young and hopeless
Hard day's make me hard nights shake me
I don't know the song, I'm singing
And I know, I'm making something
Out of this, like they called nothing
I take what I want; I take what I need
They say its wrong, but its right for me
I won't look down, won't say I'm sorry
I know that only God can judge me

And if I make it through the day
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up, and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cos, I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and un-noticed
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm Adrian my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care!

And no one else can send us free
Understand the life I lead
When I sing about my past
It's not a game, it's not an act
Its critics and needs trust fund kids,
Tries to tells me what ball gives,
And when I see them all in this dream
I've nothing to say

And if I make it through the day
Will tomorrow be the same?
Am I just running in place?
And if I stumble and I fall
Should I get up, and carry on?
Will it all just be the same?

Cos, I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and un-noticed
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm Adrian my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care
I don't care
No
I don't care

I'm young and I am hopeless
I'm lost and un-noticed
I'm going no where fast that's what they say
I'm troublesome, I'm fallen
I'm Adrian my father
It's me against this world and I don't care,
I don't care


gone is the rest of my energy and determination

understand
Doubts arise, for moments linger
I try to avoid these questions flooding my mind
I block it out and let you turn it out
Scared to face what you'll find inside

Arrows point in the wrong direction
I walk that road, a sea of reflection

Do you understand me when I think
Will you understand me when I speak
Would you understand if I screamed out loud

Understand, understand, understand
If I could make you read my mind

Do you understand me when I think
Will you understand me when I speak
Would you understand if I screamed out loud

Understand

Do you understand me when I think
Will you understand me when I speak
Would you understand if I screamed out loud
(x4)

Understand

I stand alone and hold the world, I am
(x3)

I stand alone and hold the world, I am.......Misunderstood

Do you understand me when I think
Will you understand me when I speak
Would you understand if I screamed out loud
(x2)

Understand


gone is my energy
gone is my food
but some things remain

NIAN SHAO SHI HOU
nian shao shi hou
shui mei you meng
wu yi zhi zhong
ni jiang xin yuan tou lou
jiu zai ni sheng ri de shi hou
wo jiang xiao xiao kou qin song
zui nan wang ji ni de xiao rong

you qing de xi shui man man liu
liu jin le ni wo de xin zhong
ceng zai qiu chang bian wei ni huan hu
ni die shang wo bei fu
ye li liu xing fei du
xiang xiang zhe ta ri de lu tu
wan feng chui zhe wo men zhuang zhi wu shu

nian shao shi hou
shui mei you chou
man qiang fen kai
wei you ni neng ting de dong
mei dang wo shi yi de shi hou
ni jiang na shou ge cui zou
qing sheng you you
jie wo qing you

sui yue de xi shui man man liu
liu dao le li bie de shi hou
qing pai ni de jian ting wo shuo peng you bu yao tai chou chang
yi hong zong ran zai xiao zhang
wo men de bu lu you fang xiang
cheng bai bu lun qie mo jiang xi i yi wang

duo nian yi hou
you zai xiang feng
wo men dou you le pi juan de xiao rong
wen yi sheng wo de peng you
he shi zai wei wo cui zou
shi fou yi jiu
shi fou yi jiu

ren shang de ji yu qian bai zhong
dan you zhi xin chang xiang zhong
ren yuan chang jiu
shui yuan chang liu

nian shao shi hou


cant believe i can say others cannot say myself
its e same anw
guess its harder when its u doing it

woke at 6
packed my stuff and went out
was almost late
quite tired
then went for laundress
but not enough time cos 2 grps tgt
so unfair
outdoor cooking
i did little of cooking and more of preparation
have orange nails
rushed off for thrift
came back to cold and touched food
but no tests and badge ceremony
stayed back to 'help' in the den
like i really 'helped'
went home
came out again
went mrt
well anyway the rest everyone knows

got to study
tests are waiting

"Where i belong"
i've wished a million wishes on a big empty sky
and i've spent too many endless nights alone
wondering if i was broken
and why everything felt so wrong
and where do i belong

i see beyond the end of time when i look into your eyes
its so much bigger than this life and everythings right
i feel so safe
safe as a child in your arms
this is where i belong

i see my share of troubles
ohhh ohhh
tears i've shed in vain
watched my dreams crumble
but all along the way
someone heard me pray

the house is quiet now and my
my heart is full and all the ones i love lay fast asleep
and i am complete i turn out the lights
and i whisper goodnight
and i know this is where i belong
this is where i belong


right
so much stuff to do
shall have to go and do now
but wouldnt want to
stayed back to pick wood
but rained
will have to go out early to pick tmr
maybe 15 min earlier
at least we have some now
still have loads to do

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.



T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.



Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.



