yay im finally done with part 1
after 2 months

hope i'll do ok

stupid l1r5

power failure no sch tmr
so far, 10 ppl told me alr
no army thing too
that means i can sleep yay

but first, the list

slept during chem
and surprisingly not during chi
weird

but the sleep wasnt normal dozing off
it was deep sleep
like even chloe couldnt wake me up

von dich herumkommandiert werden
nicht

i cld be sleeping now if i didnt have sch tmr
and math

try sleeping only 10hrs in 2 days right before ur exams
and not being a caffeine person

slept for 4 plus hrs only
am beat

finally couldnt take it
went to weigh my stuff aft i reached home
stupid lift broke down
both of them
walked up 10 floors with my heavy bag and files and books
thats 8 kg on my back and 4.5 on my front
10 floors
argh

theres chi notes
te1-4
2 math

ss wb
other notes
heritage badge
everythings sudd supp to do itself

stop it
theres been 1600 notifications on the stupid virus
and 712 ytd

i dno why but i was super efficient today
finished elit in 2 days
corrections and all
and reached home by 3.15
which meant i cld pack my hse before i did hw

she came today
quite a nice person i say

argh elit is so long winded

did hike first
he was so right
we finished early

saw qimin on the way

then did firelighting
it started really fast and ended really fast too

rope ladder was ok
except it really stretched when he pulled
but he said it was neat

emergency shelter
couldnt make it stand till i repegged

axemanship was damn easy
haha

went for lunch at hub and home!

saw 5 ppl from our sch afterwards
when i ate dinner

another kindergarten person
whee

cant slp early
got so much to do

everyone can see

if i had rights

couldnt sign in ytd so yea

add on to mon:
i counted! 10 bowls

ytd:
nothing much happened
cldnt rmb the badminton stuff
and picked a little wood

after sorting out just now
i realised how little it was
and my dad said i was independent
vielleicht hat er einen fehler machen

this whole week was so 'spannend'
and 'macht sehr spaß'

have loads to say
just dont have the patience to say it

bitte, bitte, mit eine kirche obenauf
spielst mit mein kopf nicht
ugh

the headache
ugh

so anw aunt came and stuff
nth much to elaborate on
alr did

jetzt reichts mir
das geht zu weit
ich warte auf
zwanzig minuten
dann sagst du, dass isst du nicht
dont push it

ich bin müde
hunger haben
kalt sein
theres a limit to patience before ppl explode

woke at 9.30
then 10
then finally at 11 when i was sweating profusely

they alr left

so we went to eat sakae
brunch la

and then to see the proposal

was so cold there
my chocolate didnt melt
in fact, it froze
like seriously froze
ate it up

went to the shop opp which was same company
sat in this really nice chair
and it was so warm i didnt want to get up
neither did my sis
and went back again

felt so cold we left again for the shop
omg the toys were so cute
and ex

then went back again
did part of the book review
but didnt have dictionary so didnt continue

was so freezing we decided to go toilet
it was nice there
and warm
so we didnt want to come out but no choice right

then went to the chair again
sat in it and ate chocolates and played i spy
till we decided to look at soft toys and stand there cos it was warmer there

finally went back again

we are idealistic

i think i found what wrong with me
i cant adapt
i cant adapt to the fact that 30sqm will be gone
that we will have to work so hard
that new things will come and old things will go
that things will have to change no matter what
that it goes by so quickly
that im suddenly piled with things i didnt have to know just weeks ago

this is so unfair

people do things for a reason
u said so yourself
so don't assume i act for the likes of it

du fragst-
warum benehmst du dich so?
du sagst, dass ich keinen Grund habe, zu ausgelassen gefühlen.
aber ich übereinstimmend nicht

wenn schon!
Ich kann selbständig nicht
ich weiß

du fragst-
bist du böse?
naturlich
könnt ihr sehen?
du sagst, dass das kein deines Problem ist
bleh

so sleepy
bleh

whee

anw i dno why im so random
but i feel like going to shop tmr

really tired

hmm lets count how many hrs i've slept so far this week

anw i got to study so yea

5 hrs 15 min

i dun care whatever happens tmr isnt my fault
this is a disclaimer
it seriously isnt

i only have 5 hrs 30 min left

lets do a countdown yay

my parents are sleeping
what am i doing here

theres german tmr

am feeling damn lousy now

wth

stupid english la
and elit
and all that

im so confused la can

3 ppl from germany
2 from here
please say you will help

great
i just succeeded in making myself look even more stupid

of course she doesnt need pictures of scenery
she lives in germany
they have a much better view there obviously

hw is such a headache

omg im so happy
they responded!

anw i need to go and sleep soon
am so tired

bleh
i want my sleep

that person was so loud

spent the whole day packing
tired now

i dno

how many times can a person repeat herself before she is heard?
stupid file just wont open and i dont know how

bleh

schwarz
rot
golden
deine lieblingsfarben

was ist los mit dir/mir?

and soon mein tisch wont be gegenueber meiner tuer
and mein shrank wont be zwischen meiner zwei tueren
and meine tueren wont be lila
small chance mein tisch will be either

saw eehui on 410
so long since i took that bus
since the last last last dno how many times i walked home first
were a whole hr early

read

*i*ge
vielleicht da ist etwas dran

ich weiB nicht
ich weiB nicht

ich bin empfindlich?

very pain

sat in the taxi 6 times in 2 days
we had to finish the measuring

here comes another week of rushing

how do i write a compo with 6 incomprehensible pictures???

its like using up all my energy
finally got lights, place to sleep and pictures
got to see how it looks like

i want to sleep
but i got a picture essay to write, elit to do, math, and a acids, bases and oxides worksheet.
who says im free
there goes all my free time

been waking at the wrong times
like at 7 sth today

i am not going to see doctor

brummschaedel

deep in my heart i just know
right from the start we will grow

vielleicht das ist die wahrheit, deswegen ist es unvergesslich.

ich bin schlaefrig

i am changing colour again


lokyin *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
here at 10:12 PM

Donnerstag, August 03, 2007

Life.....

drei jahren
wie lange muss ich warten?
ich habe keine idee
wirdst du mich unterrichten

whee the lights are so pretty
really

still cant find a place to hang the flag

like today nth much to do
kinda scary la
once u get used to sec 3 its hard to not do anything
so i shall recopy my notes

or attach photos