really tired la

after 3 days far far away from affordable internet access
here i am!

anw i realised this com can see the tagboards but too bad its not mine

im so not feeling great la
try sleeping 8 hours a day on vacation

haha sis is waiting for com to play games
llala


so yea im going

and there goes...
glucklich(:

and everytime i tell myself theres nth to cry abt
sth will happen to make me want to cry
haha
havent packed yet
abit late la
so yea
bye

shall try to be preoccupied for the month
its going to be so boring

does it matter whose dream it is?
its going to be fulfilled anyway

im ok i just felt like saying that out
alles gute in deustchland
what time coming back again?
anyway i wont be left here i'll go to hk

anyway had pretty much a day
wrote the letter and sent it

going now
will be back later
just need to make checklist for hw and eat and write diary
and while im at it get list of stuff to pack
but im sure i will

yay the holidays have started!!!
but still very busy so not much of a difference
shall kick start the holiday with some personal stuff
haha

basically rushed thru the whole day la
and realised next term ppr die alr

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/422973

worked on 3 main things today
cooks badge
white asparagus
and chem test

asparagus is nice k
haha
who am i kidding
but yea it was nice
shall prove it lala

and stayed till so late to look for dishes

ok had an interesting day
woke up bright and early as usual
or maybe not as bright and not nearly as early
skip to after sch
realised there wasnt gateway so went and got some medicine
rashes not getting better
went to eat and stuff
then went library to see test results
rushed to 3rd lang
after we got out of class, i was like shouting 'eh i go get something to...'
then saw herr
i was so embarrassed can
then i said 'eat' softly
then after that went back and the project was sprung on us
whee i so look like i can do a book review on a 50 paged book in a language i cant speak
then went library
and were there reading books and looking for 50-paged-books
found on 62 or sth near there
eehui too
kimberly found one with 80 pages can whats wrong with her
and she borrowed harry potter and the half blood prince translated into german
i wonder how much she can read in one month
and then when we went fr break we all went back to class
the door was locked
apparently the lock was spoilt or sth
cos she could open it with a little teensy bit of help
anw everyoe was so happy
till we chased them out again and relocked it so she wont be blamed
then when herr came back 5 min later with a key
everyone was laughing like siao
he didnt seem to know why
and then got back our papers
as usual, i did not so well
and then right at tht moment i got back i asked a really stupid qn
i asked him how to cook white asparagus
haha
he was like ???
but still taught us how to cook
had a lesson on cooking white asparagus
and tmr going to cook
whee
cant wait
went home trying to keep the file from slipping off my hands
didnt know antiseptic cream was slippery
and yea after i reached home my parents were like 0.o what is that for?
funny la

was it really that hard?

go rashes all over can
i think im actually allergic to sth i touched

this morning it felt weird
it was really weird how things happened
i thought it wld be nice and stuff
but it turned out not the way i thought

just wanted to say again that maybe i misjudged a few people
dont know whats right anymore

thanks again for being there at 12.45
helped me sleep well

i try and i try
but nothings working

last week of sch
but the hol wont be any better

for sure

its been awhile since i last typed such a long post
but i dun feel like putting it up
so whee
deleted
guess i shall just go and study or sth
since i cant do anything else

went to ntuc today la
did alot of stuff
shant type now
not in the mood

i tried to think
who is the one at wrong?
but obviously i didnt get much of an answer

today wasnt exactly a good day
loads of stff happened

u can wear the thing and parade around
and get ur pic published a second time
haha i want to
but its first day of sch

got to go do la

i thought that 'it is a waste of time'?
and that there is 'nothing i want to do'?

the thing isnt up yet
so much for telling us today

got loads to do

stupid test
why am i alw so scared abt failing?
why did i even care abt it in the first place?
shld have just not made that promise in sec one

we didnt do it anyway

its tmr
not prepared whatsoever
pooh is so right there too
haha
have loved tt quote for a long time
so got to go look for my stupid worksheet now

'if u have nth nice to say, u might as well not say anything at all'
thumper from bambi is so right

27 out of 40
not bad
at least they got in


lokyin *[[Im not perfect and neither are u]]*
here at 10:58 PM

Sonntag, Mai 13, 2007

Life.....