The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.



When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.



"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.
that amazing grace will lead me home...


went for gym
but filming
picked wood from street 13 till ave 2
so we picked most of the usable wood alr

actually my classmates should not rely on me
cos im bound to have schedule problems
if u let me choose
u know who and what i will choose
so dont force me
in a way
its just that i rather go and pick wood then do gym u noe
i have my own life

had a generally fun day
the best part was trying to rush cos it looked like going to rain end up dun rain till we walk home
haha

"Never Far Behind"

I know this really isn't you
I Know Your Heart Is Somewhere Else
And I'll Do Anything I Can
To Help You Break Out Of This Spell
I See You Following your Crowd
I Know You're Trying To Fit In
But If Your Gonna Find Yourself
You Gotta Start From Deep, Deep Within

Hold On To What You Believe

[Chorus]
I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are Inside
I Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
And I will be there waiting
Never Far Behind
Yeah
Never Far Behind

I Am Sending You A Message
Don't ever Think That It's Too Late
When You Care About Someone
There is always room for change
you're allowed to make mistakes
it's a part of every life
I Don't See you any different
The Truth Is Shining In Your Eyes

Hold On To What You Believe

[Chorus]
I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are Inside
I Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
and I will be there waiting
Never Far Behind
Yeah
Never Far Behind

You Can Take Your Time
And I Know
From My Heart

I Will Always Be Your Friend
I Know Who You Are Inside
I Am With You Till The End
Never Far Behind
I am standing in the distance
You can take your time
and I will be here waiting
Waiting by my side
God
Is Never Far Behind

I Am Sending you a message


aly and aj lyrics
oh another boring day
aft sch went to vim pots
its poisonous and used to wash toilet leh
yucks

rushed to bishan
went to photocopy
guide hse
and then 3rd lang
was so so close
well at least i did what was expected of me
fulfilled all i had a duty to do

picked wood and punk also
on e way home
alot were wet
rain mah

shall move back to ytd
aft morning jog cp realised she lost her pinafore
then she keep trying to ask me if i saw
and hinting tt SHE was coming close
then recess went lost and found
looked for mr chew
mr foo
mrs soh(not in office)
specs stand
2d
general office
basically
around the whole school
then aft sch cp found it
turns out mrs soh kept it

went for gym
still not prepared for tmr
but i will try

am studying now
rare?

BOP TO THE TOP
I believe in dreamin’
Shootin’ for the stars

Baby to be number one
You’ve got to raise the bar

Kickin’ and a scratchin’
Grindin’ out my best

Anything it takes
To climb the ladder of success

Work our tails off every day
Gotta bump the competition
Blow them all away

Yeah we’re gonna

Bop, bop, bop
Bop to the top

Slip and slide and ride that rhythm

Jump and hop hop ‘til we drop

And start again

Zip zap zop
Pop like a mop

Scoot around the corner

Move it to the groove
‘Til the music stops
Do the bop bop, bop to the top
Don’t ever stop
Bop to the top

Gimmie, gimmie
Shimmy shimmy
Shake some booty and turn around
Flash a smile in their direction

Show some muscle
Do the hustle

Yeah we’re gonna bop, bop, bop
Bop to the top

Wipe away your inhibitions

Stump, stump, stump do the rump

And strut your stuff

Bop, bop, bop
Straight to the top
Going for the glory
We’ll keep stepping up
And we just won’t stop
‘Til we reach the top
Bop to the top


sung by ryan and sharpay evans

my life is getting messed up
by many people
maybe it wasnt intentional
but its irritating
stupid
demeaning
sad
nothings fine and it wont ever be

One girl Revolution
I wear a disguise
I'm just your average Jane
The super doesn't stand for model
But that doesn't mean I'm plain
If all you see is how I look
You miss the superchick within
And I christen you Titanic
Underestimate and swim

I've got the rifle
Gonna be myself

I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot that you hear round the world
I'm a one girl revolution

Some people see the revolution
But most only see the girl
I can lose my hard earned freedom
If my fear defines my world
I declare my independence
From the critics and their stones
I can find my revolution
I can learn to stand alone...


this is not another good day
missed footdrill
not intentionally
went for recess
went for pw
and for once in my life i saw it
i saw
yet i cant believe
its impossible
i thought i didnt mean anything to anyone
i thought i was another girl
but i saw
it was in those eyes
i felt it
and i never thought it would happen
i dont know if that was same situation as me or what
but i actually liked that feeling
for awhile
then i saw
just like me
many glances
never like before
have i just changed?
or is it others?
and while we were walking i was actually walking with 4 people
strangely
imagine how they walked?
and when we were going to sit
guess what happened?
that was so so weird
but i liked it
for once i felt the eyes
it was so nice

it was covered however
by math remedial
did i mention i hated math?
well this is one day
that i was actually alone for the whole day
why do i feel tmr is the same?

am i important?
insignificant?
someone give me an answer please

Do you believe in magic?

