rahh i dno wad to do anymore

it seems so hopeless
whats right?
nth

im the only one not taking it like the others

anw so back to topic

its so irritating can
i got my first cam in pri 6
its like 6 years later
i got my own com near there too
and its also so much later
so unfair

guess i'll just go start on hw

lifes tough

talking to fel online
wah its been so long
when was it since she called me lame?

it seemed like ytd when we were down there playing with the stupid flour

tts the third time she said im lame

yes i agree
IXORA ROCKS

cant wait for pat outing
lala

anw i cant believe it but i got hw to do
elit again

rahh

yay
finished my reflection

did on leukemia
but havent finished research

theres a geog test
a math test
a chem test
of mice and man
sharpening the senses
n and o level practice
health related
flora and fauna
stress

i think i'll just rest awhile first

was late
so maybe i didnt estimate tt 20 bus stops were so long

ran la
no signal there one
the stupd sms took like forever to send and recieve
small place with big pillars

so bored la

quite irritated
they talk so soft

was out till quite late
choosing a dictionary

im like tiring myself out

nvm then

the patrol bonding so weird
sec ones kept reading their booklets
bad time to give out

anw aft sch walk home la
end up it rained
and walking with 3 boxes, my tbs, and an umbrella was hard
somemore my shoulder pain

still raining now
glad i didnt 'wait till the rain stops'
haha

guess when u have few friends its easy to learn independant-cy
but when u get more its harder

11556654433221
abc
its fun

am online cos i have to send info
may blog again tonight but depends
bored

eating mnms
they are so sweet
and chocolatey

this is so wrong

anw its weird how things happen again and again
as if the first wasnt enough

have elit hw to do
really really dun want to

talking online now
yea i know i have my reflection to submit

didnt know ppl went online at this time

stomachache again
wad did i eat wrong?

ok shall end here...

not a really nice day

had physics
u wont know how bad it was eh

there was english
we were quite slack

recess was quiet

kept falling asleep
cant blame me
im tired

have a pain on the left side
dno wad la
then my hands and legs are sore

tingxie and math
better go study

another envelope
i thought u hated pink

anw had a really bad day
believe it or not i can fall asleep while desperately trying to copy notes at twice my speed
see how tired i am?
are they really tt deep?

moved eh?
will find it sooner or later

oops didnt blog ytd

time cant move
its only 6 months away...
)':

ate at abt 12
cos everyone woke late

why is it other then 3 ppl
others never reply on personal questions?
is it like a big waste of ur time to answer a simple question of when?

went to ntuc
someone wanted to buy milk
though at home she NEVER drinks it
am so irritated
then she wanted to buy butter
though at home she DOESNT use it
and then after tt she said 'pleeeeeeaaasse' in this really annoying way
and she got what she wanted
its so unfair

the movie was so nice

so im back to doing my work
feeling like im back at square 1
aft all i did

have to recopy my notes and finish my hw
sewed on the badges
and also the logbooks


so nth much to say too much to do
will talk when free

anw i had a mood fluctuating day

ran around early in the morning to talk
it was quite ok
then during lesson i got the gastric pain again
tried using water to replace food
apparently it doesnt work
then had science
it was so hard to understand
recess was running around in a short period of time
saw sandra and huaichyn
they took their own sweet time to eat
was let off late lor
so had to eat and buy in like 10 min
ran back
weirdly enough
i had 4 encounters with her
must get tracking device
(:
stay far away
there was end of recess
there was geog
there was near end of recess
and there was pw
i not being mean here k
and no shes not who u're thinking of
aft sch we were like trying to eat fast
went to buy rubberbands cos i thought i didnt bring
but i did
changed into guide u
packed and went down
anw the plan wasnt needed today
but it will be needed
so had badge ceremony and thinking day prac
then of course went home la

have copy the list now

and write diary

cos tmr will be a busy day

there is life

Under the snow
Beneth the frozen streams
There is life

You'll have to know
When nature sleeps she dreams
There is life

And the colder the winter
The warmer the spring
The deeper the sorrow
The more our hearts sing

Even when you can't see it
Inside everything
There is Life...

Oh....

After the Rain
The sun will reappear
There is life

After the pain
The joy will still be here
There is life

For it's out of the darkness
That we learn to see
And out of the silence
That songs come to be

And all that we dream of
Awaits patently
There is life

There is life


anw had quite an uneventful day except for the buying of files
the auntie wouldnt let me carry
say must bring friends

still have quite a load of hw to do
theres the last qn of geog
theres 2 qns of emath
theres sharpening the senses pg 56-70
theres tingxie to study for
and sweden
and german

done alr;
amath 6 qns [i think]
emath 11 qns
geog qns

i think i cant handle the stress we'll get
it would be nice to drop sth
but cant

theres guides tmr

rehearsal again

still want to copy some smses
i realised some stuff i say actually makes sense
but i dun know it till i say
and im a bad example
dun follow

pls dun say sth and do another alr
dun say anyth if u dun want to
i dun want the false hope and then the disappointment again
might as well disappoint me till the end

had a really nice conversation ytd
aft i reached home i just sent quite a few smses
isnt it nice when ppl care?

