its over

no it didnt go well
so dun say im lying
though paper 2 was definitely better than paper 1

keep that day free
what u wanna do?

some big changes are around the corner
and within the rest of this year so much is going to happen
i just wished it wouldnt be the last time i had sth so fun
or that i wld have to walk so much more

these few days are so sian
i dont even want to do all that

can i ffw by a week?

school

i just dont feel like it anymore

today was ok la
i guess

o levels is tmr
i thought it'd be a long long time before i wld say that
apparently i was wrong

so there i go
nope not to cram
just reading through and sleep alr
cos sleep is vital right

i've got nice friends

treasure everything around you

was full the whole day today
prob cos i ate a shrooms bun, one chicken drumlet, one pineapple pie, and two slices of the meltz last night

a lot of things happened today

its not one problem after another anymore
its more like many problems overlapping each other

i feel so deceived
we walked for hrs and finally found sth i liked
till they said no
then walked for hrs for days aft tt and found sth i cld compromise on
and its no again
thing is, they said yes at first
it was supp to fall into place by now

life's full of tough choices, innit?

apparently the wall was built but sockets not put in
haha

anw we walked to 16 shops today aft going to compassvale and went to thomson plaza aft tt
fell asleep in one of the shops

do i look forward or back now?

i think they decided on axio

i realised that cars smell of exhaust gases when they are just starting

another week of sch
eek

dont let history repeat when it can be prevented

went to check the list aft sch
so weird it wasnt there during lunch

is it good or bad news

slept for quite awhile aft i got home

played for awhile too
till the dinner was suddenly cooked finished

watched some tv and stuff la

these few days its like suddenly everything's changing and i don't know why or how
or what i can do abt it
i seriously believed sec 3 wld be my best year
till it was proved otherwise

hang on

believe

had a really boring day

watched to kill a mockingbird in the morning
ate veggies for lunch
and then went to play games but lost badly
haha
kept getting kicked back

nobody's perfect

i think i shld settle for a fixed routine
there are times that i feel so sian
and times i feel overstuffed
but workload is same

games tmr
shld i go
nth much to do anw

sis is having performance tmr
but i think no one can make it except me and i cant wake up at 6 or so to go to sch to record dancing
or not fri i might as well bring a sleeping bag to sch
slept during a few lessons
was so tired

chi

25 days more
then i'll be sitting at a table with so many other ppl

Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

reflection day was quite nothing-to-do
sat there and tried to hear everything

ate kfc la
still had an hr to go aft tt so stoned at the canteen
then S.O seemed pretty interested in what kim was doing, her subject combi, who she was walking with aft sch, EVERYTHING
haha i was telling den to take action

were memorising this thing
then realised they wrote 11 for us and 17.5 for another grp
i was thinking why we got so low
afterall we were the only grp with a "good book review writer" and regurgitator
then they said it was no of mistakes
ate chocolate

eehui was really good at the recitation
and kim
it was like rumbling clearly
thats so ironic but its true

walked home
the thought of extra time does make me feel better
but not exactly worth it if u ask me

reach out for the stars

its hard to know so many things
the wall is still unsettled

dun know what to do anymore

Life keeps getting in the way

finished to kill a mockingbird
whee

anw didnt do much
they hacked the wrong wall
argh
wonder how its going to be settled

公平，原没半点偏心

so tired
sat in modus too

anw woke really early but cldnt sleep again
argh
slept later than my parents but quite early

莫道你在选择人，人亦能选择你

one play day 2 work day 1 study day

anw today was ok la
had early recess and ate before some people even started going down

walked home with my mortal
talked loads

sis is still playing neopets maybe i shld join her
haha

whenever we try somehow the plan is always rearranged

not walking penguins today
feel like playing other stuff aft i finish chi

today was relatively quiet and boring

there's no shelter from the storm inside me

walked till amk hub
then the shoe thing started getting sticky and my toe started to hurt
so took a bus home instead aft walking from ny poly

Brother Bear, I let you down
You trusted me, believed in me
and I let you down

whee off to walk penguins

whats meant to be is meant to be

had a really fun time walking penguins and playing with jetpacks

jy

mum drove today

so we went to alexandra road and walked for a few hrs before we went ikea to eat
at 4 sth
these ppl took others seats
they ignored us when we said got ppl sitting next to us
so anw when the ppl returned
they asked why
and then the girl just pretended to look blank
aft the ppl left, she laughed with this shrill voice and boasted to the other abt how she chased them away
so mean

and then went to buy stuff at ntuc
apparently chicken and mushrooms are used excessively in our hse

ate noodles aft reaching home

found out that the curtain was torn and hung upside down so that it wasnt obvious tt it was torn

we really need to put inventory as to what is spoilt and bought in our hse
we have no idea

we need help to carry through, its good to know we're not alone

left vios, modus and focus
happy deciding to us

sis kept saying that my face very red
i think shes right

i just checked again
if standing up for the rights of others makes u hated by other ppl, wld u do it?

