort
the guide bear
erm i think u know
the hippo
lovingly named sesame
i used to bring it for vacations
the purple bear
its cuddly
some of them
i know
ok i guess im back to home ec
cos i know no one will be needing me
i can do the project now
and back to square 1
im useless in that way
why look for me only when u need help?
cos i am of use???
to a particular someone
i've watched part of troy
i still dont get why u like it so much
but well
i learned that we're different
and 'puke' colour isnt all that bad
Friday, September 01, 2006
two worlds
Put your faith in what you most believe in
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lies we see
A paradise untouched by man
Within this worlds blessed with love
A simple life, they live in peace
Softly tread the sand below your feet now
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see
Beneath the shelter of the trees
Only love can enter here
A simple life, they live in peace
Raise your head up
Lift high the load
Take strength from those that need you
Build high the walls
Build strong the beams
A new life is waiting
But danger's no stranger here
No words describe a mother's tears
No words can heal a broken heart
A dream is gone, but where there's hope
Somewhere something is calling for you
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see
woodlands library
say meet at pasir malam end up go burger king
hmph
thats why i was late ok
iw as actually on time
found out i could make it from here to woodlands in half hour
that is if i run all the way and bus and train come immediately
it was actually kind of fun
though i think running around with paper and pencil and drying ur mouth asking the same questions over and over isnt
i want to say something abt the survey
i went home and checked
oops
we didnt need 15 pple
wait dont kill me just yet
its better to have more
at least we made the effort
well accomplished that part
now have to work on explaining it
we did tt alr
bet it will take a hard time to tell her
will try to collate as soon as possible
one thing im not sure of is am i really doing the whole thing?
cos i feel like it
haha
at first i wanted to do this alone
cos im actually quite sure
SOMEONE wouldnt be of help
and SOMEONE would make things worse
and ok well maybe louisa is doing a little
but i said cos u do advertising i will do this
cant break my promise
and so there goes another long post
its to make up for the lost post 2 days later
well continue with the story
went minitoons
and the puzzles were like 4 for 10 dollars
too bad i cant drag a puzzle home
my parents will think im crazy
will start on home ec
and start on crediting people
and i dun care SOMEBODYS name will be at the top
happy hols to everyone!
well almost
[its not my problem]
Put your faith in what you most believe in
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lies we see
A paradise untouched by man
Within this worlds blessed with love
A simple life, they live in peace
Softly tread the sand below your feet now
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see
Beneath the shelter of the trees
Only love can enter here
A simple life, they live in peace
Raise your head up
Lift high the load
Take strength from those that need you
Build high the walls
Build strong the beams
A new life is waiting
But danger's no stranger here
No words describe a mother's tears
No words can heal a broken heart
A dream is gone, but where there's hope
Somewhere something is calling for you
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see
woodlands library
say meet at pasir malam end up go burger king
hmph
thats why i was late ok
iw as actually on time
found out i could make it from here to woodlands in half hour
that is if i run all the way and bus and train come immediately
it was actually kind of fun
though i think running around with paper and pencil and drying ur mouth asking the same questions over and over isnt
i want to say something abt the survey
i went home and checked
oops
we didnt need 15 pple
wait dont kill me just yet
its better to have more
at least we made the effort
well accomplished that part
now have to work on explaining it
we did tt alr
bet it will take a hard time to tell her
will try to collate as soon as possible
one thing im not sure of is am i really doing the whole thing?
cos i feel like it
haha
at first i wanted to do this alone
cos im actually quite sure
SOMEONE wouldnt be of help
and SOMEONE would make things worse
and ok well maybe louisa is doing a little
but i said cos u do advertising i will do this
cant break my promise
and so there goes another long post
its to make up for the lost post 2 days later
well continue with the story
went minitoons
and the puzzles were like 4 for 10 dollars
too bad i cant drag a puzzle home
my parents will think im crazy
will start on home ec
and start on crediting people
and i dun care SOMEBODYS name will be at the top
happy hols to everyone!
well almost
[its not my problem]
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