Do you believe in magic in a young girl's heart
How the music can free her, whenever it starts
And it's magic, if the music is groovy
It makes you feel happy like an old-time movie
I'll tell you about the magic, and it'll free your soul
But it's like trying to tell a stranger 'bout rock and roll

If you believe in magic don't bother to choose
If it's jug band music or rhythm and blues
Just go and listen it'll start with a smile
It won't wipe off your face no matter how hard you try
Your feet start tapping and you can't seem to find
How you got there, so just blow your mind

If you believe in magic, come along with me
We'll dance until morning 'til there's just you and me
And maybe, if the music is right
I'll meet you tomorrow, sort of late at night
And we'll go dancing, baby, then you'll see
How the magic's in the music and the music's in me

Yeah, do you believe in magic
Yeah, believe in the magic of a young girl's soul
Believe in the magic of rock and roll
Believe in the magic that can set you free
Ohh, talking 'bout magic

Do you believe like I believe Do you believe in magic
Do you believe like I believe Do you believe, believer
Do you believe like I believe Do you believe in magic


i believe
heard of miracles?
thay have happened before
this song is from the dcom 'now u see it'

woke early to do hw
hardworking aint i
got to say im really tired
do i still even have motivation?

went to central followed by thomson plaza
ate pizza AGAIN
just ate it ytd
my sis kept begging my mum

and oh something happened today
want to know what see me in sch tmr
the ans is obvious
very xin tong
but it'll be back
it will

promise me u wont laugh

wad happened to u?
tt sms was weird ok
it didnt sound like the person i knew
i thought nth was wrong
looks like im wrong
accept the fact
a 5 and a 15 cannot reverse
and snapping at me wont work
the one in my class wont tell the truth
i saw the tagboard
i was online
i was blocked
think abt how i feel
for tt one and half hrs i was online
fine
so u want me to leave u alone
i will
sorry if i went overboard
just want to vent anger
1 line in tt msg wont help
go tell her i dont need to ask her
i can find out myself

i can tell btw
it isnt the end of the world so work hard
u wont have to mope next round

Somewhere over the rainbow
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true

Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?


i feel tied down
have been having dreams the past few weeks
usually dont
and the dreams arent very happy either

why doesnt sandra admit it?
i am hopeless in maths
why cant she just accept the fact?

factorisation
expansion
nth makes sense
why would u have to learn tt?
go to an interview 5 years down and say i know how to factorise???

electron shells
go to an interview and say i can draw circles???

maybe my determination is a little overestimated
aft 2 days everyone is resigned to the fact im trying to work hard
but i cant even convince myself

and being screamed at every day isnt my idea of encouragement

Take me home country road
Almost heaven, west virginia
Blue ridge mountains, shenandoah river
Life is old there, older than the trees
Younger than the mountains, blowing like a breeze

Country roads, take me home
To the place, I be-long
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

All my mem’ries, gather ’round her
Miner’s lady, stranger to blue water
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky
Misty taste of moonshine, teardrop in my eye

Country roads, take me home
To the place, I be-long
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice, in the mornin’ hours she calls to me
The radio reminds me of my home far a-way
And drivin’ down the road I get a feeling’
That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

Country roads, take me home
To the place, I be-long
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads


pop
wasnt exactly a happy day
and i think i know why
started off the day with long talk
cutting into our common test period
drawing circles throughout science
watched a little of bollywood movie
went for recess
bored
went to find my sister
turns out she was heading toward lower concourse
ate a little
math
spent it listening to teacher talking abt stuff
thought abt math remedial
wanted to go
clit was watched by many principals
cannot do anything
free period was spent doing maths hw
went for lunch
asked for chilli but wasnt given
went to 2p to take clothes to change
was not welcome
esp by form teacher
went to 2u to change
realised almost late
ran back
teacher alr inside
sat at e back cos no seats alr
listened to him talk abt basic concepts
stuff i knew
but still did the worksheet anw
then tried to tie scarf while listening
went to put bag
crowded
wasted my energy during simple repairs
bored half to death
didnt do anything much
went to hall
nth to do
cant people have their own opinion?
im sick of being followed
when i do something
it isnt a must to follow
me going doesnt mean u have to
so mine is voluntary
its ur choice not mine
stoned in hall
and i mean stone
sat down
boring
went off to toilet
family lounge
cheer
talked to yn
felt better
ate as patrol
take picture
go home
or i mean walk home
not a good day right