so yea this is the first time in my life i sat in cars at the FRONT SEATS
haha
but i didnt drive obviously
just sat there for the fun of it

the washed clthes dont smell like theyve been washed
eee

ok so went macs and ate
then to alxndra rd
spent the whole day there

dont get vulgar cos im trying, they have no right to do that

time heals all wounds, but it leaves behind scars too

today was a really long day

woke as usual and went to school
yada yada

so yea our class won 2nd overall
haha so drained

rushed home in the rain and then to see the renovating
then to sk
ate sushi for dinner
i think im addicted to wasabi suddenly

and im turning colour again
darker and redder

decided on fridges

once in a lifetime means theres no second chance

underestimated

so i slept away most of my morning and ate the rest
cooked macaroni but didnt realise there was alr a WOK of it
soup macaroni how unexpected

rushed out cos had to go to the toilet jsut before
but i reached on time


then eehui said no need to change alr
grr

so we talked for 40 min before they finally decided to bring us there

they brought us to the library first
but then didnt do much except abduct a teddy bear and hide it

the exhibition was funny
what with eehui and jodie saying stuff loud enough to hear but not to the person
then headed for home
at first eehuis mum was going to pick us up at bishan
but then change of plans so i took with jodie to amk and eehui to bishan
then took 262 home

the day was quite fun la
i know someone had fun too
loads more
what with the bear and the books

the person in front kinda reminded me of her
and everyone else too

everyone has a story to tell. being friends means listening to it

had a really bad night
couldnt sleep and kept dreaming abt that

it. was. so. horrible
first time i felt so lousy during an exam

it all happened so quickly
3 words
卖咗啦

wasted my day sleeping and playing sudoku and folding paper
was so tired
slept for 2 hrs and a half

Time’s slippin’ away
I’ve got the world ahead of me

jiayou
stick it out
one more to study for

and after that i can finally do anything i want to

like what i did today
eat, eat eat
walk leisurely
and do sit ups and push ups and stuff
was feeling too not able to sit still so decided to waste some energy
it worked
now im drained and unable to think

i was pinning my hopes on germ eoy
and now its gone
blehh

the line seems so ironical with my post
but im using it anw:
put your trust in what you most believe

whee
i haven't finished
so here i go
just wanted to check sth

Was it just a dream, or did we feel something real?

experimented with plaits today

feel so much better after commenting
he was so guo fen

dun think
study

Was it my mistake,or did we just get too close?

whee today was fun

got maps to draw...

If I'm not doin' too well
Why be so hard on myself?
Nobody's perfect

for some reason
elit was what i had expected
cannot write enough

was looking through this list of smses i had re-copied
realised like omg we were equally mean
haha that was a long long time ago

slept again
but its ok today
cos i dun have sch tmr!!!
haha yay
can start on geog
wait no
continue not start

i just wish that i can do better than i think

told u

and all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

seem to be waving at ppl in buses really frequently

the exam was not very good today

yay tmr aft elit i can sleep
am so tired

then can spend fri studying for the geog exam
or eating

go for it
3 more

smile no matter what

thanks loads
u totally made my day
and prob tmr too(:

had really nice day
except for the exams part

so i reached early in the morn and got my calculator back
the note was so thoughtful
then aft sch was supp to go home with her but yea too long a wait for her
i know
then went out of sch and guess who i saw at the bus stop
the bus came quite late
i was just opp the bus at the place where i cld cross the road and go home
so yea
then smsed a lame sms
haha

cant believe i used like 60 smses in 3 days
and im not paranoid abt it

study!
not excited

just put the mark there for fun

ok so im not happy abt chem

but today was nice

we've come so far, don't throw it away

rushed to sch to look for the list
cldnt find it
and poof!
just before the exam it was found

its so hard to believe
paper one with no calculator was easier than two
i think
it didnt go that badly
except cldnt finish two
math is ok

looking forward to denise getting a for geog and math
then i get free food everyday

slept again
was so tired

and felt so sian i didnt study till 5
cos i slept fr a few hrs,
was totally drained of all study energy
lay there wondering when i wld have enough energy to just stand up

one more paper down

physics must try harder

a wish upon a star once upon a time