AND THE COLDER THE WINTER THE WARMER THE SPRING, THE DEEPER THE SORROW THE MORE OUR HEARTS SING

its nice right

its like the only sentence i can rmb from the whole movie

got to do hw

had a really bad day
strangely
most of the bad things had a teeny lucky side

i didnt know ray diagrams were so complicated
i didnt know we had to do the teacher
i didnt know math could take on an even more incomprehensible stage
i didnt know i cant teach
up till today

and there goes my dream of being a teacher

i also didnt know she could laugh hysterically
apparently when someone said friends are stress
she just laughed

not enough time to blog
so yea just saying sec 3 is so busy
i shld have used tt as my excuse in the first place
grr

anw have loads of stuff to do la
must handle the hw and the pressure

i still cant believe i have to do so much

arggh
last post was deleted

so was saying there was footdrill and i reached in time to check guide board and stuff

had loads of grp work today

went to help props comm aft sch

went 3rd lang where i saw a bulky item on my seat

walked home and heard ppl behind talking
they were quite funny and entertaining
haha

so anw opened the thing in moelc
cos had to wait for cp to walk out of the toilet

dun really feel like doing hw
but must do right

mean what u say
i shld have known
after so many times

dun want to go for german tmr

got to go do hw soon i guess
done most of wads needed tmr
but im really not sure

collecting 10 dollars
there goes my pocket money
and 3.9
there goes more
and got to buy loads of stuff

havent really been typing long posts
guess im just not in the mood

only realised a few days ago wad was in my present
didnt really see it till then

work work work
u got to pass

had rehearsal just now
took 132 home and while walking to the stop
saw a guy saluting sth

anw aft i reached home
went thomson plaza buy groceries
saw 4 ppl
saw my p2 teacher
saw sandra
saw bessy
and saw someone i dont wish to name

anw tried to find files but realised they were quite ex

i have my ways of finding out anything i need to know
dont ask

and there sits my pile of hw waiting to be done

felt like slotting this post in so cannot be seen unless its scrolled down

so when ppl around u make mistakes
and u can see its wrong
but u just dont have the guts to tell them
learn from it and tell urself
NEVER BE LIKE THAT
cos its wrong

ppl shouldnt be blamed for something not within their control
they're humans too
they have families too

and dont have to follow what everyone does
we're all different
so its normal for us to not do the same thing
if everyone follows another then wads the point of having different ppl?

alot of hw this weekend
and talking
dun feel like blogging here

hw to do
got to go

went 3rd lang again today
maybe i can last this whole year

aiyah got hw to do
shall blog when free

how can u do this to me?

quick post
need to be fast so tt i can slot in doing hw and reading to kill a mockingbird
and get my dad to sign the form

im having second thoughts
maybe i shldnt apply in the first place
it might save me alot of trouble

tmr got german again
starting to hate wednesdays

work harder
u cant go falling asleep every lesson
no im not talking to me
cos i only slept once k

so finally the shelf has reached my hse
now just have to think at how to rearrange the stuff

ok so had another day
this time i didnt pa1 xia4 and sleep
sort of nodded a little but i didnt sleep

so went to canteen and ate
saw chengmun there and talked
then saw yanni and chiaying
and then kim
and then bessy and adeline

anw i was late for 3rd lang again
there wont be a next time
i'll do anything to pull my conduct grade up
and be able to go

so tired la
my eyes cant stand this light
plan to read a little of to kill a mockingbird later
since no one online

and do a little of elit maybe
theres a test on wed
i need to buy whistle
grr
clash clash clash
maybe i shld quit and save me the trouble

july 30 1975

still not in the mood
how can i be?

theres german again tmr
and i really want to know wad the teacher is saying

and i heard theres common test on wed
after sch

and im feeling quite stupid
i say alot
but no ones listening

shant say anymore here
ppl dont see this
so shall move it to where ppl will see it even less

so irritated
must retype my post

still mad
just cos i didnt check my hp it isnt a crime

and im not in the mood

those insect bites are too red
cant be mosquito

got nth to say
i came back hot, tired and angry
and getting scolded now
dun understand
not checking my hp wont make me a criminal

got loads of mosquito bites
wonder when i was attacked

busy day tmr
got loads of stuff must do

argh cant find my rubber bands

anw didnt manage to finish gateway
must go and do again tmr

tmr got to bring many things

ok so went to sch early this morn
lou passed my class and gave me the magazine
then had to go hall
for some reason i kept staring at my watch
then when the time arrived i looked around
saw ppl standing
so yea stood too
realised sec 2s werent there
waited quite long la

then had 4 'shifts'
they were all too short
even if they finished on time they didnt elaborate

my voice kept cutting off halfway
i think its lack of water

went for gateway after evaluation
hands red alr la
somemore when pressed its pain

went home in a downpour
got wet
then really dirty

packing for tmr now

aiyah ever since hol no one comes online alr

have hw
second day only leh
somemore must do in black

off to do hw and type grades
ok that doesnt sound like me

hope we get a nice class

i am so disappointed in the first day of school

went early and tried to find many ppl
unfortunately, it seems i was too early
cos i couldnt find any

saw her standing outside my class

anw stayed there for quite long
saw many people

so went down to assembly
hopefully tmr's arrangement will be like today's

went back to a long talk
and we had to self- introduce
and then went to hall
and was so bored
my eyes kept blurring

went for recess
so crowded
at least we having recess same time as red badge again

went back to class
had math and chem
it was quite ok
compared to the lesson aft tt

lunch
ate orange bowl
noodles
went for meeting

did loads of stuff
i think we did ok
rushed for 3rd lang

maybe we shld switch
considering the attention span thing
its boring me out
and i cant understand anw

anw home and happy now

got to recopy xiaoshuo and do bottom
thats all i have to do
and i have enough time to

ok its like 22 hours into 2007
watched herbie fully loaded again
my sis was begging us

so far 2007 has been fun
woke at 6.10
apparently when i say 6.10 i mean it
but i was so tired cos i slept at 12.30
so i went back to sleep
woke and started on hw
went to pack and continue on hw
im really slow
then went out for dinner
quite fun la
except that my jaw still has that pain

got to do xiao shuo