but now, sitting here in my hall room, thinking of studying yet wanting to relax, i finally have the time and energy to blog.
actually, no. i don't have the time. but heck, for the next hour i shall remain here in my own world, sheltered from whatever is awaiting outside, blasting music from my laptop...
sometimes you just need to have some time to put down your responsibilities, your baggage, everything. put them all down, sit here and enjoy this rare moment of peace.
been really hectic. from no hall to single room, from nothing to foc co-chair, 5 subcomms, and many other offers. from being prepared to travel to supper every few days here.
school is still taking a back seat i guess. but i'm going to study. i will do better this sem.
maybe it's just me. but recently have been feeling quite, idk, empty? can't really describe it. maybe i'm finally on the road to discovering what's important to myself. really don't know why either lol.
here're some of the nice articles i've read recently:
(for some coincidental reason they apparently are all about the same topic)
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/i-still-think-about-you/
sounded quite familiar. somehow, i still remember your blog address, still go from time to time, even though it's been really long since i read anything that may have concerned me. and somehow, i still want to know how you're doing...
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/133421/
I can't like you. "So these thoughts will be suppressed. They’ll be stuffed into a bottle with the cap screwed on tight. It’s better this way. Or at the very least, it’s safer. All that’s for certain is that I can’t like you, for so many reasons...... Maybe it’ll dissolve, evaporate, or vanish suddenly – whatever the case it can’t expose itself. Because yes, I really like you, but I can’t."
sort of familiar too. it's like each time there's always something there, telling me its not going to work out...
http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/i-didnt-think-about-you-once-today/
haha this one was nice too. but couldn't relate as much...
anyway. basically what happened the past two months in a summary (could get boring after this line):
- hall camp. welfare. ran around like crazy getting food/ doing stuff for them. but had the most fun when talking to them and when we actually got to bond with the other comm members too.
- decided to take up single room for one main two sub.
- took up foc co chair the week after. immediately started on recruitment after brainstorming for ideas and loads of late meetings.
- offer of ocip vp again. said really cannot.
- dropped out of cor.
- offer of cec maincomm. no again.
- joined impresario and cec bizmag subs.
- angel to mortal, tidbit canvassing, first outing to vivo. mooncake canvassing.
- joined spd events and publicity subs.
- offered sce foc vp. lol. said no anyway. didn't think i could work there either.
well. this took way longer than i thought. like one and a half hours. LOL. at least i'm relaxed now. shall go mug.
