Friday, June 30, 2006

IJ spirit burning bright

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill this world with love and light
Light that shines for all to see
Love that sets our spirit free

IJ friendships through the years
Born of simple joys and tears
Something tells us deep inside
IJ friends are friends for life

Hold on to our dream of peace
Don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands, ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound
Of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill our hearts with love and light
Light to see ourselves anew
Love begins with me and you

IJ voices ringing true
Reaching out and breaking through
Every heart will hear our call
Share our dream of peace for all

Hold on to our dream, hold fast to the IJ dream
Hold on to our dream


*promise me you'll fully try being yourself -zenon
*to make our dreams come true! -the cheetah girls
*win together lose together -troy bolton
*did you ever feel like this whole other person inside is looking for a way to come out? -gabriella montez
*it doesnt matter what you all think, cos i know my best friend will believe me -ron stoppable
*
ohana means no one gets left out -stitch
*to take over with faith! -raven

saw them just now
thought it was nice
maybe it is a time to make a fresh and clean start
but im not going to apologise
forgetting is a start
maybe i can just think
all tt happened was a dream
which means nth ever happened
and i dun rmb who
why
how
and what
so dun try telling me anything which is obvious
abt e past
cos i dun recall
nth happened
no smses, emails, nth was ever sent or recieved
all deleted
i have emptied all
all tt was was a nightmare
dun make me hate anyone
dun force me to hate
everything is cleared
enjoy life

Thursday, June 29, 2006

This is what dreams are made of

Have you ever seen such a beautiful night?
I could almost kiss the stars for shining so bright
When i see you smiling, I go
oh oh oh
i would never want to miss this
cuz in my heart i know what this is

[Chorus]
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

Have you ever wondered what life is all about?
You could search the world and never figure it out
you don't have to sail the oceans
no no no
happiness is no mystery
it's here now it's you and me

Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere i belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now hey now
This is what dreams are made of

Open your eyes
(This is what dreams are made of)
shout to the sky
(This is what dreams are made of)

Then I see u smiling, I go
oh oh oh
Yesterday my life was duller
Now everything's technicolor
Hey now hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams
are made of
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
Hey now
Hey now
This is what dreams are made of
I've got somewhere I belong
I've got somebody to love
This is what dreams are made of

Hey now
This is what dreams
This is what dreams are made of

""I have a feeling that you’re riding for some kind of terrible, terrible fall. . . . The whole arrangement’s designed for men who, at some time or other in their lives, were looking for something their own environment couldn’t supply them with. . . . So they gave up looking.""

tmr got guides tests and all tt stuff
cant say much
still got 6 hw waiting for me
after finishing dno how many alr
arggggggggghhhhhh


dont think that just cos i smile it means im happy
dun think tt im desperate
cos im not
i have the time and energy
dun think tt i have forgotten
i can remember everything clearly
i am only forgetful at some things
but im sure i didnt forget

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Me vs the world
Hey boys, hey girls
Hey anybody who will listen to me
Incase you haven't noticed
It's just me aganist the world today

I fell out of the wrong side of the bed
And landed in the worst mood
With that stupid alarm clock screaming at me
From across the room

[BRIDGE]
I'm trying to be nice
I'm trying to be reasonable
But it's oh so hard when I don't wanna be
If you're looking for that nice girl
From the day before
Don't bother, she don't live here anymore

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
And the world is winning

You should have let me stay in bed
I've got this pounding in my head
No nothing's ok
Won't you stay out of my face today?
I'm slamming doors
I'm slamming phones down
Watch out for
This temper tantrum
Stay out of my way
Cause if you don't, you will be scared away

[BRIDGE]
I'm trying to be nice
I'm trying to be reasonable
But it's oh so hard when I don't wanna be
And you're looking for that nice girl
From the day before
Don't bother, she don't live here anymore

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
And the world is winning

I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna be impossible
I've gotta tell you I'm seeing red
I'm gonna make you believe what I said
I'm gonna make you-

