Have been online for an hr or so
Now hungry
But eating and drinking soup
Waiting for dinner
Getting full though

Eating now
hungry

Oh im online again
Really too bored
With the holidays and all
Just have nthg to do
And i dun want to think of hw
Am lazy
PPR said tt i can 'produce better results if willing to try harder'
Every year i get the same comments
I think next year will try harder
To get into gd class in sec 3
I hope

But not into best class
I won't get in
I won't want to get in
A lot of stress:)
For me
I prefer smtg more free
So very restricted
Dun like it

But what im thinking of more now is german class posting
Cos of results
Wishing for a miracle
Then same class

NOW online with kim
How come always online with smone?
Nvm

Wishing that both of u can come
Wishing hard
Wishing
Wish

Im sorry if the last post was too offensive
I just wanted to vent my fustrations

Cp im sorry but i think tt i cannot celebrate ur bday with u
Cos 100 days mah
But depends on if ur family minds
I think better not la

Mine may be spending myself
Cos i think ur families will mind
Mine doesn't
But well
Tell me if can
Haiz

I dun want to do hw
Haha
Lazy
Online with cp but shes busy
So nthg to do
Shld watch tv
Bye

Last day of sch ytd
And wad did i feel?
Nothing
Nothing at all
But now im starting to dread
Wad will happen after 2 months?
Things will change
For sure
Time can change pple and their attitude towards things
I just know
I know
But wad else can happen?
I've lost my best friend in pri sch
I've lost many good friends to different schools
I've lost my childhood friends
I've lost my teachers to retirement
I noe my friends will shu1 yuan3
After 2 long months
Then?
Like how i started out in pri one
In sec one
Lonely again
Will it be that way?

Deserted
Alone
Again
And again

Kimberly please teach me how to upload pictures onto my blog that space
I've been trying
But i only see this wierd logo there
How did u do it?

Although she probably won't see it
I shall say
I an survive w/o u
I m not dumb
I don't need u

Kim u and i r both lying to ourselves
Guess that we r alike that way huh?

I cry easily
Too sensitive
Seen before?
Maybe u will
I always do

Trying to get on the pictures
Trying...

Oh just the start of holiday and im bored
Any suggestions on wad i can do
Except hw?
Want to sleep but slept just now
I warn evryone reading
Any posts during the holidays
Might be talking rubbish
Cos nthg to do
Want do cip on 1 nov Tues?
Its a day tt theres no guides.
BORED

I guess since i just blogged just now and its extremely long,
I shld just end here

PS. Gd luck to each and every one of us for 3rd lang class posting!



May we be in the same class

Last day of sch
Quite glad abt it
But sad that got hol hw
Can't believe i will be a senior next year
Shall miss my friends
Though not many
Still got chance to see them next year anyway
And some during hol
Guides
Must go back to sch
For orientation preparation and pre-camp
Will have to miss some of it
Going hol

Meet during hol?
Play Play Play
Seriously wanting to enjoy w/o hw
Do early then can enjoy...
But i just tend to leave them till last wk of hol

Want to help me cook?
Then rollerblade or smtg
And do not pressurize me to make my decision so fast
Cos i really dun noe
Have not decided
And will wait till next wk
Haha
Y dun i send the designs and u all help me choose ok?
I have seriously bad taste
Believe it

Just came back hoe after sending them back from my house
So was 'seeing' it nice?
Well u will 'see' it again in nov
And cook
Shall try ur cooking
Maybe taste not bad
But mine is not tt nice
Choose: Sushi, soup, sandwiches, noodle, or tell me
I try to master as well as i can
Or not have to chu1 chou3

I want guide bear and the purple bear
I think tt u can say tt im greedy
Or give me next year

Guess tt it will be fun to teach smone to rollerblade
But make this clear; i won't learn to cycle or swim
Cos i won't

I start first on the designs
Gd luck to us!

