i dont know why i feel so tired lately
haha

am tired
shall start studying ss tmr

emaths was fine, except i didnt realise i didnt do the last page till left 15 min only

physics was, well creative
some things were so application that i couldnt do

anw got to sleep early again today

havent finished phy yet
argh why cant i read faster

anw shall sleep early tonight

okay its lousy i cant do it right

shall go find sth i can do right to do

couldnt fall asleep last night
maybe cos of the 3 slices of chocolate cake
haha

still tired after sleeping
and now got a stomachache too
argh

anw shall go sleep soon

emaths and germ compo are fine
but i feel sad abt amaths
sort of anyway
was easy to some but i couldnt finish

haha maybe i should study now

sleepy sleep
anw geog wasnt that bad except the last 2 qns
argh

today was tiring
fell asleep on the bus on the way home from moelc listening
then again on the way to school
eng paper 1 was hard for me
cos it was so unexpected
paper 2 was okay not too bad
need sleep

today was fine i guess
though im not really sure

german listening tmr is the hard one
then there'll be eng after that

chem was, unexpected
cos its really hard to tell if my answers are right or wrong
but the electrolysis qn was like, unexpected cos it really extended

i feel totally unsettled now
wth is wrong with me Os is just tmr and im here thinking abt how to finish studying for chem

had sleeplessness for nights alr please let me sleep well tonight so that i wont feel sleepy during the exams

one last day to hope im prepared
haha u can say its my fault i didnt continue studying after i started at the beginning of the year
or that i deserve whatever grade im getting
but i think maybe its gg to turn out differently

wasted today away
argh

3 days
i dont think im ready
am exhausted how much longer do i have to do this?

maybe its the last official german lesson i'll ever have

cant finish either chem, geog, amaths or germ
got to sacrifice one at least

yea i know
im really studying

5 days
have german, amaths, half of chem and half of geog left to study
oh and eng next week too

finished bonding and QA
so can see that im quite slow
yea

sis is irritated cos i insisted on her not playing cooking on the website but actually practising for her exams tmr
haha i mean, u should see the game

so anw trying to finish coasts by today

okay so went for a ride to see where the centre is
then ate at great world city
am tired
havent really studied today
argh

tired

last day of formal school
hope i try harder in future

okay so woke at 3 am and felt really unwell
haha so stayed at home again
need to sleep soon to prevent the headache from getting worse too
so much for eating more to feel better
it was either indigestion or stress that caused vomiting

still havent eaten the chocolate
but i want to
just cant find a good time for it

just when i walked out, a wave of helplessness hit me
felt so lonely and still

u're right i do eat alot

so i went to the supermarket and bought a bar of chocolate
planned on eating it aft i do what i needed to
so i reached home, ate the remainder of my breakfast(bread), then ate a pack of chips, then a pack of seaweed, then finally decided to stop when the table was being laid out
my chocolate is still in my bag
maybe thats why im not feeling much better now
cos i didnt eat it
haha
shall go do maths now
vielleicht ist es meine Schuld

oral tmr
calm and energised
scared the chocolate will cause insomnia tonight though

wl eh
okay i might have expected this from the start
but it didnt occur to me that it'll actually happen

anw i solved the darn maths qn
with my father's help of course
haha
but still, its an accomplishment to be even able to get the ans

did emaths paper
but still got at least 2 geog, 2 eng, 2 lit, 2 ss, chem and other stuff to finish
2 weeks to 'o's and i havent had time to study geog and lit and maths and chem and physics and german yet

did like most of the papers due today
but still lagging behind cos havent studied for geog and emaths and german and lit and phy and chem
am really tired

okay i need to do ss, lit and maths papers
and eng compo
argh why ask us to study hard till 'o's when we dont even have time as we have to do dno how many papers a day and go home late
cant even study when i want to

cant assume everyone knows everything alr and just needs to do papers when i dont even have time to revise what i learnt to do those papers
whats the use
not whatever will be, will be anymore

still got maths papers to do

bought a lexikon today
hope it helps