i guess he didnt see us
or pretended not to anw

so yea im dead
4 days to promos and im still doing hw like WTH I SHOULD BE STUDYING

yup

today was thrilling/ exhilarating

okay so we finished lessons at 11 again
hmm i forgot to bring phy tys to mug so had nth to do

had lunch with them
um i guess it was really unexpected
yea since im so guai and stuff

i wish i could tell someone...

received a shocking msg today
while waiting at the bus stop
showed yt and g and they laughed like siao, but i felt sort of awkward

this makes 3 prank msgs today
2 during phy talking about cheeseburgers (this proves he not paying attention after switching to the back row)
yt and g got those 2 too

then the 3rd one really surprised me
seriously

going to do phy now
hmm

i wish u wouldnt sometimes be nicer and sometimes so dao
or maybe its called false hope
i dno...
should continue doing hw now

i guess im still feeling the effect of the all-night-wr
but need to do hw now

sure cant finish

tired
so will not do chem bonding
needs to memorise too much
did atomic structure
shall do math and more chem and phy tmr

i need more time

i didnt sleep
rushed wr till around 4.45am
burned the cd
printed
then went to lie down

and woke up to go sch

am so tired
shall sleep earlier tonight
soon i guess

keep having those zoning out feelings
like when i pull myself back i can actually feel the shock and effort i need

at least wr is done
yup

have to do wr tmr
rushing math hw now
and trying to think of ways to finish mugging

havent mugged
was so tired i fell asleep with my comp on
hmm

should i stay up to finish math?

environmental influence is very very important
when someone tells u to mug with him and his gf
i dont think i'd actually do that
haha
u'll never know if it'll get even more distracting than mugging at home

my mouse is like not responding again
hmm

shall make a mug plan
and try to adhere

gp essay
nyjc paper
stationery waves tut
intro to org chem tut
and studying

anw spent today outside
so tmr must mug harder

ate buffet dim sum brunch
and steamboat and grill dinner
hmm need to exercise once i finish exams

actually, wr draft was due fri night
hmm so late
haha
going to submit soon

tired

need to sleep soon
and do hw
plus study
argh

sian
still got phy chem and math and econs hw
due tmr
and studying

finished lessons at 11 today
haha
didnt wait till 1 in school
went out with yt and grace and ate sushi
lol
but am super broke now

econs hw
and studying for promos

and pushing the IDs to rush the quotations

i realise i keep not blogging
haha

anw got hw
and mugging
argh
shall go do sth constructive

tired
and i havent done hw
and studied ohno

haha anyway shall go do definite integrals now its due mon

and i wish they'd stop letting us end sch at 10 but only releasing at 1
argh

only managed to find some interior designers
and summarise differentiation and maclaurins and small angle
hmm i need to work faster

anyway sleeping soon
tired

still tired
slept at 3am to finish wr
which i still couldnt
so woke at 10 to do
did till 4pm today
argh

so yea i didnt study today
ohno another day gone
27 days left
shall go sleep soon
and attempt to mug tmr
yup

know what
im still doing wr d3
and i said i wouldnt
argh

i want sleep

theres so much happening
wr
reno
ent proj
and getting "talked to"

its no wonder im exhausted

am damn tired

had phy tut then mass pe today
the last, for this year
had to do 20 hop front and back
20 hop side to side
20 lunges
10 jump high enough to make legs touch chest
then 30 crunches
15 leg raisers
15 back raisers
and one grand stand
that was one set
had to do 3 sets

and run from one end to another and back
then run sideways
and finally right leg in front then right leg behind
damn hard to balance

and we still owe him a set
which we must do next year

then had 3 hours break
one for recess
then mother tongue
then lunch cos of the army thing

went for army open house with all the other present j1s
haha
went through 2 exhibitions
then decided to watch show but no time
so went to walk around
and then got a msg saying my friend was in armour showcase
didnt realise it was actually the place just beside where i was standing
haha

looked around and saw my friend
smiled back cos it was damn funny we were sort of trying to see if can find each other cos different classes

my msgs exceeded again today
oops

oh and im quite angry la it was supp to be sent to me by today, but our leader says hes not free, wth
so much for showing me that he is "a responsible pw leader"

anyway need to study maths now
shall progress to phy soon
i hope

gp compre
and must go mass pe and army open hse tmr
ohno

sometimes its better to talk about it
they make it so much easier to vent

anyway stupid phy
need to do now
so yea

i wish acceptance is not built on change, but on realising that people shouldnt have to change too much to be accepted

so tired
spent today doing integration 2
argh
so hard
but i finished!!!
and mostly is i tried myself, with only abit need help from dad cos of careless mistakes
yes((:

so yea shall go sleep now so late alr

didnt do other hw though
haha