Watching movie tmr
As in IF we get let off early
Then we can rush there on time
Looking forward to it
German movies are so nice
Always

This post is connected tothe one before as i didn't have time just now to finish
So read the last one if u have e time
Cp i told u to tell qm and fel
TT no guides tmr
Qm say u dun tell her
She now online with me

I gave up
Shld have long ago
Say tt im silly
Or wad
But i shld have let go

Kim
This is so unfair!
Why didn't melissa tag me?
And she tagged u!
:D

Refer to my last post for details on wad exactly happened
Tt let me noe i must let go
Sigh
Shld have
And so im silly
staying on for a year
Doing wad a friend shld do
Give and dun take
All to get back ntg
She doesn't even regard me as smone she noes now
Just LET GO!
Why im still so silly
I still cannot completely

I tied the twine for gateway and got my skin scraped red and got blister
Hurts
DUN shake my right hand
Haha

I think we will be late for the movie cos mini drama sure go over 2pm one
Miss the starting
Wonder if got english subtitles
Hope so
Sometimes they talk too fast
Cannot catch
Well kim u will have to interpret for me :)
Bye for now

Hate to tell u this
I gave up today
When i found tt we cannot get back tgt
I called her name
Only to have her ignore me
U noe who im talking abt
She completely acted as if i were invisible
Think tt i shld do tt too
I can't give up
I must
Why is life so unfair?
To have pple u care abt ignore u
Wells I think i shld learn from u teacher
How to harden ur heart

Getting back ppr tmr
I dun have any special class tt i want to go to
Cos i noe its not possible
Really
Its alw like tt
I dun care anymore

Rumpelstiltskin
Did i spell it wrongly?
Hope not
Come back for another post

Hey todays movie was the nicest.
Loved the ending
Though the father was a little harsh at the starting
The boy didn't understand why.
So touching

And Kim i can't believe u put my 'advice' up!
That was only a joke ok?
Don't take it that seriously
And the part abt depending on smone else is ok
That one u take seriously.

No offense to the both of u
But wad happened?

Cp why didn't u watch the movie???
U cld have caught the terrific ending
Instead u were staying downstairs
It has english subtitles u noe

Tmr after sch got gateway
So i get to tie more knots and make messes
No la just kidding
Haha
I just cannot take out the knots.

Well take ytd post well
Go think abt it
And tmr kim u bring the coupon to change
Better rmb
Oh so boring no one online
Nvm

Sry kim for lying just now
But i just wanted u to go home first
Or not ur parents later say i spoilt
Dno how to take care of myself
Sry

Think i wun watch movie tmr
Alr watched those showing tmr
So can rest after gateway
Hope we get let off early

For smone who shares the same things in this aspect

I was like tt once
I regret tt
Im too impulsive
I shld have hung on.

Smtg i still treasure
Smtg i still wish
Though its over
How i want it to start again

Im telling the truth
Friends r hard to make
Y bother to split up ur class more?
Its terrible
I noe u r feeling bad
But how abt us?
We go thru e same things all thru our lives
Try to keep

Keep whats not treasured now
But will be later
Its not too late
Try again
Dun end up like me
I lost e chance
I really needed.
Made her jealous
Forfeited my last chance.

Oh and if u dun believe
I'll show u
I'll hang on
Even if e rope is frayed
And will break
I rather drop cos the rope spoiled
Then to let go
I need just one more chance.

Nobody gave it to me
But u have pple offering u more
U r fortunate
U gave up urself

Hang on and climb back up
I support u
Jia you

If u really want to let go
Wait till year end
Until u get posted into ur next class



















But if u really want to let go
I want to let u noe tho its not a wise choice
Let go
I will let go too
Watch



Believe it or not its up to u
Its ur fate u r holding
Don't let go

Read the naxt post too

Movie AGAIN
Dragged cp to watch with us
She liked it!
Tho she didn't understand
Impressive
Haha
Must admit i didn't really too.