What i've been looking for
It’s hard to believe
That I couldn’t see
You were always there beside me

Thought I was alone
With no one to hold

But you were always right beside me
This feeling’s like no other
I want you to know

Chorus
I’ve never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I’ve never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I’ve been looking for



am tired
arggh
hate my hw

Leave me alone
Oh when did you decide
To start living like it's suicide
And wasting all my time
And messing up my mind
Oh now darling please leave me alone
I'm so tired I wanna be on my own
But you come on calling on my telephone
And I wish I could show you somewhere better
Better to go

And when you get there
Well if you freak them all out
With your sweatshop charm
You'll leave them in no doubt

And when you get challenged
You'll only lie about your age
But it's the distance you travel
And the fields you unravel
And all the bars on your cage

Oh I wish you'd just leave me alone
I'm so tired I wanna be on my own
But you come on calling on my telephone
And I wish I could show you somewhere better
Better, better, better to go

To somewhere else
Somewhere else, somewhere else

Oh you've got to...
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Leave me alone
Oh just leave me alone
What don't you understand
Just leave me alone
What don't you understand!
What is there to understand?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone

when is a good time to start?
now
everything
like studying for history test
geog
maths
formal letter
tingxie
tong yi ce yan
Wow like suddenly there goes my time
and i dont mind
a test a day keeps u busy from thinking
no time
but my beloved blog will still not die
i see my books on my bed
maybe its time to start
i feel like finishing everything ahead of time
so my hw now is down to
study for history
study for geography
study for maths
study for tingxie
study for cl common test
prepare for formal letter writing test
finish german hw
rewrite my history and geog notes
do my maths hw
10 jian baos
maths qn[algebra one]
wrapping my books
redo one periodic table cos my tb one very messy

and suddenly everyone says i've gone crazy
im like finally trying to work hard and everyone's thinking i've got too much emotional stress
which maybe i do
my tablemate says i shld be working on other stuff not a periodic table
opp me say gd luck trying to redo it
vlau says my books look overloaded
when i brought them home
i seriously wont add extra stuff if it werent needed
and since im under such 'trauma'
i better start on those
which i did finish some before alr
those i typed are those left
hahaha
and i dont feel stressed
maybe its just a tug of war
and hw is winning
not by much but it is
i have nth overdue tmr
yay
fri have 2
am starting
and for once my notes are more organised
than the extra hardworking vlin
and so is my diary
cos i spent half hr on prioritising
and grouping
and datelines
and remarks
its enough to kill
but i am not dead
im actually happy
something is wrong

Lemon tree
I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens -- and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder
(Chorus)
I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow (another) lemon tree
La, la da dee da, etc.
I'm sitting here, I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
Where nothing ever happens -- and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation -- I don't want to sit on a lemon tree
I'm stepping around in a dessert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen -- and you'll wonder
Repeat Chorus
I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky
And all that I can see
And all that I can see (dit dit dit)
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree


i dun noe if sincerity is easily shown
but i noe time will tell

am failing maths
buck up lokyin
who told u tt u had the determination to get thru life
no matter wad blocks u?
i remember
who also said i cant get out cos im lousy?
so this proves tt determination doesnt help
so wad if im determined
so wad if i had proved my worth?
so wad if i had scored more than half of them?
i will never get to play
as long as theres bias
just one word has left me with the impression
'u'
shocked i was
it never left me
it was there egging me on when i had to do my 1.6 in pri6
it was there helping me thru my psle
it was there when i was actually playing
it was wad scored me 4
yet now i still remember
just that i word
helping me thru
but now i cant concentrate
cos i didnt belong any longer
those words mean nth to them
who else told me sweeping legs of someone else was a good idea?
i guess at tt time i really needed support
now i need those people to redirect me
wadever im supposed to do

i now have 8 pple giving me opinions
am i supposed to listen to all?
i dun really trust some

today started out pretty bad
unsw
gave me a headache
recess
sort of disagreed
math
failed a quiz
aft sch
sit there and stone when i cld have been doing math
when i began i was really bored i tell u
try sitting there 1 hr
adding on the fact tt im described as hyper
i really dun noe wad to do
went family lounge cos a woman asked us to direct her to the gate
helped with anti drug
went library get my bag
went back
stayed at guides board aft finish
watched hockey ppl come back
cp keep saying something
for once i thank god shes not as loud as i am
had to cover her mouth
or almost had to
nvm
i think no one cld hear over tt racket
5-0
maybe it was glorious to do tt
but i love my skirt just ok
at least u cant see up to 'HERE'
and shes not my darling
jealous ah
haha

heard tt whatever means u cant win an argument and just so say it

hope the promise this time is real

i believe i can fly
I used to think that i could not go on
that life was nothing but an awful song
but now i now the meaning of true love
i'm leaning on the everlasting arms