[CHORUS]
Cause it's me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's just me against the world
(Oh what a stupid day)
Yeah, it's me against the world
(Just stay out of my way)
And incase you haven't noticed
And incase you haven't heard
It's me against the world
And the world is winning



one of the worst days ever
still working on promoting stuff
hope desperately i wont be called tmr
hope against hope that everyone will take so long to talk
hope that go by register no and start from front
thanks to the people in front
thanks
and pls go slowly
and pls make the teacher dun come
ok im really wishing now
but i cant decide this kind of stuff

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Start of Something New
Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

aww still got 3rd lang tmr
at least got half day off to catch up on hw
starting to fall back
cant rmb a single thing
factorisation, book reviews
all erased
along with many other thoughts
but forgiven doesnt mean forgotten
some things can be fired up again at a memory
even if distant
and the appearence of forgotten probably isnt forgiven either
cos some things will stay permanently
and holes made in the fence cannot be mended
too late for atonement
no place for compensation
friendship is probably the hardest thing to rekindle
once its over
it will not ever come back

Monday, June 26, 2006

When there was me and you


It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want

Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you


just german today
forgot to buy books
no biggie
will buy wed
why is it i am so stupid?
i'll prove to myself
i can do it
and to many other people
wait and see

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Top of the world

Such a feelin's comin' over me
There is wonder in most everything I see
Not a cloud in the sky
Got the sun in my eyes
And I won't be surprised if it's a dream

Everything I want the world to be
Is now coming true especially for me
And the reason is clear
It's because you are here
You're the nearest thing to heaven that I've seen

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world

Something in the wind has learned my name
And it's tellin' me that things are not the same
In the leaves on the trees and the touch of the breeze
There's a pleasin' sense of happiness for me

There is only one wish on my mind
When this day is through I hope that I will find
That tomorrow will be just the same for you and me
All I need will be mine if you are here

I'm on the top of the world lookin' down on creation
And the only explanation I can find
Is the love that I've found ever since you've been around
Your love's put me at the top of the world



sch starts tmr
am proud to say other then my assignment
everything is finished
ohya forgot a part f enrolment nv say ytd
fel and cp were talking abt how they shld kill someone and then call ambulance and bring us to chinatown for free
fel 'volunteered' me
haha
i told her it'll be murder
she said its more like euthanasia cos its for my own good
and then everyone agreed
but how did i survive i dunno
but still got into a bus and went towards mrt
we dont go for e hike cos we want prize
win or lose its part of competition
and then on e bus i kept trying to force fel to sit cos shes sick
and she kept telling me no need
i shant mention the phrase u said 5 times
and then rushed for mrt
so scared we couldnt make it
cos half inside half outside how
but it was ok
didnt have any problem
aft i got off i rmb i got stomachache all the way until somewhere near the end
didnt help whatever i did
and then had loads of fun walking up fort canning

life wont be easy and neither will sch be tmr
looking forward to revising german
alone

Saturday, June 24, 2006

You and me against the world
You and me against the world.
Sometimes it feels like you and me against the world.
When all the others turn their back and walk away
You can count on me to stay.

Remember when the circus came to town
and you were frightened by the clown?
Wasn't it nice to be around
Someone that you knew?
Someone who was big and strong and looking out for
You and me against the world.
Sometimes it feels like you and me against the world.
And for all the times we’ve cried
I always felt that God was on our side.

And when one of us is gone
And one of us is left to carry on
Then remembering will have to do
Our memories alone will get us through.

Think about the days of me and you
You and me against the world.

And when one of us is gone
And one of us is left to carry on.
Then remembering will have to do
Our memories alone will get us through.