ich heiB nicht deiner bekannte
du sorgst nicht

ich trage die Schuld nicht.
es ist nicht meine macke.
jeden tag habe ich ausgeweint.
alle leute sagen, dass ich Schuld bin.
du an mich auszusetzen habst.
SPRACHLOS

quite tired la

等，寂寞到夜深
夜已渐荒凉，夜已渐昏暗
莫道你在选择人
人亦能选择你
公平，原没半点偏心
苦见，默默向心里渗
何必抱怨
曾令醉心是谁人
自己吻别心上人
糊涂换来一生泪印
何故，明是痛苦伤心
还含着笑装开心
今朝的你可怜还可悯
目睹她远去，她的脚印，心中永印
糊涂是你的一颗心
他朝你将无穷的后悔
这一生，你的心理满哀困

got it from a show titled merry christmas
thought the lyrics were nice
just wanted to say again
dont take stuff from my blog
haha cos i didnt say stuff
i quoted
so if u quote using me its not correct
haha

anyway today was sorta ok
got its ups and downs

i cant believe myself
i can tell others
i cant do

perfectly:

I like who I am
But I guess you don"t
I think that I can
But you think I won't
Amount to anything at all

If you love me,
You sure show it strange
Is there anything that you wouldn't change?
I can't be your paper doll.

Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack,
Every chip,
Every dip,
Every little mistake,
Yeah,
I wanna be perfect
Just like you,
But there's only so much that a girl can do
When I look in the mirror,
What I see,
Makes sense to me,
Perfectly
Oh Perfectly

I like worn out shoes
You like high heels, and fantasies
But I'm what's real
I guess you could say
The shoe don't fit
Maybe I'm from Venus
You're from mars
My imperfections are what they are
I guess one of us must deal, with it

Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack,
Every chip,
Every dent,
Every little mistake, yeah
I wanna be perfect,
Just like you
But there's only so much,
That a girl can do
When I look,
In the mirror,
What I see,
Makes sense to me, yeah
Perfectly
Oh, perfectly

I try to fit
In the mold
That you make
But I'm tired of playing
This little charade

Chorus:
I wanna be perfect,
But I'm me
I wanna be flawless,
But you see
Every little crack,
Every chip,
Every dent,
Every little mistake, yeah
I wanna be perfect,
Just like you
But there's only so much,
That a girl can do
When I look,
In the mirror,
What I see
Makes sense to me, yeah
Perfectly

ok so this is nice too right
anw im not exactly in the mood right now
alot of stuff happened

I don’t understand
This should be so easy
To just reach 'out' my hand
And know the world is free
But nothing’s, as it seems Boy
I can tell you freely
Touching’s not the only way to feel

(Chorus:)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

I know you probably say
That I’m just talking crazy
To think of life that way
Means that I’m confused
There’s happy and there’s sad
But maybe yes just maybe
The sadness can make the happiness more true

(Chorus:)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.

Because I know they're both so necessary
I don’t let it bother me at all

(Chorus:)
When the rain falls
It’s like heaven’s crying
When the name’s all
The difference that there is
Cause tears are
The same when they are trying to grow something good
Out of all the pain
There’s no difference between the teardrops and the rain.


nice right? pixel perfect
the story was so nice i wanted to cry
anyhow the song makes me want to cry too
got tests

woke up covered in sweat
whats wrong with me
then had stomach pain throughout the day
how to do pe tmr la

anyway have to go do math and stuff
not like i want to or anything
maybe shall slack awhile more
haha

it was so tiring
woke early for patrol meeting
ran up and down
and a pretty much boring morning
had to finish ss during lunch
then did napfa
went home to change bag and out again
then reached fort canning quite early
set up there and slacked
ate chips and stuff
then watched the thing
halfway through it became quite cramped
i was like sitting halfway on grass
the show was ok
first time went to interchange la
it was quite an uneasy feeling
but guess i will be there much so might as well get used to it
so yea went home around 11.30 last night
didnt come online

hit snooze many times before finally getting up
was so tired
went for flag day after i was late
oops
anw so we were stationed at ave 123
but we went to ave 5
cos 123 noone
haha we stood at the end of a bridge,
near a bus stop
and hdb flats
quite a nice place there
so convenient for ppl who live there la
and i really liked standing there
for some reason
maybe cos it was so quiet at times
and so busy at others
finished stickers once
wen back for more
then also filled our cans as much as we cld
went home exhausted
then had to go out for dinner

woah didnt realise i'd say so much
abit long compared to usual
haha

hw again
tmr how to manage?

not free now
ss graded
elit
math
hehee

had a long day before i realised i no hw!
haha finished all ytd
when i was waiting for 'the happy go lucky one who did not take things seriously' to do her essay
haha didnt realise i liked to quote

got to go do stuff