if i can see it, then i can do it
if i just believe it ,theres nothing to it

i believe i can fly
i believe i can tuch the sky
i think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i believe i can soar
i see me running through that open door
i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly

see i was on the verge of breaking down
somtimes silence can seem so loud
there are miracles in life i must achieve
but first i now it starts inside of me

if i can see it, then i can do it
if i just belive it, theres nothing to it

i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
i think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i believe i can soar
i see me running through that open door
i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly

cuz i believe in me
oh oh oh

if i can see it then i can do it
if i just believe it theres nothing to it

i believe i can fly
i believe i can touch the sky
i think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
i believe i can soar
i see me running through that open door
i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly, i believe i can fly


can i?
no
im restricted
too much
im sorry if im a burden

trust
wad is it supposed to be?
when i was pri sch
[trust meant anything said must be true, or at least we believe it is]

loyalty to friends
all my thoughts then were
[as long as i do my best for a friend and no one bullies her]
often i get bullied myself
friendship
simple
[i like u i be myself and we're friends]
right?

faith
[as long as i believed everything will be fine in the end]

love
[do what u need to make others happy]

wasnt it simple?
but why does sec sch have to be different?
why do hypocrites appear?
why do people get made use of?
life had to change
why?
the innocent days were just fine with me thank you
at least even if something was wrong
u wouldnt know

"it was my dumb oversensitiveness that caused my downfall"

"wad are friends for?"

"ya its hard to be in between"

"leave me to suffer in silence yay"

"go talk to her. wad has tt got to do with me?"

"i know it isnt supposed to turn out like that"

"i trust"

"u arent making it easy"

all quoted
by whom?
all different people
different aspirations
different dreams
different hopes
but everyone has feelings
as do u and i
i cant drop a boulder
even if the person is after my life
useless me

All by myself
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And makin love was just for fun
Those days are gone

Livin alone
I think of all the friends Ive known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobodys home

All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore

Hard to be sure
Some times I feel so insecure
And love so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Dont wanna be
All by myself anymore
All by myself
Dont wanna live
All by myself anymore


sometimes i just feel so alone
some people think my reasons are stupid
but im not ok

pass it on
it only takes a spark
to get a fire going
and soon all those around
can warm up in its glowing
thats how it is with god's love
once you've experienced it
u spread his love to everyone
u want to pass it on

what a wondrous time is spring
when all the trees are budding
the birds begin to sing
the flowers start their blooming
thats how it is with god's love
once u've experienced it
u want to sing
its fresh like spring
u want to pass it on

i wish for u my friend
this happiness that i've found
u can depend on him
it matters not where u're bound
i'll shout it from the mountain top
i want the world to know
the lord of love has come to me
i want to pass it on


very uneventful day
as usual woke up late and sleepy
watched tv
cooked lunch
ate lunch
finished the whole series of da chang jin
went out for dinner
and so on

ok shant bore anyone out any longer
shall relate wad happened ytd
was too tired ytd to type so much
now tt im more energetic will say wad happened

started out yet another day
was bad weather
stayed in class for pc
boring
went for sc,el and ct
recess
ma, lc
lunch
last min picture organising
farewell;
movie
items
food
promotion
gifts
really dun feel like describing the whole thing in detail
but walked home aft tt
sat at bus stop dno how long
but its ok
i like the bus stop for that kind of 'occasion'

used to think running away was easy
now im starting to change my mind

Auld Lang Syne
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and days of auld lang syne?
For auld lang syne, my dear,
for auld lang syne,
we'll take a cup of kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot
and days of auld lang syne?
And here's a hand, my trusty friend
And gie's a hand o' thine
We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet
For auld lang syne

farewell today
at least few ppl cried
or waited till they were in private
im scared ok
nxt yr i sure cry
wad if u nv get to see some ppl ever again?
there are people i dun ever want to see again
but i want to keep in touch with some
those who dun mind my past
dun mind my status
those are some real friends
unlike some people who just want status
i know i chose a few real friends
i know i want to be friends
but do they?
can i be sure to say someone will always support me no matter wad happens
or wad i do?
i trust that there is such a person
i can put all my support down on 1 person
but is it safe?
maybe

maybe u were a little moody today
but there're reasons
maybe taking up responsibility is not easy
but u have support
maybe life is unfair to some people
but its fair to me
i have all i possibly could want
healthy family
great friends

the higher the hopes, the higher the disappointment
i wasnt disappointed
just hope i wont end up like with u noe who
sports is competitive
too competitive
drifting apart is easy

now tt u supp to take care of us
like how???