Think about the days of me and you
You and me against the world.



enrolment is today
i mean erm was
stood in the sun for so long
but its ok
then saw a rainbow across the clouds in the sky
quite nice la
and then had to change into pt and track pants
we sort of changed there
took out our shorts beneath the skirt
then pulled up our track pants.
then took off e skirt
but shirt had to go toilet to change
still...
started off for hike
went onto e bus as first patrol
worst thing is too inside alr
went out as last
then our facilitators kept looking for us
we like still on e bus then wave and no notice
then we knocked on e glass and they were like dun knock!
missed the mrt
but we're not in a rush
and wad matters is wad u learn
not wad u get
the longer we took
the more bonding
some patrols might not have tt chance cos they ran all the way
wad could they have said?
but i learned alot more abt the sec 1s then e last time
like rachael is long sighted
and they all same sch as me
haha
and everyone was having fun
talking abt schools on e bus
and took mrt to chinatown
that, i think,
is wad caused my sunburn
im used to it
everytime i stay out in the sun so long
my face turns red
usually not early
maybe appear at night or smth
and here it goes again
another reason why i am not suited for sports
though i can play
everytime the skin is like going to peel and i notice on time
whew
but mores the pity

walked up fort canning by walking a long route
haha
realised we walk wrong way
but no prob
still got most of e ans for e stations
its e bonding tt was best
talked loads
and also ended up with not enough water
but ok la
really fun
went back to give patrol gifts
ya tts my day

Friday, June 23, 2006

Breaking free
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Ohhhh
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control

Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
We’re breakin’ free
We’re soarin’
Flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free

Ohhhh runnin’
Climbin’

To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
We’re breaking free

Ohhh , yeah

More than hope
More than faith

This is true
This is fate
And together


We see it comin’

More than you
More than me

Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Soarin’
Flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying

Yeah we’re breaking free
Breaking free
We’re runnin’

Ohhhh, climbin’
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Now’s the time
So we’re breaking free
Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Ohhhh

You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are



tmrs enrolment
i promise i will do wad i shld
am resisting temptation to do something
most pple i know want me to
but hey
i listen to myself
bet tmr there're gonna be flies
not tt type but 'that' type
really want to try
i wont bungle it
i think
and then again that song is so nice


NO COPYING ANYTHING FROM MY BLOG


yay
its gonna be hard though
to walk again
i seem to be walking too much
ohya go read the book
"walk away home"
he walked ACROSS THE STATE
wonder how long he took
haha
walked ard 20 km in e past 2 weeks
talk abt exercise
is it normal?
haha
can die of exhaustion
walked 3km in a day once
took half of my life to get thru the rain and place
alone
was kind of deserted
but got it back after reaching home and finding out i walked so far
haha
then refused to get up after sprawling on e sofa

Thursday, June 22, 2006

decided to put up my fav songs
one by one

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left
Here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you
Is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now
'Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've got to take

Take a look at me now




dno e title.
yeah today i got anti drug
at first was all lectures and a cartoon
than after lunch got role play and a test
the test was ok
not as easy as civil defence
ate kfc during lunch
starved
then the role play we got to stay tgt as a grp formed totally by our sch guides
others were scattered
so lucky
but didnt win
which was just as well
imagine performing in front of so many pple

enrolments like sat
and im mentally prepared
for anything that might happen
ive got a good counsellor
haha

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

another boring day
trust me,
u wouldnt be interested

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

met at amk mrt there the taxi stand
thanks for the lift
arrived to find tt the fire station was right beside it
then bessy recieved a call saying melissa and felicia lost their way
and it was like so close
then we kept worrying they gave up
during the practical the bandage head one
they like shouted to us
turns out they were sitting there all along
cp was a casualty
but she kept trying to do everything herself
like tying the arm sling and stuff
then asked the instructor how we tie if the injury is at the back???
cp say tie over their eyes
then went for break and went to cpr room
cardio-pulmonary resuscitation
this dummy was like there
and then found out need a face shield to do it
whew
we didnt get to do it
then learned how to open a stretcher
realised they spelled their stretcher wrongly
and then learned substitutes for a stretcher when u dun have one
break again
then went to learn how to use a co2 extinguisher
can make dry ice leh
very smoky
this girl in front of me keep moving backwards make me cannot see
but i know
pass
how come the test said bring push the thing then aim?
might be they set wrong la
then lunch!!!
i am so happy i didnt order the curry chicken
heard it was HOT!!!
haha
inside the room they were screening haunted mansion
then it was all theory
but learned also how to tape windows and doors
hope we wont get tested
cos have to be tall enough to tape
which i know im not
took a really easy test and went home
walked home
from central
seems tt im on a walking spree
ive been walking so much lately
its better than eating
but i still eat loads
replenish my energy
oh then anti drug might somehow be fun
maybe
and i am going to work hard from now on
still got hw u see
haha
and going-to-be-overdue books
but im not stressed now