Haha talking to cp
She take so long to post
Thought she had problems
But no la
Ha
She is now online with me talking abt nthg

Du hast problem?
Du muss bist froh
Muss du?
Ich kann sehen das
Stay on
I want to
But lost my chance
Dun want u to have this
Feeling
Terrible
I noe u must.

Sigh
Hang on

Movie today
So nice
The starting was a little scary though.
Abt falling in the lift
And the witch.
Then got angry for Paul and Anna
Cos the witch kept bothering them.
Looks like i was too tou2 ru4
Haha.

Before we went though,
We went j8
Then I saw ***
Or at least i thought so
Then Kim thought i was lying
So she say sure no la.
Then cp looked into the shop and there they were...
Haha
kinder didn't believe me
Haha
Told u i really saw her.

Then we went in after a while
And guess what?
After they went out they actually went back
Kinder was so ji1 dong4
Then tuo1 us xia4 shui3
Blod kuh.

I like the movie
But the stupid witch la
Then we went out and cp alr left
Sigh

Frau Oen
We going tmr?
What time?
Wed?
Kindling.

Post again later
Kurz Kurz Kurz Kurz

Movie tmr
So nice
But when?
And where meet?
Or go alone?
Sigh
Kims alr asleep
So call her again tmr lor

Chinpei
What abt going with us?
U got 3rd lang right?
Movies
Free
So hua2 suan4
Just pay for transport
Im stingy
Like always
Talking to her now on phone

Haha
Wasted time
See ya tmr

Saboed kim badly today
Im so evil
Haha
Made her cannot walk properly
Walk anywhere also cannot
Haha
Theres a bad side to me too
Made kim so embarassed
If u understand
I shouted only cos they told me to
They then blamed it on me
Baddies
Im tired again

Just talked to cp
Turned out she didn't even go for the treat
Shld have joined us
Hmph
She was so bored.

And To ***
U r a leader
And to cp
U r a leader
And to me
U noe im not
And i dun want to be

Game tmr
Im getting sick of those
But how nice if we cld do tt everyday
Sigh

Watched a german video today
Didn't understand a single part
Who ask them talk so fast.
But the cartoon characters were cute
Especially the big belly one
Haha

Online with Kim
Boredd
I loved the proverbs from german
If u want them tag me
I'll email them to u
So fun

Wheres cp?
She promised to come
Nvm
Kurz la

Just to say im sleepy

No
Its not wad u think
A hint- loss of loved one
U noe
U tell me wads wrong
U have ur own problems
I noe u care

Cp u better blog or i hack and post on ur behalf and say smtg abt the other u
The one u've been pretending to be
U noe...the sec 2
I m so evil
But ur blog is rotting

Kim
I noe u thought it over
Go on
Do wad ur heart says

I think when there is a part in my life when i need emotional support it is now
I feel at a loss as to what to do
No its not friendship problem
My injuries seem a thousand miles away
I hate to say this but u'll probably see me cry on mon
The shock is too big
But i kind of feel relieved that its over
Finally

I dun care abt the problems that feel so small
And so meaningless
I want to forget
Forget what happened
Lead the life it used to be
Carefree

A child is blessed
With something u call ignorance
And innocence
What someone at our age wont have
And will nv get it back
I want to be like my sister
Not knowing a single thing
Ignorance is bliss
Definitely

I don't want to noe
I don't want to discover
I don't need to

Sports Carnival today.
Terrible,
Had backache when woke up
Then fell on my 2nd game
Injured myself
Played till exhausted
But only got 2nd.

Joanne
U must be v. disappointed
We got 2nd but u got lesser cos u lost to W
But honestly Im even more disappointed then u
The feeling of playing sports
When u lose in the finals
Just one more step

Cp u noe i told half my class tt yn was my sis when she supported me
During the game
They were all like" u have an older sister?"
Yn said' look at the hair and u'll noe'
Then i was like 'ya and i got 2 younger sisters'
Guess whos the other younger sis?

