Reason being, you've never been like a real friend to me either.
For what it's worth, being a 'nice girl' stereotype doesn't work for me. It's time to live for myself, to do things that make me feel good about myself. Instead of only doing everything as an attempt to help you out. It sucks to know I asked you for help previously with no reply. And I really hoped you would have asked me that question on your own instead of via our common friend that you introduced in the first place. It's too late, maybe, to try to piece our (was it nonexistent?) friendship together.
I miss being someone who gave my all, as much as I miss being carefree and worry-less. But from the moment I started my journey in the comm last year, I knew I couldn't look back. I may have promised you my best, but you almost rejected it anyway. When I think of how it all unfolded, I'm not surprised, more saddened by the increasing distance. And I believe no matter what, it's happening the way it should. Sorry I can no longer slog my guts out for you. Just as you can no longer stay out htht-ing with us without having a +1. or +5. Sorry cos motivation is no longer there. There is no reason to work for someone who doesn't need/ want the help.
So all the best for the event. And goodbye old friend.