Monday, June 19, 2006

you're a Best Buddy

Need help figuring out which shoes look cuter with which outfit? You're the girl to call. Friendships are top priority in your list of things to do ? you check in regularly, hang out all the time, and you probably never get tired of your closest pals.

So when someone is heading to the hair salon for a big cut, you'll go and hold their hand. Heck, you'll even pitch in for the dull stuff ? like scary appointments to get braces. No matter what you and your friends are up to, you're in it for the long haul. Your specialty is putting the needs of others over your own. Best part is, your friends make sure to do the same.


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your eyes say you're Naturally Stunning

Fresh and laid-back, you take the same approach to your makeup as you do to life: Easy does it. We'd guess you're a no-muss, no-fuss kind of gal who doesn't like to spend too much time in front of the mirror. But that doesn't mean you still don't love to look great. You just do it in your own effortless way.

Truth be told, it's your grounded nature and straightforward sensibilities that make you so attractive. When someone looks you in the eyes, they immediately sense your integrity and down-to-earth spirit. And what could be more beautiful than that?


No!

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civil defence tmr and im still not prepared.
theres so much to do, like making a sandwich
haha
important u noe
hmm wad ingredients
veggies
lettuce
tomato
but the sandwich would become soggy
how?
and squashed
somehow it doesnt sound appetising
does it?
ok now shall go pack
and get ready to make my sandwich
gotta get up early
6?
maybe earlier
im tired

1 word to describe how im feeling
but shant say
shall see
and see only
not tt it matters

Sunday, June 18, 2006

all quoted, not mine
found these thought it was quite cute;

You Are My Friend And I Hope

You Know That's True.
No Matter What Happens
I Will Stand Right By You.
In Times Of Grief
I Will Give You Belief.
I'll Be There For You
Whenever You Are In Need.
To Lend You A Hand
To Do A Good Deed.
So Just Call On Me When
You Need Me, My Friend!
I Will Always Be There For You
Right To The End!


quotes from http://www.indianchild.com- go see, theres more!

I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.

I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.


I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I've learned that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.


Appreciating Our Past

It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth.

Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons.

Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Our mistakes? Necessary. Our frustrations, failures, and sometimes stumbling attempts at growth and progress? Necessary too. Each step of the way, we learned. We went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth


A Lesson in Life

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either.

You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.


Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstacles

Laugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from them

Pick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of nature

Say hello to strangers and enjoy the people you know

Don't be afraid to show your emotions laughing and crying make you feel better

Love your friends and family with your entire being they are the most important part of your life

Feel the calmness on a quiet sunny day

Find a rainbow and live your world of dreams always remember life is better than it seems


"True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton


"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus


"Friends are the bacon bits in the salad bowl of life."
- Anon

"Friendship is one mind in two bodies."
- Mencius

"If you should die before me, ask if you can bring a friend."
- Stone Temple Pilots

"We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere."
-Tim McGraw


"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart."
- Anon

"Surround yourself only with people who are going to lift you higher."

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it is a comfort to go hand in hand." ~Emily Kimbrough~

"People are like stained glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within." ~Elizabeth Kubler-Ross~

If you have one true friend, you have more than your share. ~Thomas Fuller~

“When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.”

"Together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.”

"Promise you won't forget me, because if I thought you would, I'd never leave."
~Winnie the Pooh~

"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
~Walter Winchell~

"If I had one gift that I could give you, my friend, it would be the ability to see yourself as others see you, because only then would you know how extremely special you are."
~B.A. Billingsly~

"A true friend is someone who knows there's something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face."

“The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.” ~Unknown~

"It is by chance we met . . .
By choice we became friends."