walked home aft farewell
might have been dark but i felt safe
i mean who wouldnt
the sky looked so colourful
sorry i told others u were walking
wanted to talk
very long nv talk alr

i guess can talk on mon right?
online

am tired but dun feel like sleeping

realised its a sun on e day i asked
will it hinder ur family programmes?
maybe on mon?
11th
its sch hol anw
plan again later

am not going to think of hw now

bye buddy
aft 8 yrs

im happy cos of 3 facts
yay

(Friends for life)
Sarah
I don't have to say
A word to you
You seem to know
Whatever mood
I'm going through
Feels as though
I've known you forever

José
You
Can look into my eyes and see
The way I feel
And how
The world is treating me
Maybe I have known you forever

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


Sarah
We share memories
I won't forget
And we'll share more,
My friend,
We haven't started yet
Something happens
When we're together

José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye
I'm alive when we are together

both
Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre

I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


José
When
I look at you
I wonder why
There has to come
A time when we must say goodbye

both
I'm alive when we are together

Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


I feel you near me
Even when we are apart
Just knowing you are in this world
Can warm my heart
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre


Amigos para siempre
Means you'll always be my friend
Amics per sempre
Means a love that cannot end
Friends for life
Not just a summer or a spring
Amigos para siempre
Amigos para siempre


got so many things due tmr
argh
hurry hurry
must finish by 11.30

FRIENDS FOREVER

Ohhhhhhh ohhhhhhhhhh oh oh

Remember when we used to talk all night?
We didn't get much sleep
Talkin' 'bout and plannin'out our lives
And who we're gonta be
Things were so much different then
Our lives have changed so much my friend
But you and I will always believe

[-Chorus-]

'Cause we'll be
You'll see
We'll be
We'll be Friends Forever

We'll be
You'll see
We'll be
Like Thelma and Louise

We'll be
You'll See
We'll be
we'll be Friends Forever
Friends Forever
Friends Forever

I know that he's been hurtin' you
I've known for a while
Now you've found love in someone new
I can see it in your smile

I swear your secret's safe with me
Won't tell nobody what I see
What you need is perfect trust in me

(repeat chorus)

We all need
Someone we can trust
A Friend
Of our own
I swear your secret's safe with me
Your not alone

Together
Forever
You can depend
Together
We will fight
'Til the end

oh yeah

had an okay day
funny thing was aft we rushed off from pop gift
we missed 265
then took the next one and missed 162
then walked to mrt and missed it
waited another 8 min and reached
wanted to rush but didnt feel like it
so was late
but all they said was colours colours
went on to learning more difficult stuff
really emails the only way to learn
as in w/o a teacher
looks like no need to learn alr

its ok
wait till dec lor

on a bad day

Everytime my tears
Have ever fallen
I keep 'em in my pocket
For a rainy day
So when it's pouring
I take them outside
I let the rain start washin'
My tears away
But on a bad day
When hearts are breaking
There's not enough rain to carry
All the tears away
Everytime I'm blue
I take my feeling
I hold it tighter
And I don't let go
When the sky gets whiter
And the air is colder
I throw my feeling
To the falling snow
But on a bad day
When hearts are breaking
There's not enough snow to carry
All the blue away
Everytime my heart
My heart starts breaking
I take this pain
And I hold it down
And I wait for the wailing
When the wind is comin'
And my pain is blowin'
Through another town
But on a bad day
When hearts are breaking
There's not enough wind to carry
All the pain away
Everytime my tears
Have ever fallen
I keep 'em in my pocket
For a rainy day


not in the mood to talk
not my prob

I'll be there for you

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even
your year, but

{Chorus}

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great
Your mama warned you there'd be days like these
But she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees, and

{Chorus}

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Since you're the only one who knows what it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the best with
Someone who always laughs at
Even when I'm at my worst, I'm best with you
Yeah!

{Chorus}

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cause you're there for me too


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Maybe a friend turned their back on you. Maybe someone you loved betrayed you. We all have wounds and we end up carrying around these things that people have done to us for weeks, months, and sometimes even years. It isn't always easy to forgive these people and after a while these hurts can get really heavy. So the only way to feel better seems to be somehow getting back the people that hurt us, to get revenge. But does revenge ever truly satisfy? Maybe forgiving isn't something you do for someone else to let them off the hook. Maybe forgiveness is about you. God didin't create you to carry these wounds around. God created you to be free.
why cant u just get out like u said u wanted in the first place?
it wouldnt take too much effort would it

think about the last time i had so much fun for so long
this is the first time in years i really enjoyed myself
for so long
usually it would only last a day
but i have been truly happy for days
maybe the only place i feel at home with other then my hse is just here
with my patrol
and friends
if there were 10 moments of sadness for each happy moment
i would still choose to be happy than not to feel at all
sometimes life can really be so great
sometimes
the others i cant believe how it contrasts
maybe being optimistic helps
alot
and then again maybe my seating is not that bad
i shld make the best of it
now anyone coming past i can see
and i can go out anytime
am happy
in such a way i havent been for months
and am so happy i decided to live and let live
will listen
will try
will talk less
will make an effort to be nice
really
as long as u are nice to me i promise i will be nice to u

if u have no time u may stop reading here
found some quotes tt may or may not bore people out

