Australia was fun!
they live at a pace impossible in sg. so chill and so friendly(: did make me a lot more relaxed and happy...
been really really exhausted.
aussie did relax me for awhile, but now we're pulled back into reality.
things i need to rant out somehow before i explode:
i wouldn't say it was the lack of effort, because we did try. we've been trying to get you to understand the way we thought, the way everyone else needed that assurance that we're going to make it. but you refused to listen, to even give us a chance to explain. please tell me again how we are supposed to believe you can do it... i've lost that initial faith.
and thanks to you, i'm pretty disillusioned now. just hoping for it to run smoothly enough and to be over and done with.
also, i know i'm not performing up to standard. so yea. but if you expect to take over everything from me, why not do it asap? why waste both our time?
and you, what do you want from me? did you do everything thinking i would be grateful and expecting some form of return? why even bother to act nice if you were planning on counting it all? it's not that i don't remember it all, or that i don't want to reciprocate. but how? there's nothing i can do.
i'm really tired. i can't do some things on my own. if you all don't cooperate, there's nothing i can do to get it done. please help out a little and do your parts. thanks. i need a break.
results coming out tmr. lol.
can't say i'm not nervous. need to pull up my average. and ensure i can take those mods i want to take next sem...