"Tears may come and go,
But there's one thing I know.
All my life you're a friend of mine.
You can depend on me.
I'll be fine...
'Cause you're a friend of mine."
-Clarence Clemens

“One can't complain. I have my friends. Why, someone spoke to me only yesterday.” ~Eeyore~

“Friends are those rare people who ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer”

“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to” ~Unknown~

"Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light."
~Helen Keller~

"A circle is round it has no end, that's how long I want to be your friend!"
~Anonymous~


The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that care.


Friday, June 16, 2006

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you."
- Winnie the Pooh

If you don't like Cinderella because she seems so "naive" and "weak," listen to this quote from the Walt himself: "She believed in dreams, all right, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn't come along, she went over to the palace and got him."
- Walt Disney, speaking of Cinderella in 1949.

"Even miracles take a little time."
- The Fairy Godmother

"The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all."
- The Emperor from Mulan

"The very things that hold you down are going to lift you up."
- Timothy Mouse
[x] you own a jersey
[ ] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[x] you play more than 1 sport for fun
[ ] you hate pink..
[x] you love hoodies and jeans
[x] pranks are fun (when they dun hurt anyone)
[ ] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its funny when people get hurt
Total = 4
[x] shopping is torture (sometimes)
[ ] pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy.. its fun (yucks)
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid........(wads girl drama?)
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid...... (but i dun do it)
[ ] you own a ps2 (wads tt?)
[ ] you own an xbox
[ ] you own a gamecube
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
[ ] you own a psp
Total =1
[ ] you used to be obsessed with power rangers
[x] you watch sports center
[ ] sports on tv are awesome
[ ] gorey movies are the best
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[ ] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain (yeah!!!! agree)
Total = 2
[ ] you like going to basketball games
[ ] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister or brother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[ ] you get sports illustrated/other sports magazine
[ ] fire is cool
[x] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature
Total = 2
[x] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people (a few would be ok)
[ ] green black red or blue are your favorite color(s)
[x] romantic comedies are boring
[x] you dont care about watching your weight
[x] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy
[ ] youre the one who asks a guy/girl out not the other way around
[x] climbing is fun
[x] contact sports like football are fun
Total:7
Score:16/50
Im 32% boyish


