Tuesday, August 20, 2013

this is another ranty post. hahaha.

um. i am running for cec's corporate liaison. this comes as a surprise to me more than it does to other people, i guess, especially since they don't seem to realise that i can't even imagine that i would win. but i'll try. partly for the experience, partly for my confidence.

please don't let me lose too badly. hahah.

it may be an odd comparison, but it's just like freshie year again. another start at school life, this time without the familiarity of a close neighbour, or even my previous elitist class.

new friends in hall, in my faculty, and hopefully in a comm i will enjoy. more groupmates i don't know, more challenges this year. we'll make it through yea.

gogo study hard. stop emoing this year. 

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

haven't really had the time to do this, but now before i sleep, shall round it up shortly.

foc was over, just like that. a year of hard work, collecting sponsor items, looking for canvassing, designing posters.
also a year of tanking rubbish from certain people. hahaha.

some people stayed on to help despite knowing that they had no hall, and i really really appreciate it. some helped even if they weren't obliged to. and this whole camaraderie was really something i hadn't experienced before. really grateful for friends like these.

the small problem that surfaced, i admit, may be partly due to my lack of ability to convince someone that there are many ways to deal with an issue, and an outright rejection is not the best when it comes to the sensitive issue of bonding. ohwells.

post event reports. the sense of completion but not being finished entirely was so sian. follow ups and such were so troublesome that i probably never want to do it again. except i have to.

anyway. there was this sense of loss after foc. the feeling of knowing that your friends are going exchange/ attachment while you're staying here alone is pretty bad. and i wondered how i was going to cope with eating alone/ doing hall stuff alone for half a year.

but i'll survive. like we all do. rise up to the occasion and try to make the best of it.

on the bright side, i have a jap roomie!

night cycling in one and a half weeks. and rally straight after (if i decide to go). gg.
hope i can tank and not collapse while doing my speech LOL.

ok shall sleep. nights world