"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay."
- Dave Matthews Band

"You were the one who made things different, you were the one who took me in. You were the one thing I could count on, above all, you were my friend."
- Tom Petty

"Best friends just won't leave your side"
-Blink182

"Do what you will, always walk where you like, your steps, do as you please I'll back you up."
-Dave Matthews Band (i'll back you up

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

"It is more shameful to distrust one's friends than to be deceived by them."
- Duc de la Rochefoucauld (1613 - 1680) French writer.

"It is not so much our friends' help that helps us as the confident knowledge that they will help us."
- Epicurus

"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
- Martin Luther King Jr

"Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy you must have somebody to divide it with."
- Mark Twain

friendship is talking to your best friend without words."
- Sent by Ralph Rusconi.

"A best friend is a sister that destiny forgot to give you."

"True friendship is sitting together in silence and feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had."


i dreamt i was in a shopping mall
i was angry
and i did wad i alw wanted to do
i walked away
i alw thought tt walking away could solve problems
but the dream left me with unfinished answers
would i learn to finally stop the sensitivity?
hope i can continue tonight

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you


bought a mp3
my mum says listening to songs holding my hp is hard
alr got some songs inside

must rmb
bring bat

havent done my compre yet
got to rush it out

lets see
2 letters
1 file
rubberbands
over 30 smses
add up to nothing

got german tmr
better read thru first
and my compre
its going to be a long night

i cant stop anything from happening
nothing

and so wad if im mean
if u're nice to me im nice to u

One Day

Sometimes this house feels like a prison
That I just can't leave behind
There's so many rules
I gotta follow
Cuz you can't let go

I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do what I want to
And I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

Sometimes I wonder if you know me
Or if you just pretend to care
So tell me are you
On a mission to bring me down?

I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do what I want to
And I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

Go away
Don't look at me
Cuz we're not the same
And you can't do nothing
You can say
That it's not okay
But I'm not afraid
And you can't do nothing

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do what I want to
And I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day
One day


bought patrol gifts
not much but im carrying e huge pile of stuff to sch
plus 1 camera

hope there isnt much stuff to bring

Just let me cry

I'm about to lose control
I, I don't know why
Why you need some reason to feel lost inside
You, you know that I'm alright
You know that I'm just the kind of girl that feels so hurt inside
I don't do excuses
I don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
Don't yell in my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
Yeah I loved you all my life
but you don't even know a thing I feel inside
No, by the look in my eye
That I'm just fine but I might need you to hold me tight
I don't do excuses
I don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
Don't yell in my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't do excuses
I don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
Don't yell in my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I 'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
Just let me.... cry
I'm breaking down just let me cry
I don't do excuses
I don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
Don't yell in my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry
I don't do excuses
I don't ask why
It's just a breakdown
It happens all the time
Don't yell in my face
Don't even try
Ya wanna help me, just let me cry


if u want e lyrics of e song playing now scroll back to a few posts before
i rmb i blogged it
nice song
supp to be sad
but changed lyrics dun have e same effect as e original
bet u im going to cry
not cos of pop but during pop
again
went to do gd earth in yishun
some where with no traffic
or not much anyway
ended up taking taxi back
of course not alone
with jodie
then i went off first
cos she holding e money
but vanessa told us to give her back the rest
her mum so nice
give us money to take taxi
sort of had fun
for some reason they kept laughing suddenly
and its contagious
really
then saw e pictures of da chang jin
and listened to music

went home and made a german poster
or rather a cultural poster
havent finish yet
just for fun

oh forgot to say
still cannot sleep late tmr
ahhhhhhhhhhh
no fair

and if all goes well tmr
i will be naturally happy
but i wont show sadness now
and like someone said
of i want to forgive i have to forget
but my memory on this kind of stuff very strong
guess no one can do it
some people never learn from their past and keep repeating their mistakes
there are 2 such types
1 is stupid
the other is intentionally making them
i belong to the stupid category
cos i still have this feeling that most people still have a kind heart
even if its 0.01%
there is a small part waiting to grow
people are mostly nice and they only turned nasty when they suffer any type of hurt
i can say im referring to many people
sometimes it might be me
i dont feel nice
and i dun want to be nice
but sometimes i want to forgive
esp when someone hits my weakness
but its for u to guess
i wun reveal it cos it might be used against me
i gotta learn