[x] i have a cell phone.
[x] i have friends that use me. (even now, i never learn)
[ ] i am an only child.
[ ] i am a shopaholic.
[ ] i love dangly earrings. (no earholes)
[ ] i love cold weather.
[x] i'm obsessed with the computer.
[ ] i have shot a gun before. (unless u count water guns)
[x] i can't live without music.
[ ] i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
[ ] i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
[ ] i'll be in this town forever. (maybe, just 4 years left to decide)
[x] i've been to 5 other countries. (malaysia, japan, taiwan, beijing, hongkong)
[x] i get annoyed easily.
[ ] i eventually want kids. (dno)
[ ] i have neat handwriting.
[x] i have more than a few horrible memories. (too many, they stick to u forever)
[x] i am addicted to chocolate.
[ ] i am an atheist.
[ ] my parents are strict.
[ ] i love airplane rides.
[x] i love taking pictures.
[x] i hate people who are fake. (i hate hypocrites)
[x] i can be mean when i want to. (and i can prove it)
[ ] my parents care about my grades.
[ ] one of my best friends is a guy.
[ ] i have way too many purses.
[ ] i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
[ ] i am easy to talk to.
[ ] i would never eat raw fish. (sashimi is nice)
[x] i cry easily.
[x] i hate when people are late
[x] i procrastinate.
[ ] i love winter.
[ ] i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser
[x] i wish i were smarter. in both meanings of smart. intellectual and other.
[ ] i'm afraid of flying.
[ ] i hate drama.
[ ] i bite my nails.
[ ] i have been on an 8 hour drive. (motion sickness)
[ ] i never fight with my parents.
[x] i love the beach
[ ] i have never had the chicken pox.
[ ] i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] i can't control my emotions. (anger)
[x] i have best friends.
[ ] i have moved more than once.
[ ] i truly love my friends. (if u're not talking les, yes)
[ ] i have braces.
[x] i have never broken a bone.
[ ] i hate my computer
[ ] i love guys that play the drums
[ ] i state the obvious. (depends)
[ ] i'm a happy person. (used to be)
[ ] i love to dance.
[x] i love to sing.
[ ] i love cleaning my room. (you dont want to look at the state of my room)
[ ] i tend to get jealous very easily. (depends on what)
[ ] i love cute underwear.
[x] i love night better than day.
[x] i don't like to study for tests.
[ ] i have been on the phone for over 5 hours. (wow my record's 2hrs and half only leh)
[x] i am too forgiving. (but i regret being that way in some conditions)
[x] i have horrible sense of direction.
[ ] i miss elementary school.
[ ] i'm a daddy's girl.
[ ] i love kisses on my forehead.
[ ] i love the color pink.
[x] i love to sew.
[ ] my eye color changes. (does it?)
[ ] i should see a therapist.
[ ] i played on a guys sports team.
[ ] i become stressed easily.
[x] i hate liars.
[ ] i like comfy sweatpants.
[ ] i can play the piano.
[x] i love the smell of rain.
[x] i love my family.
[x] i hate needles. (injection or wad?)
[x] i am a perfectionist.
[ ] i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
[ ] i hate the feeling of failure.
[x] i have friends in other countries.
[x] i know how to cook.
[x] i can be quite selfish.
[x] at times, i still act like a little kid.
[ ] i have food allergies.
[x] i love to read.
[x] i wish i were more motivated for school.
[x] i love getting stuff in the mail.
[x] i hate being alone.
[ ] i love summer.
[ ] i love the weekends.
[ ] i love black eyeliner.
[ ] i type with one hand.
[ ] i live in a one storey house.
[ ] i wear make-up.
[ ] i have never rode on an underground subway.
[x] i can't swim.
[x] i have bad memories. (who doesnt?)
[ ] i go to church.
[ ] i sing in the shower.
[ ] i have never been camping.
[ ] i hate cheerleaders.
[ ] i usually get what i want.
[x] i have been on stage before.
[ ] i love roller coasters. (i get sick)
[ ] no one knows my full story of my life.
[ ] i am close with my parents.
[x] i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
[x] i don't have a curfew

Thursday, June 15, 2006

really didnt do much there
wrote some and brought souvenirs back
just didnt buy any
thinking of stiff from mcd and train tickets and stuff
coupons- cannot use in s'pore
and all those stuff
figured more meaning than buying
besides couldnt find much

just searched thru the website and found out how to go to civil defence hq
2 wats
1 bus 1 mrt
also found how to get to sengkang square
all within walking distance of mrt

want to go tgt?
maybe use the time give u the letter

my darling sister just deleted my chuzzle trophies and high scores
see just how 'adorable' a baby sis can be
now have to reearn those
they took time and energy leh
and all she says is play again
as if i have time right now
guess how long those trophies took
she deleted my mum's also
my mum had reached 100 times more than me
sigh
next time my sis is not touching my account
although she can just go in
thank god i have another computer to play
got another set of high scores there
am not going to let her touch it

ok tts all for today

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Aloha s'pore!
am back
turns out i got sick all the time cos i alw eat very full then take the transport
am lucky i didnt actually vomit during the way
those buses go really fast at night
and thats when i visit my grandma
didnt buy much cos couldnt find anything

am really really tired.
very.
if theres anything i will say it tmr
off to snooze...

Friday, June 09, 2006

still not packed yet
honestly dun want to
after packing means getting sick
and im going to be bored
no computer for 5 days???
no cable tv
not much time to watch tv anyway
but i will use the time to write
and no diary this time
real letter
one highlight:cousins
no one else to talk to la
the nearest to my age is like 16?