I actually have so many problems tt im glad tmr no sch
My face got sunburned
My right hand is out of commission cos of e 3 injuries
My back still hurts
My right knee has 2 scrapes and a scar cos i fell
My stamina has been all used up
So tmr im not going anywhere


Das ist dein problem.

bye

I think tt my camp patrol's pple i dno alot
So got chance to noe them better
I hope
This is an extension of the last post written just now
I am adding it on
My camp patrol pple shld be able to get along well

Today is xh's bdae.
Went to the track to play badminton tgt.
Ft, yn, cp and vv were there too.
Fangting is a good player.
I first time play with her
Cp wasn't even a little bit nervous to xpend xh's bdae with her lor
Eat slowly
Tell her hurry she eat even more slowly

Had a great time.
Kim u didn't even tell her tt the gift u also had a part
But i think she noe alr.

Life is so unfair!
Why can't i be in the same group as any of my good friends?
But i got yn's angel as my PL
Haha

I think tt lately i hit a bad patch
So i have mood swings
I can't control my mood.
Always angry
Small things get irritated
But i still must say
Im angry again
At SMONE
Over almost nothing
Though she probably doesn't noe who she is
Just to tell all of u out there
I need attention even at my age!

Why do u just ignore me?
I feel terrible when i talk and no one listens
And they continue talking like i didn't exist

So to get rid of my problems
Im meeting Joanne tomorrow to play hockey
Personally, I love to play
Really I do

Honestly when i said i didn't have a best friend
I didn't noe tt actually I have one
But its private as to who she is
Smone u all dno
And another who is in another sch now

Well u dun have to care
Abt this

And all those of my friends who haven't updated for a wk
Pls blog in the blog
Bitte?
Wie heiBt 'blog' auf Deutsch?
Kurz

Just a short sentence. We have to get gifts but im not free tmr so I will think of ways to get her one.

Today went to Bishan park with qm and cp.
Were collecting wood tgt when it suddenly started to drizzle
We didn't care and played in the playground
Until started to have thunder.
Then realised tt my umbrella handle fell off
Still used it anyway.
Collected a few more then went to my house to bi4 yu3.
Then sent them to bus stop to go home.


I am not in a good mood today
I noe i am not
Cos i kept getting mood swings and i get angry easily
Im just feeling down
I kept getting upset and dno why i m


I dun want pple scolding me
Or telling me what i shld do
Im big enough to decide
Really

Why is life so unfair?
I didn't do anything wrong

I just installed a new software for smileys
As u all can see
Like them?
Tell me

Today we saw a cat also

Oh if u dun like it then i change

Bye

Today went sewing during guides.
So easy.
Dno why so many pple hate it.
Its fun.

Etwas ist nicht in Ordnung
Ich WeiB sehr
Du bist kein froh
Warum?
Das ist nicht gut
Ferien Glucklich
Ist das klar?
FERIEN GLUCKLICH

See u on Montag
Kurz

Welcome to my news
Today I am reporting AGAIN.

Firstly I want to apologise to cp for taking up all the spaces
At her tagboard
Causing her to have to scroll all the way to e old posts to find the older posts
Sorry!

Secondly I want to remind Kimberly to blog
In both places
Cos' she did not blog for a wk alr.

Thirdly to tell the world that my plants did not grow
Need to get more seeds
So that I can try again
Hope tt can ask for more

Next to say tt I have to tie my hair
Or not get punished
So u'll see me in rubber bands during enrichment wk

Then to "remind" cp tt if she goes for training tmr
Then Yn and XH cannot play badminton
Then they v long dun play alr.

Lastly to wish all the sec 1 guides good luck
For Guides test

Aufwiedersehen

Did cip today and finished 2.5 carts while cp and ss finished only 1 cart. Yay.
Hope tt i can pass for guides
Another test
But studying online is not a bad idea
Need to do music
Getting off 1st
Bye