slept on the way home was so tired

anw they brought a designer
but i wasnt told

need to work harder
stop playing around

is this my indecisiveness or is it real?

还留得，多少温暖

tired

woke early to open door
then sat there and waited

maybe i am a little prejudiced

but i wish that i could just learn to cope better

okay stayed back for econs extra lesson
then for maths enrichment
which lasted till 7
so tired now

headache and flu
hmm no fever though

ytd was kinda fun
aft the meeting and pinning of the coop badge
went back to draw keys for coop to try the game
it was fun
but abit long..
and i hope it sort of allowed us to bond abit
i mean, since we didnt really know a lot about each other
the 3 of us girls stayed till 5 before locking up

i need go do differentiation now
NOW

am tired
slept in mum's office while i was doing hw to wait for her

but at least donation card is somewhat settled

i wish the rumors were slightly different..

gg
i just realised its never been edited
so either i present something useless or i be the bad person

got econs test tmr
and phy fa
and waves tutorial all due tmr

and i havent started

nope i didnt get the materials today
i guess it means i wont be sleeping tmr night

am so tired still got loads of hw

its fun talking to someone u know, yet not really know very well
others know, but dont know that u know
esp since hes quite a nice person

风，　太大了
难道只是为了吹干眼泪
雨，　太急了
难道只是为了洗去哀伤

tmr got pe
i wonder how to play badminton when i have pains around there

hmm still got to do differentiation tutorial
differentiation assignment
econs tutorial
econs corrections
chem corrections
and wr draft 3
ummm

anw tmr need to start working on presentation
must work hard

start again today
so irregular

blogger still looks abit different
but its better than that a few days ago

damn stressed
just got the msg that i have to do proposal and present on wed
and cant even start now cos materials not with me

i think its too early to be scared
calm down please i cant do it when im nervous

anw ptm today
was okay
i mean i cant go uni with these grades i got, but i guess it was worth my effort
hmm

shall do hw now so i can rush the proposal later

[edited]
okay today was surprising
woke up early, without any particular reason

then during break had to postpone reno meeting cos of the peer tutor consultation thing
it took till mtcl to eat
so went to change not do duty
hmm

went coop aft sch to return the duty i missed
did till 2.30

went white sands again
this time bought shirts and played abit

and we talked again, abit of a surprise since i wasnt the one who initiated this convo

tired
tmr still got ptm

and loads of hw

blogger still looks weird on my com
hmm

anw reached sch at 6.45 to open coop
damn happy finally got the right amount for morning duty
yay

but i guess im not totally over that fact yet
im scared, later cant cope how?

shall go do phy fa now

人间怎可猜得到　天意的喜与怒
千秋兴衷如何定去路

yup

it still looks weird

anw they announced exco today
head of marketing

nicole switched to cip
aww
theres a part of me that wishes she'd stay

feel abit alone...

明明用盡了努力　明明事事都不計
為什麼萬般癡心　都等如枉費

sleepy left ytd

so sad la now we have one less nice person in our class

badminton today was fun, except the ppl keep giving us bushuang faces

for some reason blogger looks weird, maybe got technical problems

i guess i will be sad tmr
i mean, he didnt really contribute alot, but was a nice friend
hmm

i think i need to rush more, not enough time to finish hw

went crystal jade for dinner cos we had coupons
am so tired
pe left me having sore limbs and shoulders
argh

奏着仍是昨天的曲调，　也许今天弹得更妙

yup

had training during pe since like, napfa
was so tiring
and my leg cramped i think i didnt warm up enough

went white sands again
ate, shopped and then went to play games
haha im a lousy driver
bought a blouse though..

confused
当你见到星河灿烂，求你在心中记住我

i wish it'd be a lot simpler

minesweeper(((:
ich bin froh

i opened coop door today!
and the shutters too!
yay(:

anyway woke up super early just to ensure i was on time
and i was early
glad for that

wrong again, why always calculate wrongly one

oh i bought light purple and light blue post-its
cos the dark ones were nice but scared cannot see

no extra econs lesson today
yay

went koi for bubble chocolate milk tea
nice

slept like a log when i came home
was so tired

awake now
haha

went coop during break and took pictures in blazer
haha mine was too loose

so yea tired
no hw due tmr can sleep earlier!
night(:

need to open door tmr

fell asleep during phy
oops
was so tired cos rushing phy hw last night and proposal

need to do phy

apparently theres no such thing as cancelled
interview tmr

am tired
its only monday

proposal draft done again
due tmr but nvm submit today

and doing phy now

math
chem
phy
maybe econs
argh i am so exhausted

slept my afternoon away cos i had a headache
and was so tired

so now have to do hw

ate lunch with family near mum's office
guess who i saw

anyway went to timezone just now but didnt really do much

dont feel well now, abit like i want to vomit
shall go sleep

tired
came back from white sand
hair still not dry
shall try to dry it and sleep soon
hmm hw do in the afternoon

可知相识也是缘分

was really busy yesterday
had to do eom, inequalities and entropy
which, i didnt get to do any cos eom took so long i couldnt find anything
rushed maths in the morning before school, then rushed chem during duty
lol
so now i have to go rush the rest of the hw
argh

仍是爱你，深思挂虑，仍是对你心醉

anyway i dont really know what to do about renovations
and the proposal wasnt that easy too

woke up later today cos i felt i needed more sleep before sch officially starts
again
when i knew that we were supp to do last min math hw
i was damn pissed
cos i only found out in the afternoon
and there was so much to do

must go do now
at least attempt to finish

today was a long day
woke up early cos sis wanted to go bowling
and only early then can find places
so we went downtown east to bowl
played 4 games, but mum broke a nail

then ate bbq chicken for lunch

sat on the ferris wheel again cos we still got free tickets

went to kbox and stayed from 2 to 6
there were so many cantonese songs haha

then ate sushi for dinner

and now i shall go try to find stuff for eom again

went out to eat dinner
am so tired havent really slept well the past few days
maybe need to get used to sleeping early

hmm

went bugis
to the library to look for material to evaluate
but failed miserably again

hmm i need sleep
woke up early to go library

had chem today!
okay so i finished, but i got weird answers so im sure they're wrong
yea

walked around with them at orchard central cos kbox hadnt started

went orchard kbox with grace and youting
it was fun!
though we ate at mos burger before that, we had enough appetite to finish the food, except the slice of pineapple and some nuts
ordered a green apple and mango and honey lemon
then had nuts, chips and fruit
2 takoyaki and sotong balls
haha

i wasnt so sure

ended up choosing old cantonese songs haha
apparently they DO have them
also learnt some new songs...

went walking after that
shopped abit at cineleisure there
then walked to dhoby ghaut mrt
and came home!

going to library tmr instead
relaxing was a good idea, i dont feel so stressed now

school starts next week
i wish u'd care more
hmm shall go check my 10 emails so many lol i just checked ytd

transformations cannot do at all
no time, and hard
recurrence sure wrong
ap qn series wrong
oh no

chem tmr

I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why