Part 1: Basics

full name: tsoi lok yin

gender: female

bday:15nov92

where do you live: amk

height: 152 cm

shoe size: 6

first crush: no comment

righty or lefty: righty

zodiac sign: scorpio

usual first impression of you: loud? i dunno

tattoo: dun have

crush: no comment

Part 2: Food

chocolate milk or hot chocolate:hot chocolate

mcdonalds or jollibee: mcdonalds

coke or pepsi: coke

root beer or cali: rootbeer.

tea or coffee: neither

milk/dark/white chocolate: white

vanilla or chocolate: vanilla

cake or pie: pie

Part 3: Pick one

marry the perfect friend or perfect lover: no comment

1 pillow or 2: 2. 1 head 1 hug

w/ or w/o ice: with

winter/spring/summer/fall: fall

rock/rap/r&b/punk/ballads: cant
decide.

day or night: night.

dressed or undressed: dressed.

bunk or water bed: bunk

truth or dare: truth

MTV or VH1: mtv

ocean or pool: ocean

showers or baths: showers

love or lust: love

silver or white gold: white gold

diamonds or pearls: pearls

pencil or pen: pencil

sunrise or sunsets: sunsets

blind or deaf: both. more of deaf

Part 4: Favorites

color: pale yellow? light purple

number/s: 4

subject: dun noe

drink: juice

animal: depends

holiday: school. but as long as its hol its ok

line from a movie: none

band: none

Part 5: Future

job: teacher


-some parts cut out cos i have no ans

maybe i should start packing
am coming back around 10
i think

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

an amazing day
got to get this out before i forget
met at 11
waited for a long long time
till everyone arrived
then went to check time for movie
so close
buy ticket just nice can go in alr
bought chips
half was finished by others
but nvm
i ate popcorn
the movie was disgusting in some parts
arrgh
if theres another patrol outing i am NOT watching xmen
maybe smth else
yanni keep passing round her popcorn to everyone
justine keep covering her face
rachael keep looking at me then laughing[?!?!?!]
huishan was holding this whole handful of popcorn
cp kept propping her head up with her hand
me? i was grossed out
but overall wasnt that bad
then went out for neoprints
guess who we saw there?
a few 'who's
that wasnt very pleasant
but hey
i found out im actually happy about that
shes got her friends
i've got mine
and mine are great
some of hers i noe r not as nice
most of all
i've got a best friend
much better than her
so im happy
and then we got our own neoprints
only thing is those who didnt come didnt get any
then went to eat long john silver
well i had some problems eating with a fork only
but still finished all my food
and a larger coke than others
rachael got a 'look at lokyin and laugh disease'
then passed it to huishan
then i said it was contagious
and yanni started laughing suddenly
for dunno wad reason
and then she stopped and asked why they were laughing
???
and cp ate extra slowly
then rachael left and she pushed e door too hard it stayed there for awhile
i just shouted to tell her to shut the door
end up it closed itself
but she heard me and rushed back
haha
then for some reason huishan came back after she left
and she sat so far away
we dont eat humans
haha
and after she left again cp yn and me went shopping
went popular
then around all the shops in 4th floor
then to lemon tree and stuff
and ntuc
cp bought sushi and we led her on a few rounds round ntuc trying to make her lost
but hey shes smart
she got out easily
and she wanted to buy apples
then discovered not nice
went out to body shop
yanni not enough money to buy the offer thing
rushed back to get it
and oh the perfect end to a day
a walk home
actually was planning to walk to 262 bus stop near cp's hse
then wait so long no bus very impatient and walked home
my legs are a little sore
but im still healthy
ran the last bus stop cos got rain
ytd take out umbrella nv bring
9 bus stops
around 3km
ouch
if i didnt walk the last few stops alone i would have felt better
at least got someone to talk to
but i still managed to reach home at least
just by walking
im beat but not tired
trust me i have the energy to stay awake
cos i still reliving the memories of the day
treasured every moment
esp e walk till bishan park part
with my closest friend
=D cp not joanne
happy and am going to stay this way for awhile
im a little extreme at times
when im sad i stay long
when im very happy it lasts long too
at least i binge less nowadays
right?
well maybe i will continue my hw tmr
haha
maybe
cant wait till the heritage trail for enrolment
means more time to connect
i love my life just the way it is
and my friends
not many of then though...
im lucky to have u guys
esp U

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

got nothing much to say
patrol outing tmr
must bring money
jacket
and wear pants so wont freeze to death
and bring some food or starve

Monday, June 05, 2006

Sunny, carefree, and a little bit of a prankster at times ? your playful, passionate attitude is like a tropical paradise everyone wants to visit. You're definitely an original, unfazed by what others might think of your choices and ambitions. And that's a rare trait, my friend. In fact, it probably explains why so many of your pals are drawn to you. Well, that and your ability to have a good time with a real zest for life!