We will get there
Remember the days
We set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine
When we thought that nothing could stand in our way
Then things weren't the same
The life that we knew had to change
We struggled through, the darkest storms
We thought we couldn't tame
Together we'll try
as we stand side by side
I know we'd build a new world, a world
Of hope forever after
Deep in my heart I just know
Right from the start we will grow
Look where we are
We've come so far
And there's still a long long way to go
So now we begin, working together to win.
Believing in trust,
it must be possible to overcome anything.
Giving just a little love
We'll start again anew
With all of my heart,
I will care.
I’ll play my part I will share.
With family and friends, together we stand.
And in the end,
hand in hand,
we will get there.

i can tell where i stand
in 1 day
everyone has shown me the same way
nowhere
during indian dance all i did was sit there
must say its a welcome rest from the day
i had a very comfortable time doing my own stuff
and then didnt rmb to go online and no one reminded me
still i had projects due
am extremely tired
did rolling today
it hurts
friends
want to go to sleep now

Behind these hazel eyes

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on

[Chorus:]
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe, no I can't sleep<>

got pe again tmr
smone pls help me
im not joking
i HATE pe
i cant do anything right
i cant even do a forward roll
all i can do is humiliate myself
and there goes my ppr
i wun blame my grp if they just dumped me
honestly
was doing fine in pe till gym came up
my mum says everyone has weaknesses
but why is my weakness so obvious?
why cant i have a strength tts visible?
i want to stay at home for the next term on thurs
can seriously call this phobia
many people just say they cant do
and end up doing it
i cant do and i mean it
i tried 2 forward rolls
both failed
ended up toppling sideways
but how can i pass gym?
its been years since i last did a cartwheel
now it topples
my backward roll used to be ok
but now i cant do anymore
someone help pls
am really wanting to cry
and i will
tmr
can anyone fall sick in a few hrs?
be
dun push my limit
its snapping
life is so unfair
basketball would have been more fun
at least i can score
do ok in team sports
but i wont do gym
its impossible to do
dun want to go to be pushed tmr
and forced to humiliate myself

Graduation (Friends Forever)
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn twenty-five
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June<
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon and there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever


hw
when can it all end?
i cld have been meaner than tt
so my advice is
dun try it again
hate ppl who talk behind my back
if theres anything say it to my face
tt is if u got e guts

No Way Out
Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change
The things I've done
I'd do anything within my power
I'd give everything I've got
But the path I seek is hidden from me now

Brother bear, I let you down
You trusted me, believed in me
And I let you down
Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone, something will come
To take away the pain

There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day

actually the sorry wasnt for who everyone thinks
i dun say sorry to just anyone
am not in a good mood
dun come and re wo
can
am redoing my tui xiao chan pin
and my poster
the last one was ruined
or maybe im just too free
either way
but im not a perfectionist
beating time takes energy
shall try to control my temper tmr

Tarzan 2

Can someone tell me where I belong
Where I should go?
Can someone show me where I'm going wrong?
I need to know
Why do I hurt the ones I love
With everything I do?
If I can't be what they want of me
Then what am I to do?
Ah!
can't go home
I can't go home
Oh, this much I know
This much I know
It might be better
if I just disappear
Alone
I've got to find my way
Got to find my way
And I will survive some way
I will survive some way
If only there was a place where I could be
Just me
If only there was a place where I could be
Just me


am dead beat
literally or not
slept only for 2 hrs before getting ready for walkathon
if u didnt notice the black circles
either something is wrong with u or u couldnt get a chance
and didnt feel tired till aftnn
went to chinatown aft walkathon
a nice welcome nap
and got home not long ago
looks like tmrs going to be a short day
sleep will take care of it
am seriously sleepy
but wont sleep early tonite
for some reason im the most energetic person here now
maybe sleepless nights do wonders for energy
haha
we
cant believe it
i won the battle but lost the war
sometimes i just hate myself
shldnt have even turned up

found my 1gb memory card
am sort of elated
though i may nv get e chance to use it
cos it simply has too much memory
i cant use it all
i dun hav any happy moments to capture
i want my cousins
but wait
i promised
i shldnt be down
i must be happy
how can i be?
nths going right
except for the fact tt everythings going wrong

just want to say
im sorry
for taking for granted the ppl ard me
i have talked to u
but did u talk to me?
i had my petty prob
im selfish
sorry

So take a look at me now

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left
Here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you
Is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now
'Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Take a look at me now


walkathon
still have to walk
i got most of my exercise walking
haha
maybe
got to slp early to rise early
nite
u too