Your easygoing personality is also a welcome refreshment in the workplace. Must be because you refuse to sweat the small stuff. Or maybe it's your knack for keeping the big picture in mind while making sure things stay upbeat and on track. This confidence will take you far, if you so choose. But on the other hand, we wouldn't be surprised to see you close up shop and set sail for sunnier horizons. After all, life's too short to spend in a cubicle. And we think that upbeat attitude deserves a warm climate.


3rd book
still no headway on hw
haha

Sunday, June 04, 2006

stop beating round the bush can
just say whatever u need to say and leave me alone
will u either leave or at least stop torturing me?
not really as much of looking forward to patrol outing as e sec 1s
wed is going to be a bad day
i know it
well it still depends
afterall the future is ours to make
but i got a feeling
maybe i shld just stay home

1 book down
6 left
hw still untouched
not as hardworking as im supposed to be
supposed to be studying hard and revising for german
im being encouraged to work hard for the subjects i want
think germans near the top
but dont have to motivation to work suddenly
wad happened?
am gonna find out soon
but before that am seriously going to enjoy these 3 days of getting to go out
am not cooped at home anymore! yay

bought a few cookbooks
cookings not my forte
Ubung macht den meister

Saturday, June 03, 2006

got a headache
bet its from the taxi
and motion sickness can be serious

want to read my book
borrowed 7 from toa payoh library
wondering how im going to finish all
but i can
considering how bored i was
i hate u for hypocrisy
my usual time for online going might be 10.30
but today im not feeling ok so am going earlier

Friday, June 02, 2006

didnt do much today
but played hexic
and finally beat cp's score
by 20000
go and try harder cp
couldnt get into minesweeper
am elated
got 7 flowers
rocket score
didnt know exactly wad i was clicking either
but hey im bored
i can well play till i reach
cant believe there actually are busy people at this time of june
cos its e starting of hol
not many pple will do hw now
am and have been cooped up in my hse
5 days of no fresh air and direct sun
its been a month since e last opening
am starting to feel sick again
coughing until want to vomit
headache
want to go out desperately
tmr will be a good chance
have been so bored resorted to watching tv all day and taking down the program order
i want to do something

Thursday, June 01, 2006

3 down
10 left to go
am bored and exhausted
was supposed to be feeling happy today
theres something called hope u noe
but nvm
its shattered anw
so no difference

patrol outing meet where
why no one ans
the patrol blog starting to have lesser ppl also

maybe i did change
for better or worse i cant tell
and if pple around me dont tell me
i wont know
sometimes its better not to noe
but i want to noe
the stars at home are rotting
we started being friends around this time of the year
one year
quite a long time
but yet not quite so long yet
i miss old times
not that old
just somewhere
near feb
and stay there
that was the time of mass understanding

i hate waking up everyday to watch tv
eat breakfast
watch tv
eat lunch
do hw
read
eat dinner
watch tv
play computer

its so boring
theres nothing nice to watch during the hol
esp in the morning
and my darling sis keeps wanting to watch disney
adding on in the morning disney is changed to PLAYHOUSE DISNEY
all for preschoolers
cant my sis realise shes a pri sch kid and not a nursery one?
adding on the fact that everytime i have hope for something
it just falls thru
maybe sch was better
not much of a hw difference but at least i can just face my sis
not everyone
sometimes i just dont noe wad to do
but i found out writing down emotions does calm u down
or at least make u cry till u calm down cos no more energy
depends
so writing is good
but not here
so many ppl